I figured she was checking things... I cant blame her... I probably would be too to be honest... admittedly I panicked... trying to find any which way to communicate.  Even paypal lol (which i thought was pretty genius). Just anything... any way to let you know that you are still on my mind. You are still my first thought when I wake up, even as I ( Read more... )

Wow... its amazing what you do to me... i constantly refresh the page when im awake. Each time my heart skips a beat until it fully loads.
My heart then races every time i read your name (or think i read it and it ends up being something else). Its racing now as i write this...
Its so strange the way i feel. Its like a panic attack.. but without the ( Read more... )

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I know you have love for them almost as much as I do. So hopefully you can see!

If for anything hopefully just a slight smile. <3

Pickett


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I keep repeating events and words in my head... I keep crying out when I sleep. If I sleep. I go from happy memories and feeling tingly butterflies in my stomach to feeling sharp pains in my chest.

Makes it hard to try and sleep. I know its not been long... how long will I be like this? At least the puppies are a good distraction. Only 2 btw. Xray ( Read more... )

I never asked you to leave... but in truth I never wanted you to. I knew what we were doing was going to hurt my friend.. But I knew you leaving her would hurt her worse. After all... she had molded every bit of her life to be dependent on you. That alone would ruin her as she physically cant survive without you. And it has been like that for so ( Read more... )

I dont know why it happened... Im not even sure when to be honest. It just kinda... did. I met this guy... no... scratch that... I met this man. And hes sooo amazing. Hes so kinda hearted and sweet and smart and gentle and nurturing and I just love seeing him smile and be happy... I dont know when it happened... but I fell in love...

The problem? ( Read more... )

10 Things About You
9 Things You Love
8 Things You Fear
7 Things You Want
6 Places You Want To Go
5 Favorite Foods
4 Favorite Books
3 Favorite Films
2 Favorite Songs
1 Picture of Yourself

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9. I love my dogs <3 .
8. I love my dogs and how their goofy smiles seem to always brighten the day
7. I love my fish and how calming they seem to be.
6. I love working with ( Read more... )

10 Things About You
9 Things You Love
8 Things You Fear
7 Things You Want
6 Places You Want To Go
5 Favorite Foods
4 Favorite Books
3 Favorite Films
2 Favorite Songs
1 Picture of Yourself

10. I hate my life. I pretty much always have.
9. I dont know what it feels like to be loved by family.
8. I am a terrible mom who just gave up
7. I seem to connect better to ( Read more... )

Emotionally Conflicted ( Read more... )