Title: Whole Lotta Love
Chapters: 4.1/??
Author:
luna_no_koibitoGenre: Romance, Life
Warnings: men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence.
FOR THIS STORY the band NIGHTMARE will be a PS Company band
Rating: from PG -15 to PG -17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Shou,Gackt (main) Ruki/Hyde, Kai/Ruka, Hiroto/Reita (more pairs will appear as the story proceeds)
Summary:
Year: 2004
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MAIN Chapter 3 part 2The not so happy trio, hadn't uttered a single word for a while. They were all deep in thought, or at least that was what Miyavi concluded as he glanced at Gackt, who was driving with one hand, and holding his forehead with the other, leaning on the side of the door. He could see Yoshiki behind him from his side mirror, the drummer was slouched on the seat, impassively starring at nowhere.
-So how are we doing this? This is your car, and I wouldn't trust you to drive yourself home in your state- dryly stated Gackt
-Oh! True … hmm … I would let you crash at my place, but I am remodeling, and there is barely space for me to be in it … Gomen- replied Miyavi with a drunken apologetic smile. Gackt looked at his rear mirror to see whether Yoshiki was about to offer anything, but the drummer looked like he wasn't even among them, thus he sighed and proposed
-You can ... crash at my place … if you want … - grumbled Gackt, who was keeping his stare fixed on the steering-wheel, not wanting to even glimpse at the younger singer, fearing the outburst of a sudden irritation just at the sight. He really didn't want the pink brat roaming around his house, but they were partners now, so he might have as well started getting used to it.
-Aaah! … It's fine … Just take me to my place. Thank you though for offering to let me stay at your place, but I don't want to intrude and ... - paused the youngest and suddenly directed his gaze downwards, and whispered - the only place where I can sleep is my own bed - Gackt wasn't sure he had caught the last sentence, but didn't bother in asking for an encore.
-As you wish, just direct me. - concluded Gackt, as the younger singer, attempted to give him directions, missing a couple of turns due to his inebriated state, at which Gackt had to fight really hard not to lose his cool.
They finally reached the expensive looking apartment complex. Miyavi quickly opened his door and slammed it closed. He then lent inside the car's rolled window, and smiled at Gackt,who was still not looking at him.
-A-ri-ga-to~! - he chanted with a final laughter, at which Gackt just simply nodded his head. Then as he began to walk towards his apartment, Yoshiki yelled at the young singer, as if he were suddenly brought back to life.
-What about your car? -
-Will figure it out tomorrow, I am too tired and drunk now! Just enjoy my ride … ok! - Shouted Miyavi his mouth wide open, with his tongue sticking out, and two thumbs up.
-Good night - replied Gackt, as he started the car again
-take it easy! - shouted Yoshiki
Miyavi just nodded at the departing car, with his usual wide grin. When he couldn't sight his car anymore, he turned around, and walked towards the entrance of the complex.
As he looked for the keys in his pocket, he immediately got rid of his usual grin, replacing it with an apathetic expression, thinking to himself of how tiring it was to play the part of the buffoon everyday, the careless pink haired singer that went on living without a worry in the world. He also congratulated himself for being able to pull off the part of the drunken, for the umpteenth time, and tonight, in his opinion, had been a stellar performance.
He was very much aware of the fact that nobody really liked him, either PSC or not. They all considered him just a tall bright pain int the ass, only, people didn't tend to express their real feeling as Gackt just did. Honesty, and straightforwardness; he loved does two qualities. Gackt had blessed him with both tonight, and for that he was thankful.
Because his being was a complete farce, he sometimes felt guilty, in accusing people, that weren't either honest or straightforward, but he had a purpose for doing so, and soon enough, if things went the way he had planned for them to go, he could have finally drop the ever annoying act.
But there were two people, who knew about his real self. One being the person for whom he had declined Gackt's offer. At the simple thought of soon being close to his lover, a soft smile formed on his face, as he opened the door to his apartment.
-Tadaima modorimashita … - said Miyavi, closing the door behind him, and turning around to find the figure of a blonde man slowly appearing from the other side of the room. The man just rested on the wall facing the singer. He quickly moved some of the wavy blonde locks to his back, then folding his arms on his chest and a smirk on his face, he inquisitively looked at the singer.
-… Hizaki-sama - Miyavi concluded his sentence with a playful grin, and a half bow. The guitarist just playfully sighed and getting closer to the taller man he began speaking
-We were getting tired of waiting, … lonely ... by ourselves. - he concluded with a cute pout, as Miyavi tried to suppress a chuckle. Even though the two had been together for more than four years, he never could stop being amused by the other referring to himself with the plural person.
-I beg for forgiveness Hizaki-sama, it was absolutely not my intention to offend you so - politely replied Miyavi with a wider smile
-Mmmm, shall we consider forgiveness? … - replied Hizaki gracefully placing his arms around the younger man's neck. Miyavi slowly wrapped his arms around the guitarist, and bent to passionately kiss the elder man like he hadn't seen him in a century. After they finally caught up with the missing time, they lightly parted their lips, keeping their arms on each other, jokingly pecking at each other's lips for a bit longer until Miyavi spoke
-Am I forgiven? - he concluded with a little pout. The guitarist quickly arched an eyebrow, and then raised his eyes to the ceiling as if seriously considering whether forgiving his lover or not. He then quickly glanced at the face of the awaiting singer, and with a quick peck on the young man's nose he gave his reply
-We forgive you - they both laughed, and while holding each other hands, Hizaki lead the way to their kitchen. Miyavi took a sit at the dining table, as the blonde brought him a glass of water and sat right in front of him.
-So, how did my lovely jester do today? - calmly asked Hizaki as he suddenly got up to get himself a cup of tea
-I made people angry, caused some ruckus, the usual … but -
-But? … - Asked Hizaki with a curios tone, still backing the singer
-The unexpected happened … - the singer paused to rest his chin on his folded hands and then resumed - It looks like … faith wants to be my friend now - went on the singer, who was now playing with his glass of water
-Really? … what happened - replied Hizaki, who was now facing his lover, seemingly eager to know
-Love happened - concluded the vocalist after drinking a bit of water
-Huh? You mean … like … Yoshiki really fell for someone over there? - confusedly asked Hizaki, who was once more sitting in front of the younger man
-No. Not Yoshiki. - replied Miyavi with a grin on his face. The singer then lifted his left hand in a duck shape and then said -Shou … - he successively lifted his right hand morphing it in the same shape and resumed talking - ...Gackt - he then concluded making his two duck shaped hands kiss.
-Hmmm … that is surely better than what we planned … - said Hizaki, who was now starring at his mug, but his expression had changed into a concerned one
-But … we don't want another Hyde-Ru - he attempted to continue as he was kindly interrupted by his lover
-I know … but this is why we are doing this, right? - he asked looking at his lover, waiting for a reply, but the guitarist just kept passively looking at his mug.
Miyavi then stood up and walked across the table, he hugged his lover from behind, while resting his chin on the guitarist shoulder.
-I just wish, they had been a little bit stronger ... like us … - calmly said Hizaki still staring at his mug
-Their case was a bit more complicated, and we … we unfortunately didn't calculate Sakura in all of this ... - sighed Miyavi
- ... How is Ruki? … - sighed Hizaki
-He is not quite over it, and I don't even expect him to be. But we can fix this. We must. - concluded Miyavi as he startled, at the sudden turning around of the guitarist, who was now facing him, his eyes sparkly, and with the most beautiful smile Miyavi had ever seen
-I am so lucky to have you baby - firmly said Hizaki
-No, I am the lucky one - replied the pink haired singer, bringing his boyfriend's head to his chest, as Hizaki wrapped his arms around the younger one's waist. They both remained in that position, cradling each other, savoring the moment of wanting to be together, and being able to be together.
…. in this way ...we can also - continued the singer, trying to change the discussion
-… We can have the 17th century Paris themed party for your birthday that you so much wanted - he concluded. The guitarist slightly laughed.
-Are you trying to change subject? - mockingly asked the older man, and even though Miyavi knew the guitarist couldn't see him he simply nodded. Hizaki understood that the whole situation was weighing on his lover, the singer hadn't yet forgave himself for the bit he had into Hyde and Ruki's story, and at the same time he was still incessantly working on his plan, and even though he felt sorry for Ruki and Hyde, he couldn't help feeling a bit of annoyance. They were in the same situation, Miyavi PSC, and him not, they were still together, and unfortunately still fighting against a greater entity.
Every time he thought the whole situation, he felt an incoming headache, and since Miyavi was ready to drop the case, he decided to follow.
-… so will everybody, PSC or not, come to Our party? - he jokingly asked, trying to nonchalantly brake the silence.
-That's exactly what I am working on Hizaki-sama - replied Miyavi as he slightly bent to place kisses on his lover's lips
-And Ruki-sama ... and Hyde-sama we'll come too? … - the guitarist hesitated to ask in between pecks.
Un … - simply replied Miyavi, as he was now moving along his neck.
The singer then suddenly stopped placing his nose on his lovers' shoulder, and traced a path up back to his neck, deeply inhaling.
-Hmm … what's this scent … - he then whispered
-Oh! Almost forgot I had it on. It's black vanilla currant … like it?- he quickly replied with a seductive grin, which the singer couldn't see, being to busy devouring his lover's neck.
-Mmmm .. I really ….really like it - kept on whispering Miyavi, as he stooped down, leisurely unbuttoning the guitarist shirt, while he traced kisses down the unclothed part of his lover's chest.
-I can see that ...- replied Hizaki as he looked down at his boyfriend. Miyavi then suddenly pulled back up to begin sucking on his lover's neck, as he slowly let the unbuttoned shirt fall off his lover's body, who freed his neck from the hungry attack, and locked their lips into a hungrier kiss.
-I was actually hoping … you'd noticed, when I hugged you at the entrance … - uttered the guitarist, who was trying to catch his breath, as Miyavi grabbed him to place him on top of their dining table.
-… according to the the person who sold me this …ah .. - tried to say the guitarist, who had to stop to let out an unexpected moan, as Miyavi was now teasing his left nipple, while sucking on the other.
-... you were supposed to become … really horny, really fast, …aah .. - another moan surprised the guitarist as he looked down to his boyfriend, who was kissing his already harden crotch, his hands on the guitarist belt, the singer then lifted his gaze to his lover's, as he slowly licked his upper lip.
-… and savagely make love to me on the spot - quickly concluded Hizaki, who was holding himself to the singer's head, as the other was now licking is waist line.
Miyavi then pulled up, and placing himself between his lover's parted leg, he began to grind his body against his lover's crotch, causing the guitarist head to drop on the singer's shoulder, wrapping his arms around the young man's back, as he faintly whispered his name. They then engaged in another lustful kiss, as Miyavi hurriedly tried to unfasten his boyfriend's belt.
-M -miya …hmmm ... n-not here … - tried to say the guitarist, whose lips kept on being attacked by those of the younger
-Um? - was all that Miyavi could mumble, who had stopped listening to what his boyfriend was saying after he had heard the sentence I can see that. He then curiously looked at the guitarist, who was holding both his hands against his chest, his eyes still close, trying to catch his breath, he then hissed
-Table. Eating. Bed. Fucking. - Miyavi quickly nodded, and swiftly grabbed his boyfriend ass, in attempt to carry him to their bedroom, as he chanted in his head. Bed Fucking Bed Fucking...
Once they reached their bedroom, Miyavi resisted the temptation of just throwing the man on the bed, and by using what little self control he had left, he softly place him on the bed. Hizaki made himself up to the headboard, as Miyavi quickly got rid of his own shirt, and joined him on the bed, placing himself on top of the guitarist, and holding the blonde's belt, he sensually whispered
-May I? … - the guitarist simply nodded, his tongue slowly massaging a corner of his upper lip, as he calmly slided his hands down the young man's well trained chest, their stare fixed on each other.
-You are so fucking beautiful … - whispered Miyavi as he quickly, and roughly took off his boyfriend's pants and underwear in one go, not having any more self restrain left, causing a satisfied giggle from the guitarist, who was now bringing him closer for another taste of the singer's tongue.
-If you only knew all the things I want to do to you now … - whispered Miyavi, still very intent in not losing their tongue battle.
-Unfortunately I can't read minds - replied the guitarist, as he got rid of his lover's pants and underwear - how about you fucking show me - he concluded, as he pushed Miyavi on his back, slowly parting the younger man's legs. The singer quickly held himself up resting on his elbows, both of them not braking their stare, as Hizaki, slowly took in the hardened length into his eager mouth. He kept on looking at the singer, whose eyes were now closed, and lips slightly parted, as he began pulling back and forth on the erection. Miyavi held his lover's head in attempt to push a bit deeper, the other was just happy to comply.
The guitarist increased the speed, as he moved faster in and out, while Miyavi, gave the occasional thrust, which made them both moan.
-Baby … I-I ...am almost … - at those words, the guitarist suddenly stopped and left the now throbbing erection, causing a very loud and disappointed moan from the singer, who was looking at him with questioning eyes
-I said … how about you fucking show me - hissed the guitarist, putting particular emphasis on the words you and me, as he sat back to his previous position against the headboard, slowly parting his legs wide open, as he began pumping his own erection.
Miyavi thought he could have cum just at the view in front of him. The guitarist head was now weakly held up by the bed stand, his face flushed, and he was releasing pleased moans as he kept on pleasing himself
-I am not going to keep … doing this for long you know ... - suddenly panted the guitarist. Not thinking twice, Miyavi quickly reached for lube and condoms into their side-bed table, when Hizaki interrupted the search
-No condoms … I want you to come inside me -
-Are you sure? .. - hesitated the singer who had already found the lube
-We both know we don't have diseases … or else you go fucking other's behind my back that is … - concluded the guitarist with a smirk. The singer was already too horny to start thinking about a smart-ass answer so he nodded in negation, and quickly lubed two of his fingers.
He turned back to his flushed lover, and as he began to kiss him, he slowly inserted a finger through his entrance, causing the guitarist's little painful moan
-sorry baby -
-It's ok … just don't stop .. -
Miyavi immediately obeyed. He inserted the second finger, and began scissoring, while licking the blonde's neck, who was tightly grabbing his boyfriend hair with one hand, and the bedsheets with the other.
As he pulled out both fingers he then rested his hands on both sides of the blonde, as he placed is erection at the stretched entrance. He then slowly began to push in, silencing his lover's moans with another lustful kiss, as he final fully got in. As the singer began to slowly thrust in an out, the blonde hastily raised his hips and he purred
-… faster … and harder … - Miyavi delightedly complied. He increased the speed off his thrust, and pulling up one of his boyfriend legs in order to push in deeper, he began looking for that sweet spot, and was properly rewarded when he heard the insanely loud moan coming from his lover.
They were both very sweaty and very close to they release, Hizaki had to hold himself very tight around the other boy's neck, his head couldn't keep straight anymore, as he abandoned himself into too much pleasure, as Miyavi kept mercilessly pounding into him faster and harder.
Hizaki came first, spilling his cum all over both their chest, and falling back on the head board. Miyavi came seconds later, as he slumped his consumed body on the elder's neck. Both heavily panting in satisfaction, the guitarist was now stroking the so much loved pink locks on his lover's head.
-Got the picture? - mockingly asked Miyavi
-I am not sure … - replied Hizaki, as he stopped his stroking - Maybe you want to try again Miyavi- sensei - he concluded swiftly flapping his eyelashes, with a cute expression, as Miyavi had raised his head to look at him.
-Hizaki-sama … - sighed Miyavi - I am drained, I can't go for a second round … - the guitarist jokingly protested, as Miyavi got up to go and get wet clothes to cleaning them up. When he came back, he began cleaning his boyfriend's chest, and then moved to his, while laughing as he looked at the disappointed pout on his boyfriend's face.
They then got under the cover's moving on their sides, Miyavi embracing Hizaki from behind. The singer was just about to doze off as the guitarist started speaking
-you know what? … - he asked
-Nani? … - replied Miyavi with a yawn
-I think I need a tutor … Mi-ya-vi-sensei - he replied with a smirk
-Oi! - retorted Miyavi, lightly smacking the blond on his head.
They both laughed, as the guitarist turned to face the younger man, they both embraced each other, and swiftly fell asleep.
Chapter 4 part 2