this weekend was fun. very fun

but now im just horny & want to get laid.

eh ill figure something out.

peace out cubscout

Dear Best Friend ( Read more... )

it hits you like a brick.
you just realize that the things that mattered so much before... just fades. nothings set in stone

there comes a time when you realize who & wht is important.. and you stop caring about what isnt.

i feel very content. =)

"It's pathetic how we cant live with the things we cant understand. How we need everything labeled and explained and deconstructed. Even if it's for sure unexplainable. Even God."

'What I want is to be needed.
What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Sombody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.'

my head feels like there are two hands over my ears pushing as hard as they can ( Read more... )

im very upset.

i want to scream into a pillow.
im over all this bullshit.

i know what i have to do.

offended is the word for what i feel.

Last night I got a phone call from my mother telling my that my uncle was put in the hospital because he had a heart attack; exactly a week after his mother-in-law, my nana, was put in the hospital for breaking her britle bones. Its so scary to have family members with failing healths ( Read more... )

music gives me the goosebumps.
not just regular goosebumps, but like they almost hurt.
hurt so damn good.

mmm soothes my soul

im sitting at work & im really bored. i want to write a livejournal that is deep, meaningful and heartfelt ... but thats kind of hard when your brain is darting in 3187843 different directions from lack of sleep & an unbelievably fairy tale like morning with one of the least expected people, and the loud noisse of 'crazy bitch' is playing in the ( Read more... )