swim meet tonight... im tired... sore and cold...
Thanks for coming to my meet kay kay... even though i know you wre bored.....

( imagine getting stabbed in the eye with a needle.. thats the pain i feel in my heart times infinity per second or every time it beats )

I sit here... cold from swim practice, tired from school, exhausted by the implication of failing a Calculus test... help me...

So I officially do not want to go to prom... my options go to a "meeting" with people that obviously have a problem with me or not go and let everyone plan what im going to spend and where i am going... i hate prom ( Read more... )

I won some races and got accepted to UCR today... yet still I feel like I hate people and I want to cry.

ANd people wonder why I hate drama... hmm

( my arms are sore and you eyes are killing me... )

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things are better....

Swim practice is killing me.... it's cold, rainy, wet, and hard.... plus im already tired and fat going into it... yawn.. peace out

jk about the cliche fat part... you all who are close to me know how much i really weigh... mmhm

love
jessica

As I sit here pondering things.. I think.. hmm why? Why to alot of things actually... why my mother wants to give away my dog to a humane society...why I feel left out..why I feel like I have no one I can really just hang out with and talk to.. or someone that just likes to go places and do stuff with me...why I dont have a best friend.. why I hate ( Read more... )