One kiss to spark a thought ( Read more... )

Silverpass ( Read more... )

to find oneself, you must first find out why you want to know...

Never underestimate the power of a mother.

To lead is often to be alone, yet to follow is often to be left behind ...

When you feel like you're dying, that's a sign of life (this one is from a favorite song, the others are mine)

Here I sit, while spencer crawls around. HE is so cute! I nanny for his family (usually with his two sisters too) a couple of days a week. TOday it's just us. The girls and mom and dad are getting back from camping today. I found so many cool SCA things today on line. I'm going to see about getting some jousting action here soon. I can't wait ( Read more... )

so, I've had a rough couple of days, but my friends have really been there for me. It's getting harder and harder not to just go back to him and say, "you know, I don't really need attention or anything. Le'ts just get back." But I know that I'd be more misserable that way and on top of it, i'd feel like I'd let myself down by giving up what deep ( Read more... )

Bubbles, floating in the air...are they there? NO it's the rum ( Read more... )

Ok, this will probably be a random post. Fair warning.    19 days now.  Can't believe that it's almost three weeks.  I think he's called twice or maybe three times. Two of those to find out what's going on with his rim for his car.  Allie has been living at the house (her new house in ALb is infested with black widdows, recluses, and tarantulas. ( Read more... )

So, here I am Again. Can't find what I really want. I have a yearning, a pining. Not for a particular person, but for myself. To find myself again. I did for three days two weeks ago. How did I loose her again? I used to be outgoing, fun, innocently wild (sorta), the person everyone loved. Now I find myself withdrawn and fearful of rejection ( Read more... )

Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

Ok, this is going to be a very very long post, there is a lot to talk about.  So just jump to cuts or read it all if your interested...

Cali was great! I went with my best friend and we stayed with her family.  Went to disneyland one of the days! It was  a blast.  Definately magical. Although, warning to anyone: Feed Celina if she gets hungry! ( Read more... )