Oct 05, 2008 02:22
at school
Jaejoong's pov
My eyes kept drifting shut and my head kept bobbing down, only for me to jerk back up again. Yawning big, with my hand covering my mouth, I take a quick look around the classroom, my eyes as always comes to landing on the handsome guy sitting beside of me. I feel my insides flutter when he turned his head and smiled at me. Slowly, I let a smile come over my face, and mouthed to him, I love you. Yunho smiled back at me and said it back to me, leaning over he brushes my lips with his. Yunho turned his head back to the front, and I felt his hand grasp mine under our desk. I scooted over in my seat, closer to Yunho's side, leaning my head on his shoulder, and remembered back to this morining.
FB-
Yunho and I had walked into class holding hands, with me trailing behind him, my head bowed down. As we passed Hankyung and Sungmin's desk, I hear Yoochun ask Yunho, "So, are you guys together now?" I felt heat rush to my cheeks as Yunho's hand went from my hand to my waist, hugging me close. Yunho had smiled lovingly down at me and, "Yes, Jaejoong's all mine now. We've confessed to one another, and are now a couple. " Kangin laughed out, "It's about time, I thought we where going to have to take drastic measures where you guys were concered." I felt myself turn redder as the guys congratulated us. I looked at all of them smiling, until I see Hankyung. He was frowning at me and slowly shaking his head no. "Hankyung, are you not happy for me?" I asked, wanting my best friends approval. Hankyung sighed at me, "How can I be happy for you after everything that he did to you." I opened my mouth to answer, but before I could say anything, "I told him that I didn't think he deserved him after raping him." Junsu stated loudly and I could feel all eyes on me, even the students across on the other side of the room. I gasped, shooting Junsu a shut the hell up look.
I turn back to Hankyung, only to see him raising up from his seat. "Is that true? When did this happened?" I kept quite, "Oh, I see, the night you came to our house crying your eyes out. The same day Yunho walked in on us showering together." Hankyung glared at Yunho, Shooting daggers at him with his eyes. I pleaded with Hankyung to understand, "Hankyung, please, you remember in the club, what I told you? Believe me, it will never happen again." I see my friend looking from me to my love. If he didn't accept us as a couple, then I would have to choose between my best friend and the one I care for. "Jae, I'm sorry, I just can't accept this. This should have never happened. Knowing that he hurt you, I don't think I can forgive him, not even for you. I could never do that to Sungmin. If Yunho really loved you, he would have walked away that day. He would have walked away to cool down, not force himself on you. I'm sorry, Jae, just not right now, ok." I looked at Hankyung, "Well, I'm sorry to, but I'm not breaking up with him, just because you can't forgive him. I have and thats all that should matter to you. Not that you have a say in whether or not if I stay with him. If I have to choose then I choose him." I snapped at Hankyung.
Sungmin walked forward, putting his hand on my arm. "He's not asking you to choose. He would never do that to you. He knows how much you love Yunho, just give him some time to get over you being hurt in that way. You remember that day you guys first met? So yes, this could be kind of hard for him to take, he wasn't there to protect you, like he was the first time. Jae, just give him some time and the Hankyung you love as a friend will be back." Sungmin looked at me knowingly, as we all went to take our seats as the teacher came into the room.
end of FB
I sighned as I slowly drift off to sleep. Might as well give in, I can't fight it anymore, so tired. As I slept, I felt myself spiraling out of control, and then a flash of bright white light. I look around and see that I'm standing beside a huge glassy, calm, lake, with flowers and trees surrounding the area. I look forward and see Yunho dressed in a grey tux with a white calla lilly pinned to his dress coat. I glance around again and see a small gathering of people sitting in white wooden chairs with a asile going down the middle. Glancing down at myself and see that I'm wearing a white tux with a white calla lilly also pinned to the tux coat. Closing my eyes, I opened them again, and this time I see a clergy man. I see two men standing, one on the left side and one on the right side of Yunho, smiling over at me. I hear cannon in flutes and strings being played as everyone rose up from thier seats, as I slowly walked down the asile covered with red and white roses. Walking slowly, I now am standing in front of Yunho, with a small boquete of red and white roses and white calla lillies. Turning, I hand the guy beside me my boquete, it was Hankyung. I gave him a small grin, then turn back to Yunho. Yunho took both of my hands in his and we turned to face the clergy man. "Dearly beloved. We are gathered here today to witness the joining of this couple in the bonds of matrimony. Who gives this man to be wedded to this man...?" Brrriiinnnggg!!!. My head jerks up as the school bell wakes me from my dream. I felt that the dream was in someway trying to tell me that my life with Yunho was going to be long. This had been the second dream that I had about our future.
The first one came last night. I had dreamed that Yunho and I had adopted two babies, one a boy, and one a girl. Yunho and I had still been together to see our children grow up, get married and start families of thier own. I smiled as I gazed over at Yunho. "What?" Yunho asked me, "Do I have something on my face?" I giggled as I watch him try to wipe away nonexistant dirt from his face. "No, I just love you, and I think we're going to be together for a long time." Yunho laughed and said, "What makes you say that?" I frowned up at him, "I just know. And besides, don't you want to be with me for a long time? I can see us in the future and we're still going strong." I see his eyes soften and Yunho smiled down at me. "Your the only one I want. As for the future, we have to take one day as it comes. You never know what life has in store for you. But, I know this, not matter what I love. As long as you love me, I'll contuine to love you. I'll love you till the end of time, Jaejoong."
A/N OMG!! I'm going to die from all this mushiness. Someone PLEASE give me some ideas, to cut some of the cuteness. I could go on forever with this!!!!!!
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