I feel really down this week and the gloomy weather is not helping me at all. I want to crawl right back into bed and pretend I don't exist for a few months ( Read more... )

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"And you're holding it up from above"
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I don't want to sleep yet. I don't want to watch a movie. I don't want to clean my apartment. I don't even want to read right now. I just want to listen to music and dream.

( Pour la suite... )

I'm using my forced trip to Canada to rest my sleep deprived body. I hardly ever sleep more than 4 hours a night, so now I am just going to make myself rest for four days. And eat. Food is good. Last night I ended up at an Indian restaurant at 9:30pm and when they heard I was vegetarian they made a special, spicy veggie curry for me (that wasn't on ( Read more... )

Lisa gave me a great haircut last night. She's adorable ( Read more... )

I am so tired of people right now. I'm even more tired of people who act in an insane manner and who don't even realise how much pain they are causing all around them. I am going back to my dream world. Reality is just too incredibly wrong and is turning me into a raging alcoholic. At least you can laugh at me when I am drunk though. Makes a ( Read more... )

I feel totally manic today - trying to get a million things done while dealing with incompetent people ( Read more... )

BE THERE!!!

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Yay! Placebo tonight! I hope I can get out of work at a reasonable time and that Rosie is also going to come along. But I have promised myself that there will be no hanging out after the gig - I need to get a lot of rest this week as I partied way too much last week. And anyway, I have a nice, clean apartment to go back to. Took me 3 bloody hours ( Read more... )

Last night was a blast and I outdid myself again. Lets just say every time Eva and me end up going out together we get TRASHED. Needless to say, after I put Eva in a cab at 4am I went back to the Darkroom cos I felt like puking (and anybody knows me knows that I very rarely puke when drinking), and ended up half passing out in the loo. Thankfully ( Read more... )

Argh work has gone insane again!!
I am dead to me dead to me dead to me.

This weekend was fun, maybe I will update later when I get my life back again.
xxxx