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SOUNDTRACK 022 // WRITTEN

Jun 06, 2011 14:21

[Something isn't exactly right when a creature made to sing makes a written message, fortunately it's not that there's anything wrong with her voice. She simply finds this easier. The fact that it's done in the middle of the night may serve as an explanation as she doesn't wish to wake anyone up ( Read more... )

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[Voice/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 6 2011, 13:20:54 UTC

[Vash is up late tonight. Having just returned from the draft and not sleeping well, he catches this post as it goes up. He's also too lazy to grab a pen so he speaks at the written message.]

No, I have never felt that kind of useless before, because I know when I was born I was given a blank ticket. It's up to me to figure out where that ticket will take me. No one else can tell me where it will take me and what I'll do to get there. And it's never filled, because the destination is always changing.

You may feel like you can't do anything now, but you can always change that and you don't know what the future will bring. It may surprise you.

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 6 2011, 18:12:25 UTC

[She'll keep writing if he doesn't mind, but honestly, she's surprised that he is replying. She didn't expect anyone from the draft to bother to answer, at that time or later, they really had other things to worry about.]

Isn't it scary to have a "blank ticket"? I don't know how to move without knowing my destination, I have nowhere to go if it's not in the ticket. I was made the way I am and I don't think I was meant to change, or that I'm able to...

But you should be resting, not bothering with me. Can't you sleep? Are you injured?

[Voice/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 7 2011, 01:06:52 UTC

It's alright, I'm just [Having nightmares.] not tired right now. I'll get lots of rest soon.

And I suppose it is a little scary to have a blank ticket, to be completely unsure of the future, but I think it's a whole lot less scary then being told that I'm who I have to be. That I'm not aloud to change, learn, or grow past what I'm told to. I am who I am because of the choices I make.

Even if you and I are not the same, you were made to grow and learn things too, weren't you? How many new songs have you learned since coming here? How many new friends have you made? And how many of those have you cheered up with singing when they needed it?

That doesn't sound useless at all to me.

[Voice/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 7 2011, 06:01:44 UTC

I don't know if I'm allowed to change or not, actually. I have an AI so I can learn things and emulate humans better but... I don't think I was created with the idea of allowing me to grow beyond that.

[There's a pause in her writing.]

I never had friends before, only the other Vocaloids and my Masters. I only have learned two songs since I was here and one is incomplete, the other isn't perfect either.

I don't really know if I have been able to cheer up anyone with my songs here.

[Voice/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 7 2011, 23:59:42 UTC

You've cheered me up before.

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] - ignore the previous fail in the subject lukanightfever June 8 2011, 12:22:27 UTC

You're easy to cheer up. For you to be down is an abnormality, so you don't count.

[Voice/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] - lol, no problem as I'm sure I'll do the same soon. goldenglasses June 8 2011, 15:09:00 UTC

Aw, way to break a guy's heart!

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 8 2011, 18:52:35 UTC

Your heart breaks when a girl tells you that you're a cheerful person, often happy and smiling about whom they don't have to worry too much? Would you have preferred if I lied and said you were a whiner, always depressed and who made me depressed as well?

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 8 2011, 19:26:37 UTC

Well, that part I don't mind, but it's when you say that you don't count when you've cheered me up in the past. You might not count them, but they were very important to me!

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 8 2011, 19:52:55 UTC

I count those times, but they are in a different count than what I was talking about. We're friends, after all, right?

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 8 2011, 22:20:13 UTC

Of course we are!

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 9 2011, 05:32:04 UTC

Then you don't count because you're special. Cheering up my friends is the least I can do. But I worry about the others, I was made to be able to bring happiness to everyone with my songs, not just a few.

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 11 2011, 03:30:11 UTC

What about that concert you had? Things like that are important to the people who live here. Keeps their spirits up!

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 12 2011, 17:53:01 UTC

I used to have a concert every two days at home, sometimes more than one a day. It was nice to do one here but it was just a little addition to the New Feathers' party. The party itself can keep people's spirits up without my help.

Thank you.

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] goldenglasses June 12 2011, 18:05:31 UTC

Wow. That sounds like a lot of concerts!

[Written/Filtered from Legato/Yuber] lukanightfever June 12 2011, 21:51:26 UTC

A lot indeed. And when I wasn't in a concert I was in a performance somewhere or recording a video for a song... It was a lot of settled work but I liked it.

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