so I thank all of you for your kind words on my last journal post. I know I am better than what my job offers. However, I also feel like a failure. Maybe it is because I am drunk, and here alone after spending HUGE chunks of time with Jill, but I feel lame. I am nothing...a collge grad. who works at a CD for shit pay and pours hit heart and ( Read more... )

I did not get the assistant manager position at my store because of shitty company politics. My years with the company, dedication, and countless hours that I have put in have ammounted to nothing. The girl who got the position does deserve it, no doubt, but the fact I am stll making the same $8.75 that I was making when I became 3rd Key 4 YEARS ( Read more... )

At lot has transpired since my last update, but a lot of it isn't worth writing on here. I'll do my usual lazy ass bulleted main highlights from the past week and a half of my life ( Read more... )

That's right, I am done with my first 4 years of college and tomorow I graduate (I have been busy taking test and partying hence no LJ update). I have very mixed emotions about the whole deal: I don't know if I am happy or indifferent. I never thought I wasn't going to make it through so I mean it's not a real sense of accomplishment. Also, it' ( Read more... )

I have a final tomorow and I just don't care. They gave us all of the questions ahead of time and two of them were on the study guide for the midterm. Though I haven't done as much reading as I did for the midterm I got a 19/20 on the midterm and 50% of my grade is a solid A, with this final making up the other 50%. I have done an outline for a ( Read more... )

I spent a lot of yesterday working on my paper and Jill read through it (bless her heart), but I still think it is a steaming pile of shit. I know no one cares, hell, I don't even care anymore but the paper itself is still not quite done. Fucking hell.

A short recap of my life within the past week or so ( Read more... )

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )

So I am staying down here in Santa Cruz next year and I just don't know about anything. One of the girls who I am going to live with cannot pay her rent plus the rent has been raised. My room will jump from being $650 a month to $687.50 a month, plus utilities to cover some of her rent and to cover the overall rent hike. I need to get a job to ( Read more... )

Guttermouth are playing SF for once! I think it is during finals week, but who cares? Good lord I am hung over....