Wassup ya'll. Not a lot here still tryin to get a house and a car. All that crap ( Read more... )

Oh my back... I am so uncomfortable, I did dishes last night at the moose until about 8:20 then got home @ about 8;45. I took a little nap cause I hadn't got much sleep, then went to work. I still haven't gone to bed though ( Read more... )

I just got off work and I'm kinda tired but I don't really want to go to bed right now. Grr ( Read more... )

I tried to call John yesterday but he was at the store, I'm really worried about him. I love him so much but I know the road he's on and I don't want to go back down it. I keep having these dreams and I know he's in them but it's like a where's waldo he only pops out here and there. It's strange. Ms. Gail was in the dream too ( Read more... )

I'm about to run a spyware scan on my grandfather's computer, part of me hopes that it will go on to a better place, far, far away from me. But I still have to cross my fingers that it doesn't because then I'd have to explain it to him. Oh that would be bad, I'd have to buy him a new one.

Squirrel I need a Man.... Find me a man, please... A super-sweet, hot one.

Well, John and I are over. OVER. over. I am sick of this BS. I can't wait until he finally calls & I can either hang up on his ass or tell him I'm not goin or scream at him whatever comes out, you know ( Read more... )

I have the love life of a shrew but the passion of a playwrite. I don't understand it, when a man says he thinks we're meant to be together and yet he doesn't call, he says that he loves you but his actions won't speak it as well. I am blinded by this love I know but I still refuse to let it go. I would die for this man, lie for this man. I've ( Read more... )

I'm sorry holly about all my bitchin about John to u he just pisses me off so damn bad sometimes. ANd the fuckin post office. Hey I do to like Hedwig. Your right about Clockwork orange though I couldn't get into it for some reason. Maybe its the British thing. I can't get outta my own head lately. Grandma took me up to the Work Connection but I ( Read more... )

Yep, Dad showed up after all to thanksgiving. He ended up givin me a ride home cause gram and grampa went to the casino. I went over and saw all his dogs and such. Then I came home and John had left a message on the machine wishin me a happy thanksgiving so I called him back, he was asleep but he got up and spoke to me for a few minutes. I'm really ( Read more... )