My Slave Yaoi chapter 54
This chapter is dedicated to chloe1910 . Happy Birthday ^.^
song from this moment by shania twain
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything
and everything and I will always care. Through weakness
and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
Jaejoong's pov
I starred at the guy in the mirror reflecting back at me. His eyes where shining, and he had a soft smile on his lips.
Excitement coursing through my body, I felt anxiuos to become Jung Jaejoong.
Yes, this is the day that I have been waiting for. The day I become one with Yunho for life. I feel tears of happiness fill my eyes as I think of whats to come. Could I be any happier? Could my life get any better? Yes, I believe that it could, with Yunho as my husband.
Still looking in the mirror, I lifted my left hand to touch the white gold cross hanging from my ear. The earrings where a present from Yunho. When he gave them to me, he only asked that I wear them today. As I lowered my hand, I caught the glent of my engagement ring on my finger. I smiled as I held my hand out in front of me. He's given me so much...and I have gave him nothing. At least thats what I thought, but he has told me differently.....
~FB~
We layed in bed that night, Yunho had given me the ring that day. I turned my body to face him, propping myself up on my elbow. "Yunho, have I told you how much I love my ring?" I asked him. Yunho pepped up from under his lashes at me, "Hmmmm. You might have mentioned it."
I pouted as he layed there on his back,hands crossed under his head.
Then a thought struck me, "Yunho, you gave me this precious ring, but, I haven't gave you anything in return." YUnho's eyes popped open and he suddenly was turning towards me, propping up on his right arm, "What do you mean you haven't given me anything?"
I shook my head at him, looking him in his dark eyes, "Well, I didn't get you a ring. Wasn't I supposed to get you one too?" Yunho groaned, "No. Men do not wear engagement rings." I huffed, "And what the hell am I, if not a man?" I snapped at him, getting miffed at his attutide.
Laying down on my back, not wanting to see him.
Yunho leaned over me, bringing his left hand up to touch the side of my face. "You are the one I love. Yes, you are a guy also, but, I wanted to give you this ring as a sign of my love to you. As for not giving me anything..." I felt YUnho's hand trail down to rest on my neck just below my ear, his fingertips at my hairline.
He lowered his head to where his lips were just brushing mine, "You have given me your everything." Yunho whispered kissing my lips, "You gave me your first kiss." He kissed me again, softly, then slowly he lowered his head to just below my chin,his hand slowly making it's way down my body to rest on my hip. "You gave me your virginity." Yunho moved his mouth lower on my neck, gently nipping and sucking, drawing quiet moans from me. "You have given me your heart." another addicting Kiss, "You have given me your mind." I gave another moan as he moved his mouth back up the center of my throat, kissing my adams apple, my hands reaching up to circle his neck. "You have given me your soul." A lick, then a kiss, "You have given me your perfect body." I gasped as his mouth came back up and claimed mine.
That night Yunho showed me how much I had given to him. Over and over and over...
~end FB~
Smiling, I was lost in the memory of that night, and did not hear the door to the bedroom open and then gently shut, the lock clicking in place. I jumped when I felt a strong pair of arms encircle my waist. I looked at Yunho through the mirror, our eyes meeting. I felt Yunho's heat through my thin boxers and white tee-shirt, my body reacting to the closeness of Yunho's body next to mine. "Yunho, you know it's bad luck for us to see each other before the wedding." I muttered to him. Yunho kissed the side of my neck, "I'm not superstitious." He whispered in my ear, "Your wearing the earrings I got for you." My hand went back to the shiny crosses, "Yes, they are lovely, Yunho.Thank you for them." I felt his arms tighten around my waist, pulling me in closer to him. I knew what he wanted and it was an hour before the wedding was to begin. "Yunho, no. Not right now. We are about to get married." I tried to break his hold on me. He moaned, not letting me go, "We have over an hour before then. Please Jae." I jerked my head to the side, "Jung Yunho! You better leaver right this moment or i'll get the guys in here. I'll scream bloody murder, and have everyone in here. You can wait until after the wedding." I said to him in a strong voice, meaning what I said, even though I was having a hard time telling myself the same thing.
Yunho dropped his arms and stepped back, "Fine, fine. But tonight you are mine!" I turned and smiled at him. "Tonight, you can have me as many times as you want. Right now we need to get ready. Our rides will be here in thirty minutes to take us to the lake." I laughed as he pouts and gives me puppy dog eyes, "That's not going to work. You can wait." I took him by the hand and led him to the door, unlocking it. Before I could open it there was a soft knock. Yunho and I glanced at each other, I reached out and opened the door. My omma standing on the other side of the door, smiling brillantly at us. Then she saw Yunho. "Yunho! What are you doing in here? Your not supposed to see him before the wedding, it's bad luck." Mrs Kim stated as she ushered a gaping Yunho out the door, "Go get ready so you can marry my son." Closing the door in Yunho's stunned face. I laughed because he looked like a fish gasping for air, before the door closed I blew him a kiss, and Yunho, finally smiling, reached up and caught it with his hand and stuck it in his pocket, to be redeemed later tonight.
Saehe's pov
Saehe turned back to her son. "My baby boy." She muttered as she walked over to the bed, patting the spot beside of her, beckoning her son to sit. She watched with pride as he walked over to her. My son, she thought to herself. Reaching over I enveloped my son in my arms, "My son, you have grown up so quick." I felt tears sting my eyes, as I drew back to look him over. "You will make Yunho a fine spouse. He doesn't know how lucky he is getting a good boy like you."
Saehe watched as her son flushed and lowered his head. She smiled and took his hand in hers. "I'm so proud of you. Today is your wedding day. After you say your vows, you will be Yunho's. You will be a true Jung. You must remember to make us proud. Always obey your husband in all things, never make him angry, and always make sure he is always satisfied. I guess I don't have to tell you that." I watch as a delicate blush creeps up his face. My son is not a virgin. I didn't expect him to be, not with a boyfriend like Jung Yunho. Yunho's escapades where well known. He was not discreet about the many different boy and girl friends he has had. At first I had been worried for my son, him being so innocent. I was afraid that Yunho would use him and then throw him away like he did with all his other relationships. My mind had been set at ease, when I saw how well Yunho treated My Jaejoong. I could see the love in Yunho as he watched Jae, and I knew he would always watch over and protect my only son.
I held my sons hand as he looked down at our joined fingers, "Omma, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for yelling at you and treating you like that in the hospital. Theres no excuse for it. I don't know what I would have done if you where to lose the baby because of me. I'm not a good son. A good son does not yell at his sick mom." He raises his head up at me and I see the regreat in his eyes. I lifted my hand and cupped his cheek, "You are a good son. And I forgave you the minute you did it. No harm was done, and I think I might have a little understanding as why you did it. I know your love Yunho. But, don't think that because I let you slide this time that I will let it go again. You must remember to respect your elders, and most importantly your parents." Jaejoong nodded his head and drew me into a hug.
I hugged my son and stood, "We must get ready. We cannot leave Yunho waiting at the alter." I walked over to the door opening it. I paused to look back over to my son, "You will know the life of a married person today. Treat your husband well, Jaejoong. Love him like you will loose him tommorrow. Love him like there is no future for you. Hold on to him as if he would slip away at any minute. Life flashes by so quickly, cherish these moments and make good memories with each other. Don't argue and fight, be a good wife." Saying this I quickly left the bedroom tears finding there way down my cheeks. Tears of happiness for my son.
But in my heart I felt like I was loosing my baby boy, and it hurt.
end of Saehe's pov
I watch my omma leave, her words ringing in my ears. A good wife? Will I be the right wife for Yunho? I smiled at how he makes me feel. Yes, we are right for each other, no doubts there.
I walk over to the closet and took out my suite, covered in clear plastic. I stripped the plastic off and gently run my fingers over the soft material. I couldn't help but think again, Today is the day that my dreams are coming true. I smiled as I slipped the button up dress shirt off its hanger and put it on. Following that up with the white slacks and the gray and white striped tie, my jacket sliding on last.
I finger combed my hair and took a last glance at myself in the full lenght mirror. I was ready. I took a deep breath, steading my rapid heart beat. You hear of people having a bout of nerves on thier wedding day. Cold feet.
I didn't suffer from that problem. Me, I just wanted to get started with it. I was anxiuos to be Yunho's forever, and the waiting was beginning to wear me down. I didn't know if I could stand being away from him a minute more.
Thankfully, when I thought I would explode, or walk a divet in the carpated floor, the door opened for the third time revealing Mrs Jung. I smiled timidly at her as she walked over to me. "Are you fretting dear?" She asked me. Fretting? Who uses that word anymore? And hell yes I was fretting, I wanted to get going. But, I wanted to ask her something first...
"Where you able to get in contact with him?" I asked her hope in my eyes. Mrs. Jung sadly shook her head no, "I'm sorry dear. We tried to get ahold of your appa, but, obviously, he's not wanting to be found right now. It'll be ok. He's missing your wedding, and it's not like we haven't tried to find him. He's just still grieving." She tilted her head at me. "I still don't see the need for you not telling him about his wife being alive." She spoke bluntly. I answered back just as bluntly, "My mom doesn't want him to know just yet. To me thats reason enough for right now." I see acceptance flash through her and she smiled, wlking over to me. "You look beautiful, Jaejoong. Yunho is lucky to have you for a wife." I blushed, that was the second person who has said that to me in less that ten minutes apart. Did these women think alike, or did they get together and plan on what they where going to say to me. I sighned, "Thank you, Mrs. Jung." I walked over to the dresser and picked up the bundle of roses and calla lillies laying there. Turning, "Are we ready to go?" The two moms and I where riding in one limo and Yunho,his dad, the two best men, Yoochun and Kangin, and my 'men of honor' Hankyung and Sungmin where riding to the lake together.
I was thrilled when Hankyung agreed to stand beside of me. When I had asked him, I was scared that he wouldn't. I believed that he still disliked Yunho. But since the engagement ring thing at school, he seemed to be accepting of Yunho. I was happy that he would get over his rage at Yunho. I didn't want my best friend and boyfriend at odds with each other. Of course, if Hankyung was going to stand beside of me, I had to ask Sungmin, too. He said yes right away, jumping in excitment at the thought of being in my wedding. It was funny. Sungmin and I had never been that close, and at times in the past, I had detected some jealousy in him. Lately, now that he knew that I didn't love Hankyung, we have been getting closer. We talk now more than we ever had. I finally broke down and told him what happened the night I came to his house. He was understanding and didn't force me to talk about it. I think he wondered why I would still want him. But, I think he knows. I saw him looking at Hankyung and then at Yunho one day, then turning his face towards me and smiled. So, yeah, I think he understands. It is love that he understands.
Mrs. Jung brought me out of my past when she took my hand in hers and led the way to the door. It was time to go. Time to get married. Time to bind myself to the only person I'll ever love.
Yunho's pov
I paced nervously in front of the ceramony alter where Jaejoong and I were to exchange our vowls. We had arrived at the wedding site fifteen minutes ago, and Jaejoong still wasn't here. My mind was in utter chaos
as I thought of the many reasons why he hadn't showed up yet.
I was making yet another lap when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to find Yoochun smiling at me, "Man, you need to calm down. He will be here soon. Your mom just called, they have left the house and are on thier way here.
" I let out a loud sign of relief, "Thanks Yoochun. You had no idea how much I needed to hear that." I watched my friend grin at me, then let his eyes drift over to his lover sitting with the rest of the guys in the white ladder back wooden chairs.
I looked around for the first time, noticing the decorations. I really had to hand it to Jaejoong, he really made the lake front look beautiful. The trees had swags of roses and calla lillies hanging from the branchs, it being so late in the year that the blooms on them had already fallen off. But that didn't deter Jaejoong from having his blooming trees. A smile ghosted over my lips as I see the many vases filled with flowers resting around where the chairs and the platform of the stage was set.
On both sides of the podium where two huge flower agrangments made up of roses, calla lillie and orchads. It was simple and just perfect for the wedding that Jaejoong had wanted. I was now glad that he stuck with what he wanted and didn't let me my mom talk him into something different.
Everything was set to go. The priest was behind the podium. My two best men standing by ready. Jae's two "men of honour' where waiting at the back of the asile, ready to walk down and take thier places beside the blushing bride. All that was missing was Jaejoong.
I turned to look up the asile to see the most amazing sight that I had ever seen.
There stood my pretty boy, my lover, the other half of my soul, my future wife, my Jaejoong standing waiting to walk down to me. He looked like he glowing, and his big eyes sparkled so brightly that I was able to see them from where I was standing.
My mom walked down the aisle escorted by my dad to take thier places in the front row of seats. I watched as Leeteuk cued up the wedding music that Jae had selected, a soft sweet meolody floating in the evening air, 'Cannon' in flutes and strings, wafted and made a web of romance surrounding the guest as well as Myself.
I walked over and took my place on the podium, Yoochun and Kangin, moving in beisde of me. I never took my eyes off of Jaejoong.
The guest rose to thier feet as he took his place at the head of the asile, his omma by his side, arms linked.
Jae lifted his eyes to me, his lips softly curving up, as he kept his eyes on me the whole way down the asile. They came to a stop beofre the prist. Saehe looked at her son and gave him a reassuring smile, and patted his arm.
I moved to stand beside of Mrs. Kim, my hands sweating as I waited for the priest to say his words, "Who gives this man to be married?" The priest asked looking at Jae's omma. Saehe gently took her son's hand and my hand and joined them as she said, "I do." She leaned over and kissed Jae on the kiss and then turned to kiss me on the cheek. She smiled and turned to take her seat next to my parents in the front row. Then the guest sat back down to hear the vows exchanged by the two boys.
My eyes moved over Jae's face, touching on his pert nose, his high cheeks, his cute chin, his pale smooth skin flushing red. The priest droning on about till death do us part. I raised my hand up and touched his soft cheek, cupping it my hand. I moved closer, and in a clear strong voice, I interrupted the preacher, "Jae, you are so beautiful." I watch as his eyes widen and then looked over to the priest, "Yunho, not now. He's trying to marry us." I moved my hand to press a finger against his mouth. "It's alright, Jae." I lowered my head, "Jae, will you always blush like this for me? Will you always be my innocent little pretty boy? I promise that I will treat you good. I will always care for you, always love you, till the end of time. My heart has only your name written on it. It's engraved in the deepest part, never to be erased. You have enchanted me with your beautiful eyes and sweet nature. I don't know how I was lucky enough to win your love, but I'm grateful that it is me you love, and no other. I want us to be together for the rest of our lives. When we are old and gray, and have to use canes to get around, I will be comforted knowing that you are by my side. On my death bed I will whisper your name. Your name will be the last breath that I take, and when we meet in heaven, your name will be the first thing that I say. I love you, Jae. I will love you always. I do take you in all your ways. All your perfect and inperfect ways, and I will count myself lucky to get to hold you each and every night, from now until eternity." I breathed the last words as my mouth closed over his cherry red lips, kissing him deeply. "And I now pernounce you man and...man?" The priest looked unsure of how to say it, and the family and friends seated laughed and cheered as the newly wedded couple kissed, "May, I present The Jungs!" The priest exclaimed.
I broke the kiss laughing and sweeped Jaejoong into my arms, him squeeling and laughing as I took off down the asile to the waiting limo, to redeem the kiss that was blowed to me earlier.
A/N ok, this is it guys. the last chapter, I hope you liked it and was what you expected. I felt my heart almost breaking as I wrote this chapter. the next chapter will be thanking the readers and announcing the sequel to this fic. ^.^