I just caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and I saw myself at an angle where only the outside of my right thigh was visible. My perfect right thigh--one of the few places where I don't have a scar. And I saw myself with flawless skin for the first time since I was 11-years-old ( Read more... )

I'm to a point where everytime my brother brings home a girl (I'm fairly certain its just one girl now, but I honestly can't keep the faces straight in my head) that I start to have like, a mini panic attack.

I'm not really sure what brings it on. Maybe it was the fact that I heard three people having sex in his room one time (thankfully, he wasn't ( Read more... )

This is me, sitting on my ass, knowing I have so much to do and avoiding all of them completely.

I feel my sanity melting away.

Life should by no means be a plateau ( Read more... )

Stop comparing your life to the lives of others.

It'll only make you unhappy.

I'm making an attempt to update this thing more often ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that really hit home.

I was in my room, looking at myself in the mirror, and my image kept changing.

Everytime I would step back from the mirror, then step up again, I'd look different. Different eyes, hair, even skin color. And everytime I was so ugly. And I kept looking again, over and over, to try and figure out which one ( Read more... )

I'm tired and scared and sad and I just want to sleep.

Things are OK now ( Read more... )