IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I'VE UPDATED, WELL 7/31 I WENT TO THE BEACH AT NIGHT TO WATCH THE MOON RISE IT WAS A BLUE MOON IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I WISH I COULD HAVE A PIECE OF BEACH ALL TO MYSELF FOR THESE OCCASIONS. I'VE DATED A DOCTOR WHO IS DIVINE, HE LIVES IN A VERY RITZY PART OF MIAMI, HE TOOK ME TO SEE HIS APARTMENT TO SHOW ME HE LIVES " ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating it's just I wasn't feeling great a couple of days ago, I was really shitty and moody. Last night my girlfriends came over we had a beauty party sort of thing we did manicures, pedicures, eyebrows, waxing the whole nine yards. I feel sorry for beauticians out there they won't be making much $$$ with us. Actually it was fun ( Read more... )

Today I feel drenched of all possible energies. I feel gloomy. I've spent all day reminesing of things in my past and I keep crying for things I can not change. I cry for things I wish I could change an don't. I have no creative energy left.

Today I saw my old, ex, last boyfriend in the store today with his malefic bitch of a mother. He couldn't say hi or ignore me without letting the decrepit bitch know I was there, honestly this guy has to be a fag, you know like a gay that is still in the closet because of his mother. I can't believe I've loved this swine so much.

I'VE HAD A TERRIBLE HEADACHE ALL AFTERNOON, MY SUPPER WAS YUMM/YUK, NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT. I NEED A BIG CHANGE IN MY LIFE, A NEW RELATIONSHIP OR AN EXCITING FRIENDSHIP LIKE SEX WITHOUT COMMITMENTS,BUT WITH A HEALTH CERTIFICATE. THERE'S THIS DOCTOR WHERE I WORK(PT)THAT I THINK ACTUALLY I'M SURE HAS THE HOTS FOR ME. I MEAN HE'S OLDER BUT LOOKS ( Read more... )

Today was an uneventful day, my brother returned home and left again, I've been playing the cputer. I have an english test this week so I studied a bit, I start reading and become distracted by anything that has nothing to do with what I'm supposed to be doing, it sucks. I won't write about my boyfriend maybe, most likely he's really not anymore. ( Read more... )

TODAY I WENT TO THE BEACH, IT WAS'NT GREAT DUE TO THE CLOUDS KINDA GLOOMY FOR ME, I WENT WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS AND IN THE EARLY EVENING WENT TO SEE FIRE WORKS WITH DAVID IT WAS LIKE A DATE, I COULD NOT STOP THINKING OF MY BOYFRIEND BUT SINCE HE HAS TO DO WHAT HIS MOM WANTS, i WON'T STAY HOME WAITING, ANYWAY ENOUGH MUTUAL FRIENDS SAW ME SO THAT HE'LL ( Read more... )

I know it sounds like a fixation with my boyfriend, but right now I'm not giving up on him. If I do he'll be back in a couple of months like a dog with his tale in his legs. He's just confused cause his mom thinks I'm not good enough for him, she's such a bitch.

Today I saw my boyfriend after 9 days, he wants to be so strong, but he's not he now aims at twisting the reason we broke up around. I wish he wasn't so childish and we would both be happier. I've loved this guy since I was 15.

Today is a week that I broke up with my boyfriend. I miss him severely, I feel so depressed I have difficulties concentrating on anything. I'm totally unproductive. I know this will go away, but right now it's a torture. My friends have seen him pass by my house, but he hasn't called me. He used to call me fifty thousand times a day, so I ( Read more... )