I kind of hate how I become. I feel more vulnerable, affected and I cannot focus on anything else.
Is this what it feels to love? Then I would rather not because I have been fine for so long.

Well I guess its all part of growing up, weeding out negative influences in your life ( Read more... )

Today something happened got me thinking ( Read more... )

I feel depressed. And theres nobody to share my troubles with.
having a significant other sometimes really does help i guess.

As you grow older, you realise how easy it actually is to say goodbye to someone and never see him/her again. you'd be surprised.

I am so sorry and regretful.
I think about this topic almost every other day.
I wish you'd be back in my life.
Today something miraculous happened.
Hopefully this leads to something good

FUCK YOU

I feel out of sorts today.
I just feel like cutting all connections with the world for the next month.
I feel that I cant seem to socialise and communicate with humans anymore.
I feel so tired and stressed out right now.
Hopefully I can tide through this period of my life.

Today an old man came up to me, asked me for help.
Holding an inhaler and 10 bucks.
Asking me for money, saying that he doesnt have enough to buy a new inhaler.
Its pretty obvious its a lie, but I felt super guilty refusing him.
I am so affected and I dont feel good about it.
What if he really needed that money?

So many things I wanna learn
So many things I wanna do
But no money :(((((
I will work hard towards a problem I always wanted.
Problem having too much money.
Or would you rather have a problem with having not enough money instead?
Choose wisely