I JUST BOUGHT MY TICKET TO SEE NEKO CASE IN THE ATL IN APRIL

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Last night I caught myself wishing to hold on to someone else. An anchor. But I checked myself. Everyone around me is just as unstable as I. I'm wishing Tui was still around. Her calming presence would stoke my spirit when the fire became too unbalanced.

Moonshadow went missing for 7 hours yesterday because of a friend's negligence. She is now safe and contentedly napping at my feet. While searching, I met many strangers and a fair amount felt compelled to tell their stories of missing hounds. My favorite was the story of a 10 year old Boston Terrier lost in the woods near Big Bear Lake, Ca. ( Read more... )

In dreamland last night I stumbled upon an orchestra tuning their instruments in preparation to play Sufjan Steven's entire anthology. Then I was in a hospital room with a woman patient who's mood and facial expressions varied from playful/sunny to desperate/demonic. She finally admitted in confidence that she was re-animated to annihilate me but ( Read more... )

A stranger has come
To share my room in the house not right in the head,
A girl mad as birds

Bolting the night of the door with her arm her plume.
Strait in the mazed bed
She deludes the heaven-proof house with entering clouds

Yet she deludes with walking the nightmarish room,
At large as the dead,
Or rides the imagined oceans of the male wards.

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The only job I've had that has given me a sense of camaraderie and accomplishment is in jeopardy and the blame is all mine. I will have nightmares tonight. My hands will shake tomorrow ( Read more... )

I am about to begin my journey into Erich Fromm's psychoanalysis of interpersonal creative capacity, "The Art of Loving". Perfect timing. I need to clear my head. Too many. Way too many. I've let decisions spin away. I'm dragging an elephant into every room.


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Favorite photos from my three day Halloween rager

Zombie Prom..


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Eternally damned. The reason for the mask. Don't want no pity party so I bare to static. "I am a lone wayfaring stranger traveling through this world below.."

Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the hand you hold hold you down Never let the ( Read more... )