So it is pretty much back to the drawing board for me. Returning back to my old life. Music is my one true love. It will never ever do the things humans do. No storybook ending, ever. A few changes though. I will remain the nice guy but I will never finish last. Going to take relationships one step at a time ( Read more... )

So much to dooooooo. I was offered a day shift position at Capital One as opposed to my current position. I have to makee my decision today. Let's review the pros and cons of this ( Read more... )

Phenomenal ( Read more... )

Ever since I wrote that winter's bite piece, I really want to write again. I used to love writing. Back then it was poetry, but now stories. I know it will pretty much suck. I will need an editor as my english isn't very good. Hey, tell me what you think of winter's bite. Feedback is good ( Read more... )

Cold. The winter night places its frigid embrace on the town. As cars pass him by quickly adding to the icy touch of night, it generates an extra chill. He shivers. Really cold. Does it bother him? "No", Ruu quietly say to himself. "A warm coat, a warm scarf, warm mitts, and music; it makes everything bearable ( Read more... )

I have an important decision to make on Sunday. I am going to confront all of my doubts, fears, and sadness. I want to bottle up all of these feelings and throw them aside. A month ago I decided my one true love is music. That will never change. If things don't go well on Sunday, my love for music will always be there. To support me in every way. I ( Read more... )

Okay. New day, new thoughts. I really need to scrap how I used to think. I am a different person. Not sure why I was acting like that and I apologize to everyone whom still reads this. Jumping to conclusions is not something I want to start doing again. It only causes problems ( Read more... )

I promised myself that I have changed. That I'm not the same person as before. I have changed quite a bit from the person that started this blog many, I have become more confident in myself mentally. Physically is a different story. I still hate my body and that will never change as you are your worst critic. I will change myself. Everyone is ( Read more... )

Could have lived without that. Don't let it bother you Ruu. Keep smiling, keep being yourself.

Don't be green. You will be the victor. Don't back down.

Heiwa. Heiwa. Heiwa.

You're so beautiful.