i think i may have a problem with physical intamacy later in my life...maybe in my life now...

i have this dream. this fantasy.

i don't want it to be destroyed. i don't know...

....

i just don't have any....urges or needs to want to desire it.

im worried about it how it may affect me in the future.

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i heard scratching all night.
above my head and next to me

clawing through the walls.

im surrounded by rodents.

it was hard to sleep last night.

=_=

i still hear their escape. they're dying.

ugh~

i don't feel well.
i've been shaking and having the desire to reurgitate.

..... =_=

ugh. im going to try and puke.

then im going to bed.

=_=

the shock of going back to school has gotten me sick.

XD

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