So I survived the day, of course I cheated because I got up at 7 pm and just kept my self occupied but hey I still did it. So yesterday was the would be 6th year anniversary of Eli and me, the funny thing is I was in my moms art studio and I made a little clay froglike figure holding another froglike figure and of course after I was finished it ( Read more... )

I am always depressed after my birthday because it is followed by a series of unhappy events. February 14th (VD which reminds me that I am not with Eli), March 22nd (mine and Eli's would be 6th year anniversary), April 16th (his birthday), June 7th (the day I foolishly thought I was doing him a favor by breaking up with him so that he wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Last post, 6 weeks ago? Well good for me I have avoided looking at Eli's journal for six weeks! I think that is like some kind of record for me. Of course the fact that he removed my ability to comment kinda rendered looking at it pointless. Oh well, I guess he did me a favor anyway because as much as I wait for him to realize he still loves me ( Read more... )

Well my dear twin seems to have finally come out hiding and is starting to write a little more in his journal so yay for that.

So I deleted Eli's number out of my phone and took him off my friends list and do I really feel better? No, in fact I think I'd been putting it off for so long because I didn't want to give up completely. It's funny we have been broken up for over a year and it still feels like it's happening right now. I tried to hide the feeling by dating but ( Read more... )

So I had the best dream ever last night and hopefully it's enough to keep me happy for a while. I had a dream that I saw Eli and he asked me if I still loved him and I said always and then everything was fixed and at home we were having some kind of party to celebrate Sugi and Chris being together again and me and Eli getting back together after ( Read more... )

Promise 1 broken ( Read more... )

Ok so this is pathetic even for me (if that's possible) I was reading eclipse-from the Twilight series-and I got to a part where the Indians-native americans-were talking about their heritage and I was reading one of the stories that one of the characters was telling at a council meeting and boy let me tell how much I started crying. No doubt ( Read more... )

So two things, mom and I were watching Tyra and it was a epinsode (like my neice says) about child stars and the lengths their parents will go to obtain fame. It reminded me of this website ( Read more... )

so this is gonna be short so here it goes.  I'm lame but I'm not gonna bitch because I am tired of doing so, I taught my dog a new trick today she "speaks" on command now, I finished the first book of the twilight series and now I wanna see the movie.  Well that sums up my life for the past week.

Oh also, I am 73 in WoW....