Well still cant find that guy that i want to be with, i date, they like, i dont. am i some lost soul of confusion or just a distruction to myself and what i want in my life? Oh well life goes on....so theres allen, hes cool thats fine, he smokes he reaks...but plays a mean game of pool, then theres Andrew....to EMO for me while he declares himself ( Read more... )

lets see since the last time i wrote...hmmmm, whoa cool new things have been added to this site, anyways lets see i turned 25 in sept old eh not really just happy that i finally have an odd number in my age, not to mention my fav number, sorry random like that, since my bday i have been to west virgina, went white water rafting:) BIG FUN four day ( Read more... )

I havnt wrote in this thing in forever....and i dont want to for now lol hopefully ill feel not so lazy and post all the things that ive been wanting to for this past damn month:) btw yesturday was my bday go me im officially 25 now:)

My day just got wickedly better, thanks to STEVE!!!!! YES! man i like this dude hes so kick ass!!! my day was going shitty, and like i just called him about a website he was telling me about and like hes so random lol he goes, yeah i heard your position went up for posting...then said :theres a party tomorrow: thinking he ment like company party, ( Read more... )

Yeah my friend isnt coming in from north carolina now for the weekend, so now i have these nice bottles of Zhigully, and a niiiice bottle of tequila at home waiting for my weekend:) yeah this will be fun... Im suppose to go to WMU to hang with my bestest friend but i dont think ill have any fun there with all the thoughts going through my head as ( Read more... )

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Its so hard not to think about you, but youll always be in my heart, since youre not a part of my life.

Well this weekend is going to be so kick ass, not this one right now but the one coming up....my friend brandon is now home safe and sound from Iraq, now i get to enjoy his company for the whole weekend:) hes going to be staying with me for the whole weekend:) IM SOOOOO EXCITED, it just sucks that hes driving hrs just to get here, but it flatters ( Read more... )

Yeah still basically freaking out since i havnt heard anything:(

I dont know whats going on, i talked to philly all morning on and off to update him about the hurricane and i havnt heard from him since 3pm yesturday, ive texted, ive called both numbers, i left voicemails and i havnt heard any thing from him at all.. Im freaking out and i dont know what to do since there isnt really anything i can dooooo ARGH ( Read more... )

Lastnight i went out with Steve, its soooo weird doing this whole dating scene again, He is soo fuckn kick ass, ODD AS HELL, A MYSTERY if i do say so myself, i love his jet black hair with grey!!!! its hawt, not to mention shit turtle shell colored glass;s odd? yea i know but its hawt on him. hes 25 so thats a plus, and we click really well, so ( Read more... )