been apartment shoping alot. I hope everything works out with amanda and zach cuz I dont want to live alone. Applied for some jobs I wont get but it would be nice if i did. New car and renting a home (vs apartment) would be super-teriffic ( Read more... )

Today started out very stressfull for me. Worrying about my dad, trying to figure out a place for amanda zach and I to live, trying to figure out onyx stuff, stressing that my car dosnt have much life in it and being put through a long commute, trying to find one more job in a short amount of time, and under a large amount of pressure to pass my ( Read more... )

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javid called Ryan Seacrest a woman today at the dress rehersal. The crew all busted up laughing but i think ryan was kinda pissed. The stage manager was telling ryan she had a dream that he had a baby...and javid asks "who was the father?" haha...anywhoo..tis all for now

a night of firsts...

first time rollerskating...i was suprised that it was actually pretty hard at first. Much harder than ice skating

First time ice skating in a very VERY long time.

First time being hit on by a porn star. haha...she was interesting though and turned out to be a band nerd that played flute.

Im off...have to be up semi early.

Fun weekend planned ( Read more... )

Spent the better part of the day with Zach. Way fun. Have him all day Sunday too =)

i would like to mention that my scrabble record went to 9-0 defeating the trash talker LAUREN!

I thought putting Jenny N. in her place was the highlight of my year....but this is much better.

muah ha ha...

I need to accept that there are some people that I have feelings for that simply are not interested. Thats life, but i am getting hurt in the process. . . its time for me to move on and not look back.

Been working on website stuff...cant wait until it all starts coming together.


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