michael mangum rocked the hizouse last night. he's a really good singer... the whole band was good. feeling the emotion behind the music was amazing...

Sometimes I get the feeling that I myself and those around me are destined for great things. Great, and sometimes tragic things.
Life is beautiful, hideous, glorious.

Waiting by the phone is no way to live.

Last night I came home from work at a little after midnite and Alex was still up but Olivia was asleep. I told him I was going out for like an hour to a coworkers house for a drink and he then told me that was fine, but he was going to file for custody of Olivia. What the fuck?!?!!! Olivia was already in bed, and he wasn't going to do shit but go ( Read more... )

I thought I had written about it the other day but I haven't written a damn thing. Alex and I are officially broken up. I'm in the process of figuring out where I'm going to go. We've been having the best conversations of our marriage the past few days. We decided last night that it will be best if we get apartments walking distance from each other ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted. i got home from work at one last night. then was woken up by liv at seven. i got three hours of sleep the night before. i'm tired. i'm going to take a nap until liv gets back home at one (she's at her aunt's house). then when she gets back i'm going to see a movie with my sis and mom. that should be nice. then i gotta go to work ( Read more... )

school. home. it never ends and it's wearing me out. the house is never clean. alex never feels the need to help out with anything. he's mad at me right now because i don't feel like making him something to eat. i'm in the middle of fucking studying, give me a break. he went to go see paul and mark at a show over at PCC today and he hated it, and ( Read more... )

motherhood is a strange thing. you think you have it all figured out and then your kid throws you a curveball. motherhood is also friendship and sisterhood and it's a strange and beautiful thing... i enjoy being a mother, i'm happy i went through the experience of pregnancy, even though my body was ruined, and breastfeeding even though it made my ( Read more... )

i just got home from the laundromat, where a very large black guy asked me for my phone number. i told him no and he seemed confused and asked again. i said no again and told him i was married. he looked down and said "oh", then i turned around and he went away. funny i think. even if i were single, i would have said no just because of the way he ( Read more... )

I just got home from a slightly hectic day. Went to the laundromat this morning and couldn't wash my clothes cause there was a roach the size of a chihuahua that had to squeeze itself down to fit into a hole two inches in diameter. The sucker was huge. So I went to my ma's house and just washed my clothes for work. Then I had to go to the mall and ( Read more... )

I had a bananna and some v8 and I'm stuffed ( Read more... )