My Slave YAOI chapter 34
Jaejoong's pov
I arrived at Lee Sungmin Senior's residence as a light rain started to mist down. I stood still and let the rain fall on my face, washing away the tears. The coolness felt good on my heated cheeks, and I stay like this until the rain began to fall heavier. Signing deeply, I continued up the five steps to the wide front porch. I must say, I am calm as I raise my hand to press the doorbell. I am calm as I hear footsteps coming closer to the other side of the door. I am calm as the door opens to reveal my two bestfriends. I was calm, until I looked my friends in the face. Then I brokedown. My body started shivering, my eyes filled with unshed tears, then falling. I couldn't keep looking at them, so I bowed my head low. My arms wrapping around myself. I stood there. No words where spoken as Sungmin reached out across the doorway, taking me by the hand, bringing me into the house. The door closing softly behind us.
They led me to a guestroom, and sat with me as I cried out my pain. Neither of them trying to talk to me. They understood my need for getting this out of my system. As if I ever could. I looked up, drying my face with my hands. "I'm sorry to come here like this." Shame making its way into my voice. SUngmin put his arm around my shoulders, "It's all right. This is what we're here for. This is what friends do, being there for each other." Sungmin was looking closely at my face, and I knew he could see the bruise. "Ummm...Jaejoong, do you want to talk about it?" The worry on his face making me more ashamed. I couldn't tell them. Not yet. It's still to fresh. Shaking my head no, "Not right now guys. Maybe later I'll feel up to talking about it." I took a glance around the room and reality hit me again. I am without Yunho. I can feel tears coming again. Rising up from the bed, I walked over to the window. The light rain has changed into a heavy downpour, matching my mood perfectly. I turned back and a hard breath shuddered out of me. Hankyung walked over to me, touching my arm. "Joong Bug, what happened? What are you doing here? You should be Yunho, celebrating. You where supposed to tell Yunho you loved him tonight. Thats what we where talking about in gym today." He looking me right in the eyes and I knew I could never lie to him, he always knew when I was lying. Stuttering, "He...he...Yunho...he..he..let me go. He..he said he di..di..dindn't want me anymore!" I was finally able to get out. I felt my lips tremble as I remember him kissing me before saying that. "What do you mean he let you go. That he doesn't want you? Like as in he dumped you when you told him you loved him?" Sungmin asked his mouth drawing down into a frown. Shaking my head again, "No, I never got to tell him. Never got to tell him." I turned back to the window again. "Sungmin, can I stay here until my omma comes home?" I asked him. Sungmin looked over to Hankyung, "Yes Jae, you know your always welcome here." I took a deep breath, "Sungmin, could you please go get my stuff from Yunhos house? I know I'm asking alot of you, but please, I can't go back there. I can't face him, not yet." I whisper as I watch the rain run down the window pane. "Umm..sure Jae, I'll get it. Don't worry ok. Just try and relax. Maybe take a bath and call it an early night. Does that sound good to you?" Sungmin asked me as he brought me from the window to the bathroom door.
Yes, a shower and then bed. Then I'll wake up and find that this is all a dream. A nightmare, thats not real. Nodding my head, I step in the bathroom and close the door with a soft click. I stood there leaning against the door, looking down at the tiled floor. Can I do this? Can I move on? I don't want to! I want my Yunho back! I slid down the door, bringing my knees up to my chest. I covered my face with my hands, my shoulders shaking, as I wept, yet again. I let the tears run thier course, pouring out my grief as I sit there. Finally, I pulled myself up and stripped, getting ready for my shower. Turning I gasped as I saw my body in the full lenght mirror. I have brusies all over me. Dark spots on my hips, in the shape of handprints. Turning I looked over my shoulder at my back, seeing large dark purple marks from my shoulder blades to my lower back. Looking at my face, I studied my right cheek. Yunho had hit me hard, the bruise covering half my face. I raised my hand and touched my cheek and flinched, it's still tender, dropping my hand back down to my side. Yunho. Why? Why did you do this to me, to us? Turning, I walk the short distance to the tub. I set the temp and start the shower. Stepping in I hissed as the hot water hits my sore back. Standing under the water, I tried to relax my body, I was so tense, but my mind was a mess. Washing up quickly, I got out and grabbed a towel and dried off my hair and body. Wrapping the towel around my body, I made my way back to the bedroom. Seeing pjs on the bed, I dressed slowly, cautious of my over tired body. I crawled inbetween the covers, settling my hurt body down in a semi comftorble position. I drifted off to sleep with tears on my cheeks, dreaming of Yunho.
Waking the next morning, I smiled, until I looked around the room. Everything that happened the day before came rushing back to me. I sat up stiffly and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. School. Today is a school day. I never miss a day, and I really can't afford to miss now. No matter how much I didn't want to I had to go to school. Getting up, I dress and go down stairs, meeting up with Hankyung and Sungmin. "How are you feeling this morning?" Hankyung asked me. "I'm fine, lets go to school." I gave a small tight smile. But, I knew I didn't have then fooled. They shook thier heads and led the way out the door. The ride to school was a quite one as everyone had things on thier minds. I see Hankyung and Sungmin keep glacing at me then at each other. I signed, "I will tell you when the times right, ok, guys. I'm fine for right now. But I have one request. Sungmin, would you change seats with me when we go to class? I don't want to sit by Yunho." Sungmin looked at Hankyung and he shook his head yes. Sungmin looked back at Jae, "Yeah, gosh I'm such a gooood friend, arent I." He smirked, and I knew he was trying to get me to smile. A real smile. "Sungmin, don't please. This is serious to me. Yunho hurt me in ways you two have no ideas about. So please don't make light of the situation." I looked out the window as we made the last track to school.
Walking into the classroom behind my friends, I see him. He's already here. He looks up at me and he stares not looking away, so I look away first. Going over to Sungmin's seat, I sit and I hear whispers coming from Yunhos friends as Sungmin goes to sit next to Yunho. I lower my head as I hear the speculations being thrown around. Then I hear Yunho tell them to be quite that it was none of thier business. He was telling this to his own
friends. And I hear Kangin and Yoochun tell him they where going to have a talk with him after school. I feel the tears build up again and I feel Hankyungs hand on my arm. I look up at him, and he gives me a reassuring smile. Smiling back, I bring my attention to the front of the room. Like everyone else I was surprised when the teacher came in with two new students. "Class this is Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. Please make them feel welcomed. Yesh..so many new students in one year. Changmin and Yesung please remove your tounges from each others throats!!! Stupid teenagers.Alright go sit in front of Junsu and Yoochun." The teacher pointed then to thier seats. As Kyuhyun sat down he looked over to me, "Hi there beautiful, whats your name?" I blush and look down. Hankyung leaned across me and said "Ignore his rudeness. His name is Kim Jaejoong." I glare at Hankyung as he says this. I hear Kyuhyun chuckle and says, "Well, if Kim Jaejoong wants to sometime, maybe we can go out, you know on a date." I jerk my head towards him. "Isn't this a little soon, I just met you?" Kyuhyun thinks for a minute, "Nope, I guess I'm just a fast mover. When I see something or someone I want I don't waste time going for it. So how about it, you and me this Saturday night, sound good." Kyuhyun was giving me a killer smile, Shaking my head, "I'm sorry, but I can't." As I say this I hear a loud pop coming from the back of the room. Turning I see Yunho holding a broken pencil and galring at Kyuhyun. When he sees me looking, he stares right at me and shakes his head no at me. What? What is he trying to say? That I can't go out with him. I'll show him. Turning back around, I said loudly, "Hey Kyuhyun, you know what, lets go out Saturday night." But while I was saying this, I was happy, Yunho still cared, he had to.
A/N I just wanted to show to Jae that Yunho still cares.