i am grateful for my ability to love...for life would cease to matter if i were no longer able to have an open heart ( Read more... )

when i was a teen struggling with so many things i couldn't tell anyone about, i would pray to god. i would beg him to save me or kill me or give me the strength to kill myself. when nothing changed but for the worse, i closed off and stopped believing in anything. after i met seth and fell in love, my heart started to bloom again. and when i ( Read more... )

*Sometimes I feel like a motherless child ( Read more... )

al green just popped into my head, *what's goin' on?, what's goin' on?* hehe...it actually made me dance ( Read more... )

*Priestess of dutiful sacrament ( Read more... )

wow...the emoticons i picked for my journal are just silly. how *hungry* looks like that, i just don't understand ( Read more... )

and it's not because i just finished making apple cinnamon pancakes ( Read more... )

so, suffice it to say...waking up accidentally at 3am and not being able to go back to sleep is poopy. especially since i had nowhere to go to be *up* without disturbing the children, seth or the dog.

ah...life in a small house full of people on odd sleep cycles.

did i mention i'm tired??

-lisa the delirious

i'm going to be an auntie soon. and i'm so excited ( Read more... )

so, i went to church yesterday for the first time in say, 11 years? i've been wanting more community and spirituality in my life, but have had an instant gag reflex associated with CHURCH ever since i was a wee one. it was a UU church which is supposed to be all radical and progressive, with a large focus on inclusion of all beliefs (which i ( Read more... )