My Slave YAOI chapter 35
Yunho's pov
Easing myself into my seat, I can feel my friends eyes on me. I know they had questions as to why Jae wasn't with me. They know that he is always with me, but I didn't enlighten them, I knew they where anxious to know. I will tell them sooner or later that Jae and I where through for the moment, but for now, I choose later.
My eyes felt gritty and dry, from all the crying I had done through the night, my body tired as I wait to catch sight of Jae. I miss him, the more he is away from me the more I miss him. I slept terribly, and when I did sleep, it was to only dream about Jae. At times during the night, I asked myself if I had made a mistake in letting him go, and yes, I had made a major mistake, one that I'm going to fix today. I'm getting my pretty boy back! I felt a little bit better thinking this, I didn't think it would be hard getting him back. I'm going to woo him like he should have been. I am going to show him that I want him and no one else.I smiled at the thought of asking him out on a date.
The door opens and I watch as Hankyung and Sungmin came in holding hands, Jae walking in behind them, his head bent low. He looks up and his eyes move to mine, they where red and puffed up, it seems he had a rough night, too. We kept looking at each other until he turned away. My breathing increases as he walks to our aisle, but nearly stops when he sits down in Sungmin's chair. Looking over to my left, I just then realized that Sungmin was sitting beside of me. Sighing, I turn back to look at Jaes back.
Leaning back in my chair, I turn to the door as it opens. The teacher walks in with two new guys. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. They sit in front of Yoochun and Junsu, and I wasn't really all that intrested in them until I hear Kyuhyun ask Jae out. Jae shakes his head no, and kyuhyun told Jae he would wait until he wanted to go out with him. Even from where I was sitting, I could see Jae blush pink. Did he want to go out with that guy? Was he thinking about it? I could feel myself getting angry, but I'm trying to control it, but, unknowingly, I snapped my pencil into. POP. The sound viberated around the classroom. I was breathing heavily, as Jae turns around and looks over his shoulder at me. Looking him right in the eyes, I shake my head no, don't do it, Jae. I'm going to ask you out, don't do it. I see defiance work its way up in him, and he turns, with a humpf, back to Kyuhyun. Loud enough for for the entire class to hear, Jae told Kyuhyun he would go out with him Saturday night. Kangin and Leeteuk turned to look at me, thier mouths dropping open. "What?" I mouthed to them. But the guy next to me, Changmin, has been watching us, Jae and I closely, he smiled to himself as he watched Jae play his game with me.
The bell rang for our break and Jae gets up, walking out of the classroom. I rise up and follow him out the door. Seeing him go into the bathroom, I go in quietly. I wait for Jae to be finsihed with his necissity. He opens the stall door, walking over to the sink washing and drying his hands, he then turns and sees me. Moving his head away from me, he tries to walk past, but, I reach out and take him by the arm, pushing upto the wall, my face an inch from his. "Your not going out with him." I told him, I feel him stiffen at my words. "Let me go Yunho." Jae hisses, and tries to remove my hands from his arms. "No, I'm not letting you go, ever." I rub my nose against his cheek, feeling his softness, as I tell him this, then moving my lips to his ear. "Tell him you have other plans." I whisper into his ear. I take his earlobe into my mouth, gently sucking. Jae's hands move from my wrist to my chest, grasping my shirt'Please...stop this." He breathes out, his sweet breath hitting my neck. I quickly move my mouth from his ear to his lips, kissing him deeply. I hear his breathing come in short shallow gasps, his slinder fingers flexing on my chest. I move my body closer, pressing on him. One arm going around his waist the other hand coming up to slide around his neck, pulling him more into my kiss. My lips played over his, my tounge sliding into his mouth. Jae moaned into my mouth as he tilts his head and kisses me back passionatly. I slowly leave his lips to move down his cheek to his neck. "Yunho...ahhhhh...." Jae moaned out my name as I nipped at his delicate neck, then lapping at the mark I left. Bringing my mouth back to his lips, I groan out his name, as I kiss him, tasting the flavor that is uniquely Jae. I reach down and pull up his shirt, rubbing my hands over his smooth belly. Them Jae was pushing away. "NO!" He glares at me. "You...you...don't touch me again. Stay away from me!" He moves away from me, his hands on his chest. "I'm going out with Kyuhyun Saturday, so leave me alone!" Jae runs out of the bathroom, while I stand there, leaning against the wall trying to clear my head from his drugging kisses. Jae, I told myself, you'll soon see that your wrong, I do want you.
Jae's Pov
I come out of the stall and walk over to the sink to wash and dry my hands. My mind was still on Yunho. How am I going to get him back? What do I do, where do I start? And I just agreed to go out with another guy. Did I agree to make Yunho jealous? Yes! I'm using poor Kyuhyun. I sighned, I know it's wrong, I know how it feels to be used, but, I'm still going to do it. This date will happen. But, my need for Yunho is strong, I'm incomplete without him. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, the bruise on my cheek had all but dissapeared, and I wasn't hurting today. My heart, yes, it still hurts and i need more than a bandaid to fix it. I need Yunho's love to fix me, to make me whole. Well, it's time to go back to class, to face the decision i had made.
Turning, I gasp. Yunho. He's here in the bathroom. With me. Alone. My heart pounding fast, I made to move past him, when i felt him take me by the arm. He placed me against the wall, not slamming or hurting me. Just pushing me, holding me there by my arms. I close my eyes and swallow hard, when he told me I wasn't going out with Kyuhyun. He's doing it again. Telling what to do. It got my defences up again. "Let me go!" I tried to undo his grip on my arms. If I'm honest with myself, I wasn't trying to hard. I felt him rub his nose on my cheek, then taking my ear in his mouth. Ummmm....oh god, resist Jaejoong...resist him....come on. I feel his mouth leave my ear to settle on my lips and my mind went blank. I kissed him with everything in me, moaning out my need to him. I wanted more from him, more of him. Tilting my head, I sealed our mouths more closely, my tounge moving on his. Yunho moves his mouth from mine, down to my neck. Leaning my head back, I give him better access to me. He bites me and I moan out. Clenching onto his shirt tighter, taken over by the feelings inside of me, "Yunho...ahhhh." His hand goes to the hem of my shirt, and I feel his hand on my stomach and that somehow brings me back to the raility that he doesn't want me. Why is he doing this? I break away from him, moving out from him and the wall. "NO!" Distraught now at my actions. "You...you...don't touch me again! Stay away from me!" I move further away from him, instantly feeling the emptyness of not being near him. I have to be strong. I have to always remind myself that he does not want me. So, I pull my shoulders back and lift my head to look at him. "I'm going out with Kyuhyun saturday, so leave me alone." I left quickly before i got on my knees to beg him to take me back.
Yunho's pov
I had kept my eyes on Jae all day, not once letting him from my sight. In watching him, I take notice of something else. Ryeowook. Another boy who was in love with his best friend, but was to afraid to tell him. I would bet that kyuhyun didn't even know that Ryeowook liked guys. Making up my mind, I approached him after class, when he was alone, Kyuhyun walking Jae out. (don't even get me started on that!) "Hey Ryeowook, want to go out with me Saturday night?" I know where Jae and Kyuhyun where going, so, I tought I could help Ryeowook out, too. In the end, each of us would get what we wanted. Ryeowook would get Kyuhyun and I would get Jae back. That was my plan. Ryeowook's eyes widen and his cheeks turn red, "Uh..Uh.." I cut him off before he says no. "Ok then. I'll pick you up Staurday night. See you then." I give him a small wave and walk off before he could argue. I walk outside only to be ambushed by my friends. Kangin moves over to me." Hey man, come to my house, we all need to talk. You can ride with me and Leeteuk." Sighning, I knew I would have to tell them eventually. Why not today, but I'll make sure they know that I want Jae back.
Kangin's house
Yunho's pov
I'm sitting on Kangins bed. Kangin is sitting beside of me with Leeteuk on his lap. Changmin and Yesung are sitting on the floor in front of the dresser. Yoochun sitting in the desk chair with Junsu in his lap. Yoochun breaks the silence, getting right to the point. "Whats going on Yunho? Why is Jae going out with someone else?" I look around the room, they deserve the truth, but how much of the truth should I tell them. How forgiving would they be? Raping Jae has been laying heavily on me, and I wanted to tell them about it, to confess to them my wrong doing. Licking my lips nervously, "I raped Jae yesterday in the gym showers." It was bluntly said, and no one made a sound or even moved. Then suddenly a slap was heard and everyone gasped. Looking up stunned, I see, not Leeteuk, who I thought would be the one to react like that, but Junsu. He was pissed. "YOU COLDHEARTED ASSHOLE! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM!" He raised his hand to slap me again, but Yoochun grabbed him around the waist, bringning him back against his chest. Junsu is crying now, as he hugs Yoochun. "Yoochun, h..how c..could he..he..he..do that to Jae? How c..could he hurt Jae like that?" Junsu whispered out as he remembers the way Jaejoong looked loving Yunho on the couch the past Staurday night, at the party. Yoochun rubbs Junsu's back, calming him down. "Yunho you raped Jae, but theres something else going on here isn't there?" Changmin asked. "Yes, I felt it to in class today, and it was stonger when you and Jae came back in from break." Leeteuk whispered, still trying to come to terms that his friend raped his boyfriend. I glance down at the floor, "I let him go. I told him I didn't want him. He thinks I used him." I felt myself start to tremble, then I spille dit all out. "I want him! I need him! I love him! I can't sleep at night without him beside of me. I hurt him out of jealousy over his friends. I told him he was cheating on me, even thought I knew he wasn't. He was just talking to him, like we're talking now, but my anger wouldn't let me see it. He tried to tell me. He begged me to stop...he begged me!" I was crying now and I hear Leeteuk say," Yunho, Sungmin is Hankyung's boyfriend, they've been together since Monday. Hankyung even asked Jae's advice on how to do it with him. Jae told me this even though he wasn't supposed to mention it to anyone. And yesterday, Kangin and I where behind them in the pool. We heard every word they said. Jae told Hankyung that he was going to tell you he loved you last night. He was going to take a chance and confess to you. He was so nervous just talking about it, and Hankyung was trying to comfort him. Thats when Jae asked him to shower with him for the last time. Yeah, I heard this and thought it was a little strange. When I asked Jae about it, he said that in his old school, he was almost rapped and Hankyung came just in time to stop it. Jae asked him to shower with him all the time, because he was so scared. He told me that there was rules, like they showered back to back, and they where to never peek. And Jae told me that he never peeked at Hankyung, never. The one closest to the towel woould leave first. Thats it all friendly like, nothing more." The more Leeteuk talked the worse I felt. My Jae was afraid of confessing to me, and needed comfort from his best friend, "God, I am an ass." I muttered, "I had known for a while that he loved me, he told me one time while sleeping. Guys what am I going to do? I have to get him back." I see them looking at each other, and then Kangin stood up. "Where you serious about confessing to Jae? You asked us to help you, and we told you we would help. We will still help, but under one condition, and that is you are to never, ever, and I mean ever, hurt Jae like this again. I mean it Yunho, I you hurt him again, our friendship is over." I nodded and told them about asking Ryeowook out, telling them about my suspicion about him loving Kyuhyun.
Yesung cocked his head to the side, "Wait a minute, this might work. Maybe we can get Jae jealous of Yunho." Yesung looked at the other guys for thier opinion. "Well, I'm sorry, but I don't think he deserves him back, after what he did to him." Junsu huffed and glared at Yunho. 'Do you even know how much it hurts to do that with a guy, even if you want it?" Everyone looked at Junsu as if he where crazy. "Su, baby...maybe you shouldn't say that. Your still getting use to my size. They've been together for months." Yoochun whispered in Junsu's ear. Junsu blushed as he looks at everyone smiling at him. "Sorry, um..um..oh, this is so embaressing!" Junsu hides his face in Yoochuns neck. "Yoou know, Junsus right, Jae and I did it alot. We've not been together that long and he was a virgin, so he is still tight. I know I hurt him, he was still bleeding." I felt lower than dirt as i see the others angered faces. "Yesung that could back fire, trying to make Jae jealous." Changmin said getting back to the main topic. I smiled, "I thought I date him, you know like you guys did. Take him out and gradually let him see how much I love him." Yesung laughs "That should do it, if you can get him to agree. And I think with a little pressure from his friends," Yesung leans back in Changmin's arms,"he could be persuaded to go out on a date with you." I'm feeling lighter as my friends seem to have forgiven me for my boarish behavior. Confident now, " Maybe you guys could talk to him for me. You could tell him to give me another chance. I just want my pretty boy back." I whispered. My friends glance at each other and nodded. I breath in and let it out slowly. My friends would help me. This has to work.