I WANT TO DIE

[lunagypsy]

So, for reasons I have no interest in discussing, I just want to go jump off the dam. I mean seriously, if I didn't have Ry, I think I just might. Well, I don't know. Anyway life is horrible and unless you just won the lottery and are feeling jealous or know how to make some mad cash fast(yeah, I am willing to do anything I think,) then I am not

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[kittenmuffins]

wow, I'm amazed you're still awake & coherent. you busted ass ALL DAY! very sweet of you to help your sister, but you should try to take care of yourself too. BTW you mentioned about how great the massage was~ I got great massages at a physical therapist last year AND my insurance paid for it. Just something to think about. With your fibro i'm sure you could get it covered. *hugs*

It gets easier- it really does- even if it dasn't seem so at the time...

[capybyra]

The depths of despair have been a step
UP for me at times hon. We're amusingly all alike in thinking our own personal hells the worst unsurvivable ones ever to be. And mayhaps it's truly all that bad for some folks not made of what you are. But? you're a survivor. This life is not a practice run despite how deeply I''ve wished it would be:> I've been wondering how well I'd handle what you have been thru and it's simply amazing you're a fraction as coherent after it all! I mean that as a compliment too. Let's jsut say some past life experiences when I experimented with hormones taught me how horridly EVIL mood swings from suchlike can be. When you've the emotional entanglements to amplify those affects... /me offers a benediction of healing upon you and all in your home... I am sad it's not possible to offer more.

And I can see how you would envy that house: I've a mental image of you stirring that cauldron whilst wearing fuzzyears:>

Re: It gets easier- it really does- even if it dasn't seem so at the time...

[lunagypsy]

And I can see how you would envy that house: I've a mental image of you stirring that cauldron whilst wearing fuzzyears:>
I like this image:)

[corstis]

You're a good woman. I hope you get some real rest over the weekend.