Figures that i write in this thing as much as i write in a real journal... when i'm extremely depressed. Life just sucks right now, the world is a chaos of hell out to get me, and all i can do is sit by and watch as it all crashes down on me. Zippy... Work is the ultimate hell right now, working with an arrogant asshole has to be the best, who it ( Read more... )

Ahh...so how am I? well, okay I guess, just finished my second Zoology test (which I do think I did better on than the first one), but still have two more today (Intro to Theater and Math), yech ( Read more... )

Hey everybody, here I am, in class again. Nothing much to update on. My great aunt is still here, and still fighting with my Nana(grandma) and wants to go home...that's bad...dunno if you were told, but I got a C on my Zoo test. Yey, didn't fail like I thought I would. *Yawns* not much else that's happening... Matt and I might see a movie tonight ( Read more... )

You ever had that dream that you're just staring at a clock, watching it pass, waiting for something to happen, then a cat jumps on you and you realize, you haven't been dreaming...you're not sleeping at all? Sans the cat maybe, but the realization that sleep has been elusive, for, maybe, a week now? If you can't guess, that's the way it's been for ( Read more... )

Hey guys, in class again...seems like a pattern is forming... waiting for people to finish the quiz, not much going on though. Dad's up in the Boundry Waters on a canoe trip with his buddies, which makes me happy, he's away from all the stress of life *coughing that sounds like 'mom'* and Mom seems to be in an okay mood acutally, after she flipped ( Read more... )

*Blows off dust...Endust's off dust, coughing ensues* way to long since I updated this dang thing, hiya all! How is ya'll? My lif is pretty good so far, waiting for a class to start right now acutally-Introduction to Zoology...8am classes should be outlawed, yea, my brothers bday started pretty terrible, but worked out...My dad woke up with a ( Read more... )

So anyway, yea, the kids are coming, so cellphone useage has gone to zero(except for in the staffhouse where I get NO reception or my tent where I get one bar and it hangs up every like...thirty seconds, so if I don't call please don't be upset, I do love you Matt...but i'm not sure how much I'll be able to talk, please be okay with it...I miss you ( Read more... )

Yea so, we have this weekend off at camp (yey!) and we're all just relaxing as much as we can before all the kids show up... but theres a real mix up with the buses and they might not even be working for us this whole summer... eek... kinda scary. Anywho, craziness ensued yesterday when everyone with cars left and we found we had NO food for dinner ( Read more... )

Wow...the days just seem to be getting longer and longer...not only the dissapointment of boys not coming to visit, but the training is said to be getting more severe...plus theres a lot of schedual changes and all that fluff, it's really getting to me...I'm worried about once the kids come how worn out i'll be...I have no idea yet though. Today we ( Read more... )

Hiya, tis little old me. Nothing special, just got my wings broken off by two stupid boys who cant keep promises...story of my life, ah well though... Anywho, for those who care, camp is great so far...very exciting and stuff. Had some anxiety probems at first with adjusting...nothing new there though, I always tend to be like that. Cried last ( Read more... )