Touched
beated by moon1084
Touched
Yunho's pov
We sit in the Dong Bang Shin Ki apartment, the five of us in the living room watching Ironman.
Jaejoong and I sit on one of the two couchs in the livingroom, covered by a afagan.
Yoochun and Junsu on the other couch, with Junsu's head lying in Yoochuns lap. Changmin sprawled out in the one chair in the room.
I had one arm throwed over the back of the couch, my fingers twirling Jae's light brown hair around.Slowly, I moved my hand down under the throw so that it was laying on his small thigh. I smirked when I felt him stiffen from the contact.
Two weeks. Thats how long we've been seeing each other. It's been wonderful. Fullfilling in everyway possible. Still, not long enough for Jae to loose his bashfulness around me. Jae was still a little shy when it came to the touching and affection that I rained on him. It was only when we where alone and loving each other that he looses his shyness and becomes bolder with me.
As I touch Jae, I let myself remember back, reminding myself of the fateful photoshoot that we had together. It was the day that I found out that my feelings where more than just brotherly love for Jae...
~Flash Back~
"Yes, thats good. Just like that. Now Yunho move your arm around Jae's shoulders. Yes, like that." The photographer snapped a few more shots and then moved over to get a different view. "Ok, that's good. Now, this is the last shot of this position, but, your head management just called and they want one more pose from you guys. Your change of clothes are in the dressing room." The photographer moved off to his laptop to upload the images that was just snapped, while the assisiting staff rushed around to change the props, while we left for the dressing room.
Yes, this was a YunJae photo shoot. The other members where here watching from the sidelines as we posed in 'friendly' positions.
Jae and I made our way to the changing room and went in. We both stopped in our tracks, and our eyes meet. One face had humor, the other showing horror.
On the table where two pairs of boxer briefs, one in red with Yunho's name pinned to it, the other in black with Jaes name. Two robes layed across a chair. Nothing else. Just two very skimpy pair of underwear, underwear that leaves nothing to the imagination.
"They are kidding, right. There's more than this. There has to be more than this." Jae said flately as he looked at the offending garments laying on the tabel. I shrugged my shoulders, moving forward to pick up my designated 'outfit'. "It's not like we haven't seen each other naked before, Jaejoong. This will be no different."
Jae turned his head to me, his eyes widening, "What are they planning on doing with these pics, selling them to nudie mags." I laughed, "No, I believe that would be illegal, if we didn't agree to it, I think. Look this is just a photo shoot, ok. Nothing more. It's a job, that's how we need to think of this." Jae nodded his head and we turned our backs to each other and stripped, sliding into our new clothes, then covering up with the robes.
We made our way back to the site and stood frozen at what was in front of us.
The plain background from a few minutes ago was gone replaced by a big bed covered in black silk. The fake wall behind the headboard of the bed was draped in black silk. There was a candelabra hanging from the celeing, the candels already lit. The bedside tables held small groups of lighted candels. Just then the lights in the studio dimmed and the candels gave off a soft glow over the bed, making the silk sheets shimmer like a black sea.
"Umm...Yunho?" I looked over and saw a nervous Jae. I have never seen him like this, his face red, but his brown eyes held a soft glow from the candels, as he looked at the romantic setting before us. I reached out and took his hand, "It's ok. Remember what I said, It's only a photo shoot nothing more." Jae nodded once more, small teeth worrying his bottom lip.
Right then the photographer came over to us, "Yunho, you go on ahead and get in the middle of the bed." I smiled reassuringly at Jae and took the robe off, earning a few gasps from my band mates. I climbed in the middle of the bed, and sat there waiting for the next set of orders. I didn't have to wait long. "Yunho, fold your legs, crossing them at the ankles. Yes like that." I sighned as I looked back over to Jae, the last shoot then we could go home.
I hear the photographer tell Jae to get on the bed. I watch as the robe drops to the floor, he walks over to me and crawls on the bed sitting in front of me. I notice for the first time the slim waist. The long legs. His feminine features. His plump, candy red lips, and it all excited me beyond belief, and I thought of things that shouldn't be running through my head to begin with. "Alright now Jae, straddle Yunho and lean in close to him." I raise my face to Jaes to see him turn redder as he slowly sits on my lap, his legs twining around my hips, I had to bite the inside of my cheeks to keep from moaning out loud. "Sorry, Yunho." He whispered. I laughed,uneasily, "It's fine, lets just do this and get it done." Even as I was saying this, I could feel my heartbeat quicken. Jae and I was close, but we have never been this close. The photographer interrupted my thoughts as he told Jae to scoot in closer to me. I feel Jae lift himself up and then sit back down, this time his stomach touching mine, or groins against each other, and I swear I just heared Jae moan. "Jae? Are you alright?" I hear his shaky breath as he says he's ok.
"Yunho, put your arms around Jae. Closer. Closer. Hold him closer to you." I groaned as I moved my arms tighter around Jae. " I think they want you to hold me like we're about to have sex, Yunho." I groaned again and slid my hands down his back, my fingers splaying over the curve at the beginning of his behind. I pulled him in closer to me, our groins rubbing against each other. I hear Jaes shocked gasp, and then the photographers, "Yes! Thats perfect! Now Yunho lean your head to the side and look down at the bed. Jae, place your mouth on his neck, like your kissing him there." I felt Jae's mouth hoover above my neck, and the picky photographer cried out, "No. Touch him. Touch his neck with your lips and close your eyes." The crazy camara man must have got what he was looking for, because he started shooting shot after shot of film.
I could feel Jae's slight body trembling, and held him tighter to me. I felt his lips move against my throat, and then felt a little of the skin being sucked in. My eyes popped open as I felt him kiss me....for real. I felt his slight movement as his hips jerked and found something really intresting getting hard between our bodies. Jae was getting turned on by this!
"Now, Jae turn around and get in between Yunho's legs." I heard Jae mutter under his bteath, and knew what he was thinking. He had a 'little... big' problem, but, still he turned, face flushed. The photographer noticed his problem and asked for a ten minute recess, so Jae could rid himself of his problem.
Ten minutes later, Jae's back between my legs, face redder than before. I noticed he wouldn't look at me, and grinned. I think my band mate has a crush on me. My grin faded as I thought about this. Jae has a crush on me? How do I feel about him? I realized right at that moment, as Jae's ass brushed up against me, that I liked him also.
The photographer giving us direction, I moved my arms around his waist,bringing him to rest against my chest, and bent my left knee, making a perfect v for him to fit into. His left hand comes up to rest low on my left thigh, his right hand rest on my hands at his waist. Jae tilts his head to the right, closing his eyes, and making a small pout as I kiss the side of his neck. Smiling, I did the same thing to him that did to me. I heard his low moan and felt his hips move again. My fingertips that was underneath Jaes hand slowly slid down, inside of Jae's waist band, rubbing the soft smooth skin there.
Right then, I hear the photographer say that we where done. I watched as Jae,clumsily, got up from the bed, turned to look at me, and then grabbing the robe, slipping it on, took off for the dressing room.
That night back at the apartment, Jae went to our room and closed the door. I knew that he was getting ready for bed and decided that I would join him. Slowly, I opened the door, and crept in, closing and locking the door behind me, we didn't need any interruptions. I looked to the center of the room, and see Jae was just bending over to pull up his boxers, when he looked over and saw me standing, watching him."Yunho!" He gasped out, his big eyes getting bigger as I walked over to him. I smiled as I took the boxers out of his frozen hands and tossed them aside. I gazed into his shocked eyes as I lowered my head and claimed his lips. I felt him stiffen before he relaxed and started kissing me back. I swept my tongue over his lips seeking entrance, which he granted me by opening up for me. My tongue slid in and caressed the roof of his mouth, and then strocked his tongue with mine. Slowly I lifted my head, "Do you agree with this?" He looked down and then quickly glanced back up at me, "Yes." He whispered, "Are you sure? I'm going to do more than kiss you senceless. You know what I want. Do you still agree?" Jae looks into my eyes and "Yes.".....
End of Flash Back~
That night had been Jae's first male on male experience. It had been so good, and he had been so shy. But, I fell in love with him more as the night went on.
My face on the tv, I cut my eyes to the side to watch his reaction as I subtly moved my hand on his leg, working my way to his inner thigh and rubbing the soft skin through his thin boxers. The corner of my lips twitched as I see him jerk his head down to look at his lap, then looking over to me.From the corner of my eyes, I see his lips quiver, his throat work as he swallows hard.
I kept my face on the tv as I moved my hand over his now pebbled flesh, moving upwards, feeling the heat that was coming off his skin, through his clothes. I felt his hand close over mine, squeezing, stopping the upward progress that I had in mind. I smiled as I gently shook his hand off and contuined, the elastic band of his boxers my goal, the soft skin under his belly button was what my searching hand was looking for.
Stealthly, I slipped my hand under the waist band and covered him with the palm of my hand. He twitched under my fingers as I clasped him in my grip. I turned my head, looking over to him, seeing his eyes on his lap, drawing his plump bottom lip in between his teeth, biting,as I slowly moved my hand.
I hear his quick intake of breath, and see his eyes dart around the room. I laughed gently as his pink face turns to a brighter shade of red. Leaning over, I kissed him on the lips, gently nipping his bottom lip so he would open up to me. As soon as his lips parted, my tongue slipped in and I tasted honey. I loved kissing Jae, he always tasted so good. Then I smiled at another thought. My little boyfriend always felt good, too. His body, while it may be small, was musclaur, hard in all the right places. His skin though, is soft, white, and supple. It entices me to nibble and leave my love bites all over him. He looked like a little china doll, one that I wanted to put up in my curio cabinet and never let anyone touch.
I smiled as I felt his mouth move beneath mine, his lips soft, his tongue shy as it danced with mine.
I moved my hand faster, and felt Jae's hands comes up to grab my arms, as he moaned into my mouth.
Jae turned his head from mine, his mouth near my ear, "Yunnie, please. The others, they might hear." He whispered, while glancing around again.
I laughed, "Well, come on. We'll take this somewhere more private then." I threw off the afagan and stood, holding my hand out to him. He looked up at me and slowly slipped his hand into mine, rising to his feet. We made our way down the hall and into the bedroom.
Jaejoong's pov
Standing in the middle of the room, we looked at each other. "Jae, come over here. I can't touch you all the way over there." Yunho muttered to me. I wanted to snort, I was standing right in front of him.
My stomach felt like it had butterflies in it. I had no idea why I was feeling like this. It's not like this is our first time together, but for some reason, I felt like this WAS our first time. In fact, everytime felt like the first time with Yunho. And everytime it felt better than the time before.
Everytime, Yunho made me feel like I was the only person on earth. Like I was the only one he has ever cared about. And at times, I wonder if I'm good enough for him. Good enough to love him like he needs to be loved, to deserved to be loved. And always, I remind myself that he came to me first. He made first move. The first step to this relationsip that we where in.
I had liked him, but was afraid of what that 'like' would do to us, what it would do to the band. Yunho had reassured me that they didn't need to know, that they could just mind thier own business, and if we where careful, we'd never be caught. That was the risk, being caught, even though, I knew that there was something going on with the YooSu couple,also, way more than fanservice.
I walked closer to him, our hips, and chest touching. Lifting my arms I twined them around his neck and stood on my tiptoes to peck him on the lips. I let my tongue
flirt with Yunho's lips, fluttering over the plump bottom lip and then, sucking in his top lip at the same time inserting my tongue inside Yunho's wet cavern. I teased the roof of his mouth with the tip of my tongue, running it over his gums and then pushing in again. Tilting my head, I deepened our kiss, as I let my hands trail down his chest to his waist. Pushing my hands under his shirt, I felt the hard muscles, the built up pecs underneath the palms of my senstive hands. I felt his shudder as I teased his nipples into hard peaks, pinching and then rolling them between my thumb and forefinger. I raised my hands further, Our mouths parting long enough to pull off Yunho's shirt, then meet again, kissing softly.
I lowered my hands to his boxers and deftly pushed them down to his knees. Bending to kneel on the floor in front of Yunho, I pulled his boxers the rest of the way off, pushing them to the corner.
My hands travel up his long strong legs, rubbing his thigh muscles as they found thier way to his groin. Slowly I take Yunho's length into my hands, caresseing him gently. I run my hands from tip to base and then add my mouth. I swallowed him whole, my nose hitting the soft hair at the base of his hard cock.
I loved doing this to Yunho, he always tasted like forbbiden fruit to me. The salty taste of his skin as it slid in my mouth always never failed to turn me on. The feel of his pre cum coating my tongue, making me moan as he thrust his hips, making him go deeper. Sucking hard, I feel the warm rush, as Yunho cums, sliding down my throat. Standing back up, I licked the residue off the side of my mouth with my tongue, knowing that it would drive Yunho crazy. And it did.
I felt his hand snake around my neck, jerking me towards him, his lips claming mine in a lusty kiss. I feel Yunho's hand jerk my shirt up and over my head, our kiss breaking just long enough to let the shirt fly off and to the side of the room. His hands at my waist, as he roughly pushes my boxers down my legs. His roughness making me giddy at the thought of what he would do to me.
Yunho pushes me backwards and I land on the bed, sprawled out, with Yunho landing on top of me. I moan at the feel of his weight on top of me, pushing me into the bed.
Yunho slowly crawls down my body, kissing my chest, ribs, and then fianlly, my belly. I wiggled under him as he went lower on me, his breath whispering over my need. I feel his lips lightly touch my tip and my hips jerk forward. "Yunhooo...." I whimpered as he teased me with his tongue, not taking me into his mouth and finishing me off. I tangled my fingers into his hair holding him to me, showing him what I needed from him. Yunho obliged by slowly, oh so slowly taking me in his mouth, but not sucking. Just running his mouth around my head, his tongue lightly touching the underside of my aching cock."Umm.." I moaned out, and jerked up, again, going deeper in his mouth.
I gasped out when Yunho suddenly sucked my head, hard. I pushed my hips up everytime he took me in. I closed my eyes as Yunho faster, my hands still yanking his hair. My toes curling into the sheets as I came in a sudden rush, crying out as I drowned in the pleasure.
Yunho leaned back on his hunches, leaning over to the bedside table to grab the oil that we kept there. Popping the lid, he poured a small amount into his hand and slicked his fingers up. Tossing the bottle to the side, he then spread my legs and gently slid a finger inside of me. I whimpered at the pressure that came with the invading finger, my muscles squeezing as he worked to relax me. The pleasure overcoming me in an instant, drowning out any discomfort. "Yunho, why are you taking so long?" I gasped as I shifted my body trying to get yunho's fingers to touch my most sensitive spot.
Yunho withdrew his fingers, I watched through half lidded eyes as he spread oil on his hardened length. He moved in closer to me, wrapping my legs around his waist. He pushed the head of his cock against my opening, the with one swift movement thrust completely within me the first time.
"Yunnie! Ahhh...!" I gasped out from my lovers deep penetration. My hands grasping Yunho's wrist, while Yunhos hands held a tight hold on my hips, not letting me fasten up the pace like I wanted. The slow, rocking motion about driving me wild.
I tightened my legs around Yunho's waist, bringing Yunho in closer to my body.
Groaning out,I lifted my butt of the bed as far as Yunho's restricting hold would allow me, striving for a faster rhythm. I whimpered out my frustration, as Yunho was intent on his slow, tortorus thrust.
"Yunho, baby...faster!" I panted as I felt my body straining against the taller boy above me.
Yunho
Lowering my head, I sealed our lips together. I was greedy for his taste, for the satiny feel of him. Greedy for his panting cries.
I knew he wanted it faster, and, I wanted to saviour the moment. I withdrew, only to push back in, pushing up against him, making his hips lift alittle with each thrust. His hot wetness coating me, the slippery feel making me want to go faster, but I controled my urges and maintainted the slow pace that I had set.
I raised my head up and looked down at the trembling boy beneath me. I love his big shimmering eyes, the phantomless depths held many erotic secrets, that I intended to uncover. The now swollen red lips that know how to kiss in perfection, begging to be kissed again. His pale skin that glistened with sweat, slick as we moved our bodies together.
I moved in him harder,not faster, just harder, just to see his eyes shut tight, his luscious lips parting, chest heaving, his whimpers and moans begging me to go faster to push harder.
I moved one of my hands from his rocking hips, to slowly move over his belly. I felt his muscles tighten as my hand grazed over him, up to his ribs to rest on his chest, over his rapidly beating heart.
I lifted my body up, readjusting my kness so that they where hugging both sides of his hips, his legs falling to the bed. I bring both of my hands to rest on his belly, rubbing the smooth whiteness of his body. Still in my slow rhythm, I moved in him. I raised my hips and grind into his heated groin, groans escaping me as I gave in and moved faster.
Jaejoong thrusts up his hips at each movement I made in him, digging his heels in the bed. His hands making thier way to his hardness, strocking, running his fingers over his length. His eyes closing, teeth biting his lower lip, as he pleasured himself. I slowly moved my hand to cover his, moving my hand with his as we both caressed him. He slipped his hand from underneath mine, letting me caress him. I watched as he moved under me. His movements sensuous, his hips rolling in rhythm with mine. I closed my eyes as I felt this incredabile hotness build up in my lower back and lower region on my groin.
I felt Jae clamping down around me, his body quivering as he spilled out on his belly, moaning at the release he felt. I gazed at him as he slowly brought his hand to his belly, his fingers trailing through the fluid. He lifted his finger to my lips, our eyes locking as he slowly slid it inside my mouth. At the taste of him, I felt myself cum hard inside Jae, coating his insides with my hot liquid. I groaned out around his finger as I sucked on it harder, licking every drop off that his slender finger offered. I opened my mouth and his finger slid out and landed on his belly.
I rolled off him, laying beside him. I turned and took him in my arms, thinking how lucky I was to have him as mine, and mine alone.
"Baby, you know how much I love you?" I whispered as I kissed his sweaty head. I looked down and see his shy smile. I laughed, "No need in being shy now." I laughed harder as I see his face turn red. I tighten my hold on him, pulling him back against me. "The day we had the YunJae photoshoot, I knew I had found the one I was looking for in you. You'll have no idea what I went through as you touched me. When I hold your hand, it fits perfectly in mine. When I watch you sleep, I sleep peacefully knowing that your beside me. And when you touch me, I feel my heart soar like an eagel soaring in the big blue endless sky." I felt him turn in my arms, his big eyes shinning. He wraps his arms around me and lays his head on my chest. I feel the love inside of me bloom even more. I know from his simplest touch how much he loves me, I do not need words when his actions tell me all I need to know. When his touch makes my heart flutter, and my plus skip. "I love you, Yunnie." I hear his whispered, sleepy confession, and feel my heart swell even more. I look down to see him drift off to sleep. His words leaving me feeling breathless, but his touch is all I need. I slept that night with a smile on my lips.