Oct 10, 2008 16:18
Jaejoong's pov
A week has passed since the discovery of my mom in the hospital. And it found me sitting in a tux speciality shop looking through magazine after magazine of way to formal tux's. A forefinger and tumb pinching the bridge of my nose as I feel the pressure of a pounding headache coming on. Yunho and I had been sitting at the glass sufaced table trying to find the perfect outfits for our wedding for two hours. Getting fed up with the shop owners less than helpful attitude, I shove the magazines away from me, "I have told you more than five times. I do not want something this formal. I want something simple,one in gray and one in white" Looking over to Yunho, I shook my head and started to stand up, but Yunho's hand on my wrist stops me from moving. Yunho glares at the shop keeper, "Do you have anything that is not in them books?" Yunho asked pointing to the offending pages in front of us. The owner sighns and nodds his head yes and disappears into the back of the shop, only to reappear afew minutes later with two plastic covered outfits thrown over his arm. He walks over to the wall where a couple of hooks where screwed into the wall. He hangs the bundles up and gently takes off the plastic wrapping to reveal the same suites that I had dreamed about. One a silver gray, the other a pure white.
I slowly rose up from my seat and walk over to the suites, fingering the hem of the jackets. They where perfect. Just what I had dreamed and here they where. I felt tears come to my eyes as I look them over. I turned to the shop owner, "We'll take them, with two white button up shirts, two gray and white stripped ties and matching shoes and socks. They're exactilly what I want." Yunho came over to stand beside me, looking at my choice of of wear. Turning, I smiled at him, "Do you like them, Yunho?" I ask, knowing that this was our wedding, not mine alone. But knowing from the past few days what he was going to say, I steadied myself for his rejection of my choices. He turns and gazes at me, "Is this what you want? You could get something more elegant if you want." I sighned deeply. Yunho and his mom had been trying to get me to 'upgrade' everything. Sometimes I felt like they didn't like the decisions that I had made for the wedding. Today its the suites. Yesterday it was the cake. Mrs. Jung had tried her best to get me to order a seven teir cake, made with the finiest chocolate. I stood firm in what I wanted. Even though I didn't dream about the reception, I kind of knew what I wanted there, too. The cake, I wanted to be made of white chocolate ganze, with raspberry filling in between the three layers. Yes,just three layers, not seven. The sugared roses and calla lillies where to be red and white to match the wedding's colors. Here to, Mrs. Jung had 'suggested' that I choose more 'sutiable' colors for the wedding, a pale mauve and and a light golden color. As poiltey as I could, I told her I would stick to the colors I had already choosen. I still had to choose what we where going to serve for dinner to the guest. I was tempted to do that by myself. If it had not been for Yunho's insisting that he was with me through the whole planning of the wedding, then maybe my stress level would be lower and I wouldn't feel like strangling him right now.
"What is wrong with the suites that I've choosen?" I huffed out at him, feeling annoyance bounding up inside of me. Yunho puffed out his cheeks and ran his fingers of the material, to the hem of the gray jacket. "Nothings wrong with it Jae. It's just plain. Are you sure you don't want more of a formal suite for our wedding?" At his question, I felt my patience snap. I whirled around and stomped out of the shop, walking quickly down the street. I left Yunho and the shop keeper starring after me.
The only feeling in me was hurt. It hurt that I had to fight for every single thing that I wanted in my own wedding. I could have changed a few small things, but Yunho and his mom wanted to change the big things. The special things that I hold in my heart. They couldn't understand that I wanted a simple wedding, not some elebrate gathering to show off wealth. I was walking pretty fast now, when I felt arms come around me, bringing me to a halt. "Jae, what's wrong, baby?" I hear Yunho ask me. I felt a shuddering breath leave me. "Why do you and your mother want to change everything? Is what I'm planning not good enough for you? Are you ashamed to have a simple wedding?" I whispered out to him. Breaking his hold on my waist, I turned to look up into his face. I see understanding cross his features and he hugs me. "Jae, everything you've picked out is perfect. If this is what you want then this is what you'll have. My omma will just get over the fact that this is not some big party that she can parade us around at. This is our special day, and I know what your planning will make it all the more special. Anyways, I get to plan the honeymoon." Yunho smiles devishly at me, and I suddenly wanted the wedding to be over quickly,so we could get to the honeymoon part.
We link arms as we walked down the street. "Jae, wanna go to the hospital to visit your omma?" I grinned and we headed off to see my omma.
Entering the room, unho and I walk over to the bed. Omma is resting peacefully, with her delicate little hands on her rounded tummy. I smiled as I gently placed her hand in mine a gave a light squeeze. At this touch, her eyes slowly opens and she turns her head to me. Gasping, I feel tears come to my eyes as I followed my ommas hand as she reached up and touched my cheek. "Mom, your awake!" I gawked at her as she laughed at my surprise. "Yes, dear. The doctor told me I was well enough to come out of my deep sleep. They've also told me that you and Yunho have been here everyday to visit me. But what about your appa?" Yunho and I looked at each other, "About appa...."
a/n finally, i'm caught up to winglin. so the updates will be slower, )= but i'll try to update often, only a few chapters left to this fic, yeah!!!
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