I have been so absent-minded lately. I don't know where my mind is half the time. Yesterday I turned the washer on and completely forgot about it, letting it go through the entire cycle with no soap and no clothes. Then at least three times this week I've put water or coffee into the microwave, heated it up and then forgot about it until it was ice ( Read more... )

I feel like my relationships to people and things are being split apart into two different categories: Those that I am leaving behind and those that I am creating new ( Read more... )

Church is always a good day. Even when its a bad day. The day is never perfect, but its always good ( Read more... )

Today is a good day ( Read more... )

I got some incredible revelation today while writing a private journal entry. I wrote the last public entry feeling still disturbed but just forcing myself against all evidence that everything would be sorted out ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had the irrepressable urge to run off by myself and get with God. I had other things I was supposed to be doing but I was too overwhelmed. My best option was to go home, bundle up and take a good long walk in the pouring rain. There are a lot of movie scenes taking place in rain.. its dramatic and probably symbolic. Usually its two ( Read more... )

What do I want? What do I REALLY want ( Read more... )

I think I trust people too quickly. I want to experience other people so badly, to know their hurt or what brings them joy or what is mundane to them.. I think people were the most beautiful part of creation. And that is a feat. Because anyone who knows me knows that I am just in awe of giant clouds.. those big puffy ones that if you look at them ( Read more... )

I think everyone on a day-to-day basis has very shallow connections with people. We're all so different. We all have different ways of understanding and processing things, even the same things. Very rarely can we find people who will see the same thing the same way. When we do find those rare ones, it is profound and wonderful and freeing. Finally ( Read more... )

Christmas is not about presents.. its about a baby named Jesus born in a manger ( Read more... )