My Slave YAOI chapter 43
prove it to me.....
Ryeowook's pov
The ride to Kyuhyun's house had been a silent one, as I tried to think of how to tell him about my boyless relationships, and even more about my sexless relationships. I guess I could just go with the flow, he'd never know that I've not done it before. My nervousness had my hands sweating and my belly quevering.
It seemed that in no time at all we are standing in Kyuhyun's bedroom, and he's taking off my shirt. I feel the cool air of the room hit my skin, making it prickle, and the quevering from earlier became full blown shakes. I watch as Kyuhyun takes his shirt off, and I'm surprised at how muscular his body is. His torso lean, Kyuhyun is tall with long legs. I swallow hard as I see his hands go down to the button of his jeans, undoing them and then unzipping the zipper. He looks at me as he pulls the soft jean material down over his hips and off his legs, kicking them to the side. He now stands in only his boxers,and he slowly walks over to me with a small smile on his face, like he knows a secret. "Ryeowook, aren't you going to take the rest of your clothes off?" Before I could answer, his hands where at the waist band of my pants, undoing them for me. Still looking at me he pushed them down to my ankles, he bends down and slips them off my feet, leaving me in my undies. I know I'm red, never having been disrobed in front of anyone before, so I keep my gaze on the floor.
I feel his arms come around me and pull me into his warmth, our chest coming against each other. I gasp out at the contact, and lift up my head, only to have Kyuhyun lower his and claim my lips. The softness of his lips surprised me, and he tasted good, so I opened my mouth, and Kyuhyun slides his tounge in. I lift my arms to hug his neck as I feel one of his hands wander down to softly caress my behind. I softly let out a moan, as my tounge meets his. Kyuhyun's mouth leaves mine to kiss down my neck, he finds my adams apple and sucks on it, causing me to swallow hard again, and moan out his name.
He lifts his head, "Lets go to the bed, Wookie." I nodd my head, because right at that moment I couldn't speak if I wanted to. Pulling me by the hand, he leads me over to the big bed, and he reachs down and removes the comforter off to the foot of the bed. Slowly, I climb in, and then it hits me what I'm about to do, and I think I better tell Kyuhyun about my inexperience, but then his body is covering mine and I lost all thought as he kissed me.
Kyuhyun's hand slides down my body and back up to my chest to tease my nipples. I feel tingles run through me, and I arch my back. I keep my eyes opened so I can see Kyuhyun and what he's doing, but soon the feelings messing around with me, had me shuting them. Somehow, without me knowing, he managed to rid himself of his boxers, and me of my underware. I felt him move against me and I gasped as I feel him against my private part. He's hard, and big, my eyes widen as I felt his length against my thigh. Fear started to seep into me, and at that moment I thought I wanted to stop. Nervously I cleared my throat, thinking I'd tell Kyuhyun that I didn't want to go on. "Kyuhyun? Kyuhyun...I've never...I..I don't want.." Feeling shy and awkward with him, I feel heat stain my face as he looks down at me. "I know Ryeowook. I've known the whole time. I'ts ok, I'll teach you all you need to know. Just relax, ok." I feel my body slowly relax at his words. He knew, but how, I never told him. All thought left me when I felt his hand encircle my hardness, and started strocking me. I look up into Kyuhyun's eyes as he ask, "Does it feel good?" I groaned and he grinned down at me. He moves his hand faster and I could feel pressure build up at the base of my spine as the urge to cum over took me. "Kyuhyun! Ummm...I'm going to...uuggg!" I bit my lip to keep from crying out. As Kyuhyun ran one hand up and down on me, his other came up to undo my lip, "Let it out, don't hold it in. I want to hear your moans." At that my head flung back and I cried out as I came on Kyuhyuns hand. I watch him as he leaned over me to the bedside table to grab a bottle of gel. Still breathing hard, I closed my eyes, only to have them pop back open when I felt Kyuhyun part my legs and slowly insert a finger into me.
I felt a burning in me as me moved his finger in and out of me. Gasping out, oh no, how am I supposed to do this when just his finger hurts this much? I started to worry as he slid another finger in to join the first one. I felt my body stiffen, and I tried to wiggle away from the pain. Kyuhyun looks down at me and frowns, "Try to relax, it won't hurt as much." Is he nuts! How am I supposed to relax through this burning pain in me? My behind was throbbing already and he wasn't even in me yet.
Kyuhyun moved to kneel between my thighs, lifting my legs up to his waist. I felt him position his head at my entrance, slowly pushing it in. The tears almost immediately started to run down my temples to wet my hair as I shook my head no. "No! Kyuhyun!" My mucles down where we were joined tightened around him. My body stiffened, when he didn't stop, but kept slowly entering my body. My hands clutch his hips, trying to push him out. "Kyuhyun! KYUHYUN! STOP!!" I felt like my insides where being pulled a part. He didn't stop, but went all the way in me, and he layed still. He lowered his head and kissed me, "It's all right, the pain will go away, I promise. Ryeowook, look at me, baby. Stop straining against me, relax your thighs around me." I tried to loosen up and felt the burn deminish some, but the pain was still there.
I felt his small movement in me, but it wasn't as bad as before. The more he moved the better it felt, and all of a sudden there was no more pain, as pleasure took over. I gasped out as the first wave of pure lust rode over me. I moaned out and the hands that where pushing was now pulling Kyuhyun to me. I moved my hands from his hips up to his chest, scraping my nails over him. Kyuhyun moved faster in me setting a hard rythem as I heard his deep groan. I reach to his shoulders and pull him down to me, "Faster, Kyuhyun." I breathed in his ear, as I felt the same pressure, as before, build up in me."Ugggg...faster, Kyuhyun!" I cried out, my back arching up off the bed, my legs falling to the bed, and spreading wider. It was almost unbearable, the need to cum was almost unbareable, then I couldn't take it. One last cry out and I spilled out onto my stomache. Kyuhyun slid his hands down to beneath my knees, pulling them up, and thrust in me harder, finding his release quickly, he let his liquid heat fill me.
Kyuhyun slipped out of me and reached down to the foot of the bed where the covers where and covered us up. Getting settled down, he pulled me to him, and hugged me. "I don't know why you found it nesseary to lie to me. Did you not know that even if I didn't know you like I do, that I would still have figured out that you have never layed with a guy before? Don't lie to me again, ok. Theres nothing that you can not tell me. In fact tell me everything, I want to hear it, expecially if it's about you." I felt myself blush under his steady gaze. That was Kyuhyun, so straight forward, and uncut. The idea that he had been with guys before didn't bother until tonight. I sighned as I think of all the different lovers he has had. With me not even knowing how to do a simple blowjob. My virginity was something that I had protected, so I could someday give it to Kyuhyun. Now that I've given it to him, I wonder if he knew that I waited just for him. "Kyuhyun, you know why I never slept with anybody, right?" I asked. He gazed in my eyes, "Yes, I know. You have no idea how it makes me feel to know that I was your first. I was hoping you would wait for me. I had been waiting for you for so long. I thought that someday, you would wonder what you've been missing out on, and be with someone that wasn't me. I have waitied for my best friend to decide that he could be my boyfriend, that he could love me, like I love him." I felt my breath catch. "You love me?" I asked shyly looking deeply into his eyes. "I Love You, Ryeowook. Do you love me, or was this a one night stand?" I glanced down, only to feel him lift my face back up to his, "You should know that I don't do one night stands. I love you too. I was just afraid to tell you. I didn't want to loose you. At least being your friend, I could be close to you. I've been wanting to tell you, but fear that you would be disgusted with me kept me from telling you." Kyuhyun frowned down at me, "Why would I be disgusted? That would be the pot calling the kettle black. I would be a hypocrite if I felt that way. No, I could never feel that way about you. What we shared tonight was out of this world. I know you where hurt and I'm sorry about that, but the next time it will hurt less. Each time it will hurt less and less, until there will be no pain, just plasure from me to you." I felt his arms tighten around me, "I love you, Wookie." Sleeply, I smiled as I felt sleep cloud my head, I whispered, "I love you to, best friend."