I got EVERYTHING out of my apartment today. I got home around 630 and then I had to be at work at 9 tonight to deep clean the bar. I really didn't do much heavy labor, but  dealing with all the attitudes gets me worn out enough. Going from being someone's co-worker to being someone's boss is an awkward transition.

I have to go to court in the ( Read more... )

False progress. That's all I'd call it. Everytime I feel like we're getting somewhere and the lines of communication are finally up and running smoothly, BAM. Except this time it doesn't hurt as badly. I guess I've just come to expect it.

Sick of it. Sick of him.

I'm going to get more stuff from my apartment today. Big stuff.

So, I am fortunate in one way. I bartend at a restaurant in a nice area, I make good money, and as soon as I don't feel up to bartending anymore I have been asked to move to a management position so that they don't loose me as an employee (they are trying to convience me to come back after the baby, as well ( Read more... )

My hair is still wet. I have to take my cousin to her hair appointment in about 10 minutes. Oops. I'm slacking.

I FINALLY go to the doctor again tomorrow!!!!

I got some new clothes yesterday, stuff I can wear to work when I start managing on Thursday. I'm excited/nervous/apprehensive about that whole thing. More later.

I cannot wait to see my little boy smile ( Read more... )

Blah on insurance. I guess it'd be more accurate to say blah on the system. My doctor's office called me 15 minutes before my appointment today and said that they called to check on my coverage and I don't have full coverage. What?! I've been using this insurance and this doctor since Jan! So, I have to cancel the appointment and call my insurance ( Read more... )

No name is good enough for my little boy.

I had a dream last night that I went into labor on my due date. I got to the hospital and everything was moving along fine, so I asked the nurse to go ahead and give me a little bit of a pain killer so that when things picked up I wouldn't be begging for an epi. She did and then everything stopped. The contractions, everything. So, they were about ( Read more... )

Evan
Gabriel
Connor
Michael
Micha

I like Brown Pinkston as the middle/last. He doesn't like Brown, but he understands why I want to use it. He likes Pinkston-Stille. I don't like it, but I understand why he wants to use it. It will most likely be one of those and then Brown Pinkston-Stille.

20w6d today. Time is flying!!!

I am super emotional!!!!

"He's never going to have a NAME!!! We'll just have to call him the kid for his WHOLE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!"

That was just a small part of my "episode" last night.