It's done

[luminadarkn]

When I didn't hear from Matt Sunday, I went ahead and sent a letter. He called me this morning. He didn't seem angry, just disappointed and maybe slightly resentful. I hate that I've done this to him, that I'm not secure enough in how I feel to stay with him through this. Maybe this is the one last painful thing to go through before healing. I hope

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[littlejedi]

I wouldn't consider it cheating. Some would, but considering that I know you and know the circumstances, it's not cheating.

As for Joey, tho, if he makes you happy and you're having fun, then just flow with it. No rush.

Dunno if any of that makes you feel better (I'm majorly incoherent right now), but you are an awesome person, and I don't think you did anything wrong.