Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall

[luminescing]

"This world, such as it is, is not tolerable. Therefore I need the moon, or happiness, or immortality, I need something which is perhaps demented, but which is not of this world."

-- Albert Camus

I am happy. I am slowly realising that the next few months before I leave for university do not have to be spent waiting for my real life to begin. There

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[lauds]

I love, love, love this post. Thank you for writing it, it's very uplifting and I can relate to so much of it. I'm amused at how mature you are compared to me when I was in the same position as you are now, but mostly I'm happy that you're happy. I think I shall add this to my memories.

[luminescing]

I am occasionally overcome with a sense of clarity about things but mostly I just muddle through and hope for the best.

[lauds]

Heee, I think we all do really. You do better than you give yourself credit for.

Also, ohmygosh, did you hear about the ending of latest Grey's? I now can't believe I used to like the idea of that pairing, my reaction was not happy.

[luminescing]

George and Izzie.

I don't quite know what to think about that!

[limegirl]

I like how perceptive & logical this entry is. You talk a lot of sense & it makes me feel better about things while I'm freaking out about leaving school!

Good luck on your driving test!

[cecism]

Great minds think alike, obviously. ;) Some of these things have been playing on my mind but you've put them into perspective, so that's awesome. I love it when people reach these conclusions and it makes the world such a happier place.

An emacipation of sorts, I guess you could call it. :)

[megxers]

good luck, I'm sure you'll do fine :)

It's kind of hard to react to seeing something so similar to how you feel...

I really hope university sorts out a few of my friends I still don't want to completely give up on.