my heart hurts, really bad. for the first time in my life i don't know what to do.

Right now I'm going through a pretty huge part of my life, something that I alluded to in my last 'entry'. And I LOVE to talk about 'it'. I love to learn about 'it' and I love to hear what other people have to say about 'it'. (I also love using ' ') Today I took some adderall so I could get some work done for this hellish week of school, so I'm ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm on the verge of something.

i dont even know anymore, man

on a lighter note: on Lost tonight, the woman who dealt cards read death. she's stupid. bad card reader, bad.

so that makes FOUR piercings. ;)

so im an english major.

im not sure how i feel about that just yet.

wellllp im gonna go be a college student.

sometimes i get bad vibes.

i need to put emotions aside and learn to follow them.

vs.

the want & need to relax and have a good time.

i am so unbelievably ready to go back to UMasssssssss
a new semester.
its going to be greeaatt

So winter break has been good so far. Christmas was nice and relaxing. New Years was eventful and fun. I've seen the people that I want to see, have a new relationship, and things with my family and friends are going smoothly. It's nice to be content. I needed this break from the stress of school to figure out what I needed to change. My grades ( Read more... )

i dont think ive ever been so stressed.