My Slave YAOI chapter 50
still at the hospital
Yunho's pov
I looked at Jae's lowered head as he kissed Mrs. Kim's forehead. I cleared my throat, "Jae, do you want to have our baby?" I asked him, feeling a flush rise to my cheeks. Jae's head slowly lifted and he had the strangest expression on his face. Maybe..disbelief. "Yunho, you do know that I am a guy, right?" Jae repiled to my question, his brows furrowed. I walked over to the window to cover my aggatation, my gaze on the people coming and going from the hospital. Did Jae not feel the same way. Is he saying if there was a way he wouldn't do it. Wouldn't get pregnant. Have my child. Start a family with me. I glance over to him, my eyes showing the sadness if felt from his answer. "This is the one time I wish you where more feminine. I just wish it was possible to get you in the family way." Jae frowned at me as he rose from his mothers bedside, "The last time I looked I was still a male. I didn't magically grow breast and a pussy over night. And I believe it still takes overies and a womb to make a baby, and as far as I know, I don't have either of those. I wished I could give you a baby too. But seeing that it is medically impossible, I don't see how thats going to happen. Look," Jae ran his fingers through his hair as he walked over to the sink, turning to lean against it, "Why don't we talk about how we are going to have babies after we get married, ok." Jae muttered as he walked back over to the hospital bed, sitting in the chair he just vacated. I sighned as I see the concern for his mom in Jae's eyes. I was a dick for even bringing this up right now, anyways. What, with his mom hurt and his dad not talking to him, yet. "Yeah, I guess we do need to wait until after we're married to even be thinking about having kids." I walked back over to the hard chair and sat down. I silently watched Jae as he lovingly took care of his omma.
I can feel a little twinge of jealousy over the love that I had seen between the two before. How I wished my mom was more like Jaes. More open to love and hugs. Even though, It did surprise me, the way she acted towards Jae when they came home. She was caring and showed that she was human with human emotions. I just would like for her to show that kind of affection towards me, now. My mom has been a little more open though. Almost like she was trying to get closer to me, even if it was through Jae. She touched me more and even hugs me now. It felt weird at first, because she wasn't the type to let me touch her, but, as time has passed the last couple of days, it has gotten more easy to deal with. I even come up to her now and she doesn't act like the plague is coming towards her. It felt good to know she cares, if even for a little bit. Maybe we can get the mother-son relationship that Jae and his mom has got.
Jae turned his head towards me, "Yunho, do you mind if we wait until omma can be at the wedding. Hold off for two or three weeks. I really want her there." Jae's eyes smiled as he thought of his mom seeing him walk down the aisle. Seeing this, there was no way I could say no. " I knew you would want to. You know it's alright with me. We still have a few things to do before the big day." I chuckled as I saw the delight on his face. It made my heart warm to see this kind of love on his face. I felt my own love for him expand and everyday it keeps blooming, until I thnk there will be no room inside of me for all the love I have for this, my pretty boy.
I get up from the seat and walk over to Jae. I pick him up out of his seat and sit down, setteling him down on my lap. "Jae, what about your appa? Will you call him to let him know about your mom" Jae shook his head no, "I will leave that up to her. I will explain it the best I can, and then the decision will be hers. She might be mad when she finds out what he did. Then again, I don't know. She loves him as much as he loves her. But, still, I'll leave it up to her, if she want's to talk to him then I'll call him, if not, well..." Jae turned to glance at me over his shoulder. I see sadness come into his eyes from his broken family. It hurts him, I know. Hearing him cry at night as I hold him, it breaks my heart and I wish I could make it all go away for him. I don't know, somewhere in the back of my mind, I know this will work itself out and all will be fine. It's just gettig to that point. Getting to the point where there is no more hurt and forgiveness comes in. But then I don't know Jae's omma well. she could be totally different from Jae, and not give her husband a second chance. Maybe she will not forgive him for giving up her son so easily, if even temporarily. She may not see things like her husband does, and may not want him to know she's even alive. I didn't know, I just know, all these thoughts where circling around in my head and a few weeks before my wedding to the most wonderful person on earth.
"Hay Jay, weren't you shocked at how fast my mom found us a clergy man to marry us. She said he was coming all the from Canada." I laughed, "At least in Canada we'll be married if not in Korea. But hay, we'll have a marriage certificate at least." Jae giggled, "Your mom moves so fast. We haven't even set a date yet and she already wants to know all the little unimportant details. Plus, I already told you guys, it's all planned out, so don't worry. I know what I want. It shouldn't be that hard to get the stuff, it being a simple ceramony and all." I wrapped my arms around Jae's slim waist, "You could have the biggest wedding of the year if you want, Jae. I'll give it to you. I will give you everything your heart desires, and then more, if it's in my power to do so." Jae laid his head on my shoulder and closed his eyes, "As long as I have you, I want for nothing, Yunho." Jae whispered to me. Turning his head, Jae's lips feathered over mine, lightly kissing me.
a/n sorry guys changed my mind on the mpreg thing. but i do have some plans for them. I'm going to write a sequeal that will deal with babies and jaes mom and dad and the rest of thier friends. and i believe this fic will end with them getting married ok.