Title: Whole Lotta Love
Chapters: 8.2 /??
Author:
luna_no_koibito Genre: Romance, Life
Warnings: men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence.
FOR THIS STORY the band NIGHTMARE will be a PS Company band
Rating: from PG -15 to PG -17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Shou,Gackt (main) Ruki/Hyde, Kai/Ruka, Hiroto/Reita, Miyavi/Hizaki
(more pairs will appear as the story proceeds)
Bands: Gazette, Alice Nince, Nightmare, Versailles (for now ...)
Summary:
Year: 2004
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MAIN Chapter 8 part 1 -This is going to be down right awkward, Ruki … disaster ... - worriedly stated the bassist, who was leaning on the sink, as he observed the short vocalist busying himself in his kitchen
-When did you even learning how to cook? - he then added in confusion
-Can you please shut up and help me, just like your boyfriend is doing over there? He seems to trust what I am doing, why don't you do the same … - trailed the vocalist as he ungracefully threw some pasta into a pot of boiling water, unknowingly under the close scrutiny of the short guitarist, who was positive he at least knew more about cooking, than the vocalist.
Hiroto then quickly glanced at bassist, who was sighing as he felt his eyes on himself. Turning his attention back to his cutting board he placed the tiny cheese cubes next to a pile of cubed tomatoes and green peppers, and momentarily stopped his cutting motion when he heard the doorbell. Finally, the guest of honor had arrived, but where was Shou?
-Do you think you could at least answer the door? - asked the vocalist, who was backing the bassist while he reached to open a cupboard. The taller blonde pushed himself off the sink with another disagreeing sigh, and directed himself towards the entrance. Some seconds later, he was back into the kitchen, followed by their lead guitarist, and Yasuno.
-Let's get this date started! - exclaimed Uruha holding up two bottles of expensive looking white wine.
-Good evening everybody, and thank you for inviting me Ruki - added Yasuno with a smile as he carried a crate of beer
-Hello guys! - yelled the vocalist as he finished placing the last plate on the table - Aaw, you guys didn't have to - he then thanked as he reached to get the crate from Yasuno, and motioned at Uruha to place the bottles on the table.
-It was the least since you are taking care of the dinner - replied Yasuno
-Where is Shou? … - whispered Reita, as he got close to Hiroto
-That's a good question … - replied the younger, as he stopped cutting - would you mind finishing this for me, while I go check … - he then proposed, but as he looked at the troubled expression on the elder's face he temporarily set Shou aside
-Baby what's wrong? ... -
-I really don't like this Hiro … it's making me more uncomfortable than I thought it would - he plainly whispered
-What, you don't feel like sharing me with all the others? It's not an orgy you know? - smirked the younger, as he held the elder's waist, bringing him closer, and suddenly left the grip, blushing as he realized what he had just said … he had he let his guard down, again. The taller didn't seem to notice though, for he simply leaned over, and stole a kiss form the lightly startled guitarist
-I guess you are right - whispered the bassist as he parted from the younger
-Of course, I am - quickly replied the guitarist, as he took the elder's hand and placed the knife in his hands -now get to work, while I go and retrieve our prince - he concluded with a smile, swiftly pecking the elder on the cheek, and escaping to his best friend's room.
Once out of the room he tried to forced down his heartbeat, he hadn't expected himself coming out with such a comment, and as he walked towards the stairs a alarming fact dawned on him; his body was craving that of his boyfriend. That was exactly what was happening and the fact that his final destination was going to be his apartment, wasn't in the least comforting. As he walked up the stair, he reminded himself not the get drunk tonight, he had to be careful, had to be in control, because he wasn't a … he just wasn't. And as quick as it had left him, his loyal companion of the past two years, swiftly came back. Fear came back.
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Shou checked himself out in the mirror in his dresser, for the last time, he told himself for the umpteenth time. Final result. His hair was still a mess, his shirt was to reveling, and his pants … he thought he had bought a pair of black jeans some days ago, he thought, as he dove into his wardrobe repeating the hopeless search of something else to wear. He knew it was a mere get together, and he didn't need to look particularly attractive, but he was planning on escaping, with Hiroto's promised help, and get to Gackt as they had settled earlier this morning when the elder sent him a text asking whether they could meet tonight, around 10.
-Sho~u! - chanted a voice from outside his room, preceded by three knocks
-Pon? -
-Yeah, can I come in? - asked the guitarist
-It's open … - hurried the vocalist as he sighed, closing his wardrobe
-Wow … - slowly stated the guitarist as he took in the image of his best friend, who seemed was dressed to kill
-Really? … is it too much, right? … I knew it … - swiftly replied the vocalist as he turned to opened his wardrobe, but was pulled away from it, when the younger grabbed him by the wrist.
-You look amazing, believe me - reassured the guitarist - you are sure to score tonight! - he then concluded
-Score? … - confusedly asked the vocalist
-Yeah, like, you are going to be, the best looking of tonight- quickly corrected himself the guitarist -Now we have to go, they are all waiting -
-All who? - replied Shou as he left himself being dragged out the room from his best friend - I only heard one bell since, after yours and Reita's arrival … - confusedly concluded the vocalist, walking down the stairs.
When he entered the kitchen, he found Ruki talking with Uruha, and someone that looked like Kra's drummer, while Reita was simply sitting down at their table, which was being set for six.
Ruki … one … Uruha ...two … unknown guest … three … Reita … four … Hiroto … five … himself … six. What exactly was going on? This was nothing like a party, it almost looked like a ...
He quickly started at Hiroto in utmost confusion, but the guitarist was trying the best he could to avoid his gaze.
-Pon? What's this? - he then plainly asked his best friend
-You see … well … - tried to explain the guitarist
-Oh there he goes! Come here Shou - requested the vocalist as he saw the figure of his cousin standing at the door
Shou walked over to the three people, and placed himself next to his cousin, while he confirmed his presumption of the other being in fact, Kra's drummer.
-As I am sure you already know, this is Yasuno, Kra's drummer - explained the elder vocalist, who then turned towards the pink haired drummer -and, as you may not know, this is my cousin Shou, vocalist of our new band Alice Nine - he then concluded, as the two Shou and Yasuno politely bowed to each other.
-Now Uruha would you help me with the pasta? - calmly asked Ruki as he left his cousin and the drummer, followed by a smiling Uruha.
Shou helplessly stared at the leaving figure of his cousin, and Uruha, who looked like … a couple. He then took a glimpse at the dining table, where he found Hiroto and Reita conversing, and they … were a couple, which only served to confirm his fears.
-Hmmm, trying no to look at me … am I that scary? - suddenly asked the pink haired drummer with a curious tone, as Shou quickly turned to face him - If this were to be the case - added the drummer with a worried expression - it would be a problem, being that you look absolutely breathtaking, and though I do feel sorry for my lung - continued the drummer taking one step closer to the gaze averting blonde - I don't think I am going to be able to keep my eyes away from you - he then concluded smiling, as he could notice the face of the younger noticeably flushing.
The vocalist wanted to kill himself for allowing his face to betray him in such a blatant way. He wasn't interested in the drummer, but he couldn't deny the fact that he was attractive, and apparently he a smooth talker as well, which of course, all little details that his body had quickly caught on. There was absolutely no more doubt. He had been set up, by the soon to be dead chibi-freak, and, he still couldn't believe it, but Hiroto also had something to do with it as well. How could they do this to him? Now that he already had … No. He did not have Gackt, because they did not know, and absolutely did not have to.
-Ok boys, food is served! - cheerfully announced the vocalist, bringing a big dish to the table, were Hiroto and Reita were already seated, followed by Uruha.
-After you … - stated the drummer, as he politely pointed towards the table, at which Shou swiftly complied, seating in his usual seat opposite Ruki, and this time, with Hiroto on his left, and Yasuno, who had followed him, sitting on his right. The whole table was now seated, and after they had all expressed their ittadakimasu, the taller vocalist was now trying to find a way to abide his furiously raging anger, as he glanced at this watch, finding out to his dismay that he was thirty minutes away from his appointed hour with Gackt. Oh he felt angry, betrayed, helpless and what more, he was also very aware he wasn't doing a very good job in hiding the fact anymore, as he the table proceeded in engaging in a joyful conversation.
-So how do you like it at PS so far, Shou? - suddenly asked Yasuno
-It's awesome, especially when you have the fortune of working with your best friend … - replied Shou
-Itte!- yelled Hiroto, as he felt his foot being stumped by Shou
-… and a cousin already in the business, ne Ruki? - concluded Shou, glaring at his cousin, who smiled at him in reply.
-Well … - then replied the drummer, staring down at his glass of water - I am glad you seem to find your self so well … your lucky - he concluded, as the vocalist seemed to spot a bitter smile on the face of his suitor, who quickly looked at him, changing his expression into the confident one he had been wearing from the beginning of the evening.
-You never knew about me coming here tonight right? - suddenly asked the drummer, receiving an affirmative nod from the blonde, who was still trying to avoid eye contact.
-And now that you know … it seems like your not going to give me a chance, leaving to conclusions - proceeded the elder as he got closer to the blonde
-Either I am absolutely revolting to you, which alas, I might have to leave with … or - he then got closer, his tone become more and more a whisper, as he now got the vocalist full attention
-Or, there is somebody else - he then concluded, both locking eyes, as Shou tried hard to control his reaction in order to not betray himself a second time.
-There is nobody - he then replied with a smile
-Ouch … that hurts - replied with a smirk the other elder - but … I am not giving up yet - he quickly added
-I though you said you could leave it- replied Shou in a challenging tone
-I said might, my dear … might - correct the drummer with a confident grin, at which Shou replied with a rather cynical one.
Time was rapidly passing, and he was still trapped in his place. The idea of just standing up and leaving was quite tempting, but the dinner would have soon ended, and though he would have certainly be late, he hoped that the other could wait. He probably would have just excused himself to go to the rest room and inform his awaiting lover of his situation, and beg him to wait. Yes, he would have done just that.
-Looks like you two, are hitting of pretty well - observed Uruha, looking at Shou and Yasuno, receiving a complying smile by both, and a rather satisfied grin by the owner of the house.
-Well then, we are sure to have a blast when we go to the club - uttered Ruki, looking at the his cousin
-C-club? - swiftly replied Shou
-Yeah, it is dinner and club -replied Ruki, as he poured himself some apple juice
Fuck. … Thought the desperate vocalist.
Fuck. … It was already 10:15.
Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see
I know they are reaching you,
suspended on silver wings ...
Fuck. ... His cell phone wasn't on vibrate.
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There was nobody else. Nobody else that could complete him the way the other did. Ruka was the only one for Kai, and Kai was the only one for Ruka, it was as simple as that, thought the drummer as he starred at his lover sitting right in front of him, at their dining table.
-I think I'll have to find a way to package six months worth of your cooking for my next tour - uttered the elder as he closed his eyes in ecstasy, savoring the last bite of Kai's Lasagne, as the other chuckled.
-Is that so … - replied the drummer in pretense wonder, as he sipped some red wine from his glass.
-Actually … - stated the elder, after drinking a sip of his wine as well, and getting up to join his lover - I'll just have to find a to fit you in my luggage … - we whispered into Kai's ear, embracing his chest from behind, as he traced soft kisses from his ear, down to the collarbone, making the younger sough in pleasure.
How could there be any other; why would he want any other, and the young brunette felt so glad. Glad that every time he looked in those deep black orbs, he could see the same emotions being declared, if not with more, with the same intensity as when it all began; I want you, I need you, I love you. Glad that to be the center of his attention, as the elder made sure to make him happy every single day, hour, minute, second of his life.
When they were together, they were always in their own little world, and no matter how absurd it could sound for any person looking at them, as they could clearly tell that Ruka was the man in their relationship, Kai couldn't help but want to protect the elder, because he knew how extremely sensitive he really was, especially, when they had to be outside their little world. In those time, Ruka would become overprotective, too impulsive, almost a completely different person, whom the younger realized he was slowly beginning to fear. It was as if the elder had two personalities, and Kai wasn't exactly sure of how to deal with the second, the one that had a potential of becoming dangerous.
-Oh what's that? - suddenly asked the drummer, as he slowly got up - Do you hear it? - he then inquired, looking at a rather confused Kai, who tried to discern any type of sound, but couldn't hear anything
-I can't ear anything baby … - he then replied
-That's so weird … - slowly replied the elder with a wide grin - I think its a love song … I think - he said, as he extended his hand to the still rather confused brunette, who simply grabbed it as he was gently pulled up from his chair, and brought close to the others body. They were now standing in the middle of their kitchen, as the elder tightly wrapped his arms around his waist, softly resting his chin on Kai's forehead, who was now resting his head on the elder's chest.
Ruka began to sway them slowly, following an imaginary rhythm, which the younger thought was in perfect sync what the beat of their hearts, as the elder lowered his head a little more and asked
-Can you hear it now? … -
-Yes - replied the brunette as they gently locked their lips together, in a tender kiss, as they kept on swaying to the rhythm of their hearts.
When they lips parted, Kai placed his head once again on the elder's chest, and calmly asked
-Baby? -
-Hm? - mumbled the other
-Can we … go out tonight? - he hesitantly asked
-Where to? - curiously asked the elder
-Clubbing …? - answered the younger at which the elder replied with a gentle laughter
-So you do want to dance, don't you? - he then replied
-Yes … kinda .. . - added the other
-Ok, no problem, whatever you want … - concluded the other placing his chin on Kai's head - You know I have been thinking … -
-What? - asked the young, this time being his time to be curious
-Shouldn't we buy a better stove, like an electrical one? I mean gas ones are also dangerous … - he stated, receiving a smack on the chest by the younger one
-Uuuh Ruka! You just ruined this perfect moment. - replied Kai in mock annoyance with a cute pout.
-i am sorry baby … - tried to apologize the elder, as he scratched his head, while laughing, as he looked at the departing figure of his boyfriend -Hey were are you going? -
-To change, so that you can take me out … Mr K.Y. … - replied Kai sticking out his tongue, and holding the bottom of his eyes with his finger, at the shocked drummer.
-Why you … - hissed the other with a grin, as he initiated a chased, at which Kai promptly replied running way towards their room, the elder still chasing, Kai then dropped on their bed, quickly followed by the other, who fell right on top of him.
-I surrender … - then whispered the younger
-Didn't expect you to do otherwise - replied the other, getting their lips locked together once again, as they dove straight back into their tiny world for two.
Chapter 9 part 1 A/N: Finished, now going to bed ... sorry! I kinda pulled it late again, I was spending a whole day with my sister today, had fun, but wanted to absolutely finish this for you guys that are still reading, so here it is, and I also promise I'll get to replying all your comments, by tomorrow! thank you for reading and waiting, and again gommennasai for the delay
PS. oh and just in case K. Y. in japanese is Kuki Yomenai (hito), which literally means a person, who can't read(sense0 the atmosphere (situation). (^_^)