Sep 27, 2008 21:55
Jaejoong's pov
I felt like I was ready to jump out of my seat! Five minutes ago, the door to the classroom opens, and who walks in. Only my bestfriend, Hankyung! I couldn't believe it. Hankyungs here, and not only him, but Sungmin, too. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I yelped out and quicly covered my mouth, and looked down. Looking back up, my eyes widen when I see Hankyung looking at me, smiling I waved at him. Its only been about a month since I saw him last, but it felt like forever. He hasn't changed, but who changes in a month? Oh....wait....me. I have changed.
Will Hankyung like Yunho? Will Yunho like Hankyung? Looking over to Yunho I see him frowning, then I feel his hand on my thigh. His frown turns into this.....smile? No...not really a smile, whats with that face? He's smirking....at Hankyung. I have this feeling that Yunho doesn't like Hankyung. But why, they haven't meet, so he couldn't know if he likes him or not. Leaning over I whisper into Yunho's ear, "Are you all right?" Yunho glances down at me, "Yeah, I'm fine." He said he was fine, but, then why was his voice so strained? Moving towards him, I kissed him on the lips, bringing my head back, I looked him in the eyes and smiled, then turned towards the front. He doesn't know about Hankyung and me, so theres nothing to get uneasy about. Theres nothing to know about us, except that he's the one that I had loved before Yunho. What will happen if Yunho finds out? Singing, I could only hope he never finds out, and with Hankyung here, that might not be so easy to do. Anyways, Yunho wouldn't dare get mad over something like that, that was before us.
Hankyung and Sungmin where sitting in front of Kangin and Leeteuk, two seats in front of us. Ahhh..yeah, Sungmin. Still in love with Hankyung, are you. I'm going to have to find a way to get them two together. Thery're so in love with each other, you can see it pouring off them. My two friends together would be perfect, my mind started to crowed with ideas of combining the two of them. This is what I thought of for the rest of afternoon classes.
Yunho's pov
I'm bored. Plain out bored. Nothing intresting happing here, just the same old same old...crap. The door openes. Here now, I'm more alert. Two guys walk in holding hands. One tall, handsome and looked liked maybe..Chinese. The other, shorter, cute with blonde hair, he's looking at the first guy, blushing. The teacher told us thier names, Hankyung and Sungmin. Seeing Hankyungs gaze sweep the room, then landing on Jae. I watch as a bright smile breaks out across his face as he see's my pretty boy. What the hell is with him? Why is he looking at Jae like he could eat him alive? Glancing over to the red faced Jae, anyone would want to eat him up, smiling, and I know from close personal experience that he taste as good as he looks.
I hear a loud squeak coming from my left, turning my head to look at Jae, I see him cover his mouth to keep his excitment under control. Jae glances back up and smiles at the tall Hankyung, and then waved.Does Jae know these guys? Why is he acting like that? My smile left my face, somehow I knew that this Hankyung was a threat, how I didn't know, but he just was. What I did know, is that no matter what his past history with this guy is, Jae is mine. Moving my hand to Jaes thigh, I squeezed it to bring his attention back to me, making sure that Hankyung sees that we where more than just friends. Looking at Hankyung, I let my eyes do the talking. Mine...all mine...not yours. Hankyung's smile left his face as he took notice of my actions and I smirked. Yes, thats right buddy, he's mine and don't you forget it. Then Jae leaned into me,"Are you all right, Yunho?" He asked, "Yeah, I'm fine." I felt like I had sawdust in my throat. Turning my head towards Jae, he leaned in and kissed me, I felt myself relax a bit as Jae's soft lips play over mine.
For the rest of the afternoon, I watch as Jae and Hankyung share private smiles and nodds, like some secret code or language. It lookes like Jae is flirting with him. I wanted to get up and beat that Hankyung into a bloody pulp for even looking at my pretty boy. Theres no need to worry, I reaasurred myself, remember, you know that Jae loves you. I tried telling myself, trying to calm my anger towards them, I was more than a little upset at this moment.
Jaejoong's pov
School is over! I immediately jumped up and ran to Hankyung screaming out his name. Not seeing or worring about anyone or anything, as I made my way to my friend. I ran into his arms, hugging him tight. Squealing, I felt him lift me up and spin me around, just like he used to, man, I missed him! Setting me back on my feet, I see his face. Oh no, I know that look. NO! Not in front of Yunho! Shaking my head no, but it was to late. Hankyungs lips where on my cheeks then on my mouth. As soon as he lifted his head, I quickly glanced at Yunho. Uh ohh... that face does not look good. Really scared about Yunho's reaction, I look back to Hankyung, and contuined our tease. He is after all a friend, and we always did this, Yunho's just going to have to get over it. Nodding my head at this thought, I pouted and playfully slapped Hankyung on the chest."Hankyung, you know I don't like it when you do that!" I acted like I was offended, but really I was laughing inside.Hankyung leaned his head to one side and smiled down at me, "I know, its been so long, that I had to do it." I knew he was kidding me, so I stuck out my lower lip and sulked at him. acting like I was upset with him. He smiled bigger,"Forgive me, Joong Bug?" I had to laugh at the nickname, it was so stupid. He lifted his hand to my hair, sliding his fingers through it. I had always loved the feel of his hand in my hair, but now it was different, not like the way Yunho does it. I liked Yunho doing more, I feel tingles when Yunho did it. Siging, "You know I do,I do all the time, Hannie Pooh." I figured I'd make him a little embaressed by calling him by the nickname I had given him. I see Hankyung look at my hair, oh, I forgot I dyed it, my cheeks flushed as he looked closely at my head, examining my hair like some kind of alien." Umm...Joong Bug, why in the name of all thats great did you dye your beautiful platinum blonde hair black? I almost didn't realize it was you siting there." Lifting my hand to my hair, I had forgotten that I had dyed it, had got used to it. "What, you dont like it? does it not look good on me?" I asked, not really worried, Yunho liked it thats all that mattered, but of course he never seen me with my blonde hair either. He told me it looked goth. Goth? Really, that was not my intention. Just wanted to try something new. You know new school, new you, well thats what I was going for anyways. Turning I see Sungmin standing there behind Hankyung, as always, behind him, never beside him. Thats my fault, because I was always the one beside Hankyung. Looking back now, I know I should have stepped aside, but I didn't ,I was self centered, wanting what I wanted. And at the time it was Hankyung, even though I never got him, other than as a friend. Smiling to him, I knew I was going to make it up to him, by trying to give him what he wanted. I had no feelings for Hankyung, my love was for Yunho. "Sungmin, your still as cute as ever. Have you stolen anyones heart yet?" I see his face go red as he glances at Hankyung, I had to smile. He is so cute, in a little brother sort of way. He shook his head and looked down at the floor. Oh, yes, diffentenly will have to do something about this. Then I feel a tug on my arm, "Jae, lets go." Yunho was not happy, his voice cold as he waited for me. "Ok, one minute please." I asked because I needed to say something to Hankyung. I was surprised when he confessed to me. Oh man, why now? Taking a deep breath. "Hankyung, have you ever looked behind you?" I asked him, He was looking at me like I had lost my mind, "I already have someone in my heart, but you, you need to look at whos behind you more closely." That was all I could do for him, right then, but I hope he would take the incentive. Walking out the door, I looked behind me to see Hankyung looking at Sungmin like he just saw him for the first time. Smiling I walked beside of Yunho. But my happiness didn't last long. Yunho pulled up short and grabbed my upperarms, "Who is he, Jaejoong? What is he to you, huh?" I shook my head at him,"Hes no one, just a good friend, why?" Yunho sneered at me, "Good friends do not kiss each other on the lips, like you guys did. You don't see me kissing Kangin or Yoochun, now do you. So tell me the truth." while talking Yunhos hands got tighter on my arms, hurting me. Jerking away from him I walked out of the school building. Madder than fire, I did not have to explaine myself to him! Stomping to the gate, I felt myself being jerked back around. Yunhos face was red with anger. "WHO IS HE!!!" He yelled at me. "TELL ME! NOW!" Yunho shook me, tears came to my eyes. "What is this Yunho? He's just A FRIEND! I already told you. Now stop, and lets go home, ok." I tried to reason with him, but there was no reasoing with him. "Oh, just a friend, huh. Just a friend. Well, you are not friends with him anymore, got that." Yunho was looking at me with him head bent but his eyes where looking at mine threw narrow lids. Hes scaring me, I have never seen him like this, all mad over nothing. "What? What did you just say? Are you telling me who I can be friends with? Why you dominating asshole! How dare you stand there and say this to me!" Yunho leaned his head back and laughed, "Dominating? Asshole? Is that what you think? Well how about this?" Then he jerked a guy walking by in his arms and started kissing him. Pissed off now, I turned and saw Hankyung standing by the school building, looking in shock. Turning back to Yunho, I see its Sungmin in his arms, walking over to Hankyung, I pulled him to me and kissed him. My tounge pushing into his mouth. Not caring who saw me do this. It was payback time, I turned my head alittle and saw Yunho looking at me as he kissed Sungmin. Chuckling to myself, yes two can play this game. There was no feelings just kissing. It was like kissing a stuffed animal. No feelings what so ever. Hankyung jerked from me, getting angry from what he was seeing. "What going on Jae?" I told him that Yunho was jealous and trying to get back at me. I told him that Sungmin just happened to walk by at the wrong time. I turned to see Sungmin run off and Yunho was talking to Kangin and Yoochun, probably about me. I didn't care, I was still pissed off at him.
Later that night
Laying in bed beside Yunho, I wouldn't let him touch me and we fought again. Is it jealousy thats causing this? Yunho had accused me of not wanting him, because I wanted Hankyung. He knew that I had loved Hankyung before. Siging I rolled onto my side away from Yunho. I need to tell him. I need to tell him that I love him. But now I'm not sure, what if he just laughs at me. What if he tells me to leave. Siging again, I rolled over to face Yunho, I wanted him now. Wanted him so bad that I hurt, but I'm not going to give in to him, not after what he said to me. The big bully.
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