everytime i look at brandon and hes looking at me i see this sadness in his eyes. and it hurts. i know he is scared of losing me this year since i am in college. it scares me to death...i want to know why he thinks these thoughts. thoughts of me and him splitting up. i wish that he would know that im not doing anywhere. i love him dearly, so much ( Read more... )

Last year was laurens first year, now its my turn!! im finally moved into my dorm at Queens and been through some of the shit that i have to do for 5 fucking days. oh well. I must say that i am so scared that me and brandon are gonna have a rough time. i know we will. im praying to god that we make it. i saw him tonight when i went to go pick up ( Read more... )

i got some time to kill before i gotta go to work so ima bs a little on here. i move in to my dorm in a week and a day from today! im so excited!!!! i cant wait to start college! brandon on the other hand can wait. lol but i know he'll do fine. i havent kept up much with my trinity friend lisa, i feel bad. i said i wouldnt forget her! and i ( Read more... )

so i finally got into my first wreck tuesday night. I was driving home from brandons house and it was like 11:15pm. I made it more than a year without gettting in a wreck or getting a ticket. im proud of myself. and thanks to brandon i still dont have a ticket!! he talked his police officer buddy outta giving me one!!! YAY!!!! the jeep isnt that ( Read more... )

We moved my sister into her apartment yesterday. Me. Brandon, Mom, Dad, Lauren, Taylor(roommate), Alison(other roommate), and Chris. I must say, although it sucked doing it, all the furniture and what not, it was fun. Me and brandon crashed in the car ride back to charlotte. He slept, I drifted between sleep and being awake. Im not as sad as I ( Read more... )

i hate working at park terrace! everything is always so fucking screwy and not consistant at all!! its not everyone is always changing everything on a day to day basis and whoever changes it never informs anyone else about it!!! thats why everyone and everything is always so fucked up!!! thats why i get so fucking pissed off everytime i go to work ( Read more... )

So i have been racking my brain for stuff that i need for college that i need to go out and buy, and stuff that i want for college that i want to go out and buy. and so far all i have come up with is that i need new clothes cause i have five things that i wear all the time, and that i want a new tv and DVD player. cause me old tv sucks balls, and ( Read more... )

so i have changed my mind, instead of going to the Carolina School of Broacasting, i am going to Queens University. and im living in a dorm and all so here i go! LULU is off to college! God help me, im so nervous....

I thought I should update, but I have nothing to say, so this is my update.

Last night was amazing!! I'm in love with a Southern Gentleman!!!