After 6 months, my dad lost his battle.  It's hasn't hit me full force yet.  I don't know what to do with myself.  He was supposed to come to graduation.  He was supposed to walk me down the aisle at my wedding.

As much as I want to be mad, I just can't.  Can you really be angry at someone you miss more than anything in the world?

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So, I had something here but it didn't work...so nevermind. Thanks Rachel!! ;)

Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
 If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
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Comment with 5 or more things that remind you of me, and then post this in your livejournal!

I'm completely lost.

"And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless"
~The Fray

I heart K.A.B.

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I had a nightmare the other night. It's a different variation of my reoccurring dream. The scary thing is that one day this nightmare will come true.

Not something I care to look forward to.

Why do I always insist on making a complete and utter fool of myself?

Why do I even try?

Why can't I just be myself? I pride myself on not being typical... but lately...I'm not all here and people are missing out on the real me.