Entry #E-3: "End"

[luke7lawliet]

I am angry.

I want to break something knowing that I will regret it immediately afterward.

My blood feels hotter. My neck is tense. I cannot sit still. I am a human and I was not treated like one.

I am angry.

...

I am finished. No lasting damage was done. I will not be angry anymore.

Comments

[dexterous_fake]

Ohhhh what exciting shit went down for you to get mad?

[luke7lawliet]

I was afraid at the doctor's office.

The solution, apparently, was to tranquilize me. But I am no longer angry. It was a feeling I didn't like.

[crimsonkure]

When we get an actual house I'll get a heavy punching bag so that we have something to hit when we get angry. That will help us both a lot.

[luke7lawliet]

You said "when", and not "if".

Your optimism is heartening.

[crimsonkure]

I have hope that we'll make it through this, and once we do we'll move in someplace where we can get you a piano and both of us some stuff that's safe to hit.

Besides, I have to be opimistic. There's no way I can lose you.

[luke7lawliet]

If I had a piano, I don't think that I would need anything to hit.