Beast of the Matter chapter 19
beta-ed by moon1084
Eunhyuk's pov
My eyes roamed over the room. The coven and the pack sat in the living room, with the exception of the leaders, who where downstairs. The others where discussing the advantages of going down to separate them again. I shook my head as I stood to my feet, "Just leave them alone. Let him have his werewolf tonight." I said to them as I made my way to the kitchen. The guys look at me in surprise. I never have anything to say, but, tonight, I just felt that Jae should enjoy his time with Yunho while it lasted.
I walked over to the refrigerator and opened the door. Leaning in I see the special bags of blood and was reminded again of last night. Or of what didn't happen last night.
~FB~
I thought for sure that Donghae would try and have sex with me last night. Instead when we got to the bedroom, he went straight for the shower. I changed into my pj's and climbed into bed. Laying there on my side facing the bathroom door, I see the door open and the wolf came out, fully dressed in his nightclothes.I had felt my heart speed up as he walked towards the bed. I could see the outline of his body in the shadows of the room, and I drew in a steadying breath. Tonight was going to be the night.
Donghae walked over to the other side of the bed and slid in beside me. I laid there waiting for his touch. Waiting for him to roll me over and lay his body on mine.
But, the touch never came. Instead, I hear deep breathing and I look over my shoulder to find him asleep. I didn't know what to feel, what to do, so I just laid there, and finally fell asleep.
~end of FB~
I frowned as I took out three bags of regular blood. I drank quickly as I thought of the reasons why last night didn't happen. I had just finished the last bag when JunSu came into the kitchen. He walked over to stand next to me, opening the fridge he to took out a couple of bags of blood and drank, throwing the empty bags in the trash.
Junsu turned to look at me, "So, what's wrong?" I glanced up at him, "What makes you think anything is wrong?" I muttered to him. I turned and looked at the table.
Junsu walked over to the sink leaning on it next to me, arms crossed at the chest, "Well, it's not everyday you let yourself express what you think." I raised my hand and
scratched my head, thinking, not about what I had said in the living room, but, if the vampire lounging next to me got any last night. Absentmindedly I replied, "Just thought they needed to get it out of their systems." I see Junsu nod his head, "Yeah, we kinda thought the same thing after you left the room." Junsu turned his body facing me, "Are you sure that you are ok. Seems like there’s something on your mind."
I shook my head and looked down to the floor, "Junsu, did you and Yoochun, you know. Do it last night?" I asked as my cheeks turned pink. When he didn't answer, I glanced up at him to see a strange smile on his face, "Oh, yeah we did it last night, and it was good. No, it was great." At that moment Ryeowook came in, "Yeah, it was great because you topped!"
Ryeowook smirked as Junsu turned to glare at the mind reader. "You keep out of this. You don't play fair with that mind reading ability you have." Junsu snapped at him. I was still in shock that Junsu had topped the wolf. The very manly looking wolf at that. The very dominate, always being in control, looking werewolf. "You topped Yoochun?" I didn't really mean to say it out loud like that, but, there it is.
Ryeowook laughed again, "He did, but now he's wants to know what it would feel like to be under the wolf." Junsu narrowed his eyes at Ryeowook, "Would you shut up. You know, you don't have to tell everything you see in my mind." Junsu turned back to Eunhyuk. "So, why ask me that kind of question?"
I looked back down at the wooden floor and frowned as I thought of Donghae. It bugged me to no ends that he didn't turn to me. Why would it bother me? It's not like I want to have sex with the wolf. My brows knitted as I lifted my head to look at Ryeowook. Ryeowook laughed, as he walked over and took blood from the fridge, "Ahh, this is classic. He's mad because the wolf didn't take him last night." Ryeowook downed the blood and disposed of the bags. Turning back to me, his smile disappeared as he further read my thoughts.
"No. Don't think that way. I thought that way to and it's not true. There must be a reason why he didn't assert himself last night." I shook my head, “What other reason is there, other than he just changed his mind. Maybe he doesn't find me attractive anymore." I looked at my two vampire brothers, "Am I not attractive? Is there something wrong with the way I look? I thought I looked pretty good, for a dead person." I pouted and decided to put it behind me, "So what if he doesn't want me. I'll live. It's not the end of the world right."
The two vampires looked at me and then Ryeowook smiled, "It's not what you think." He turned to leave, but I took him by the arm, "What do you mean it's not what I think?" Ryeowook, just smiled, "You'll find out soon enough." Ryeowook smirked as he turned, "Oh, come Ryeowook. Don't do this to me." I cried out to the mind reader as he left the kitchen, laughing.
I turned back to Junsu, "What is with him? He should at least tell me what he saw. You know warn me or something. That Donghae was so rough the other night in the alley way. I need to at least prepare myself." Junsu just shook his head as I rambled on. "You know, Eunhyuk, just take it as it comes." Junsu said this as he left the kitchen. I frowned again, "What kind of advice is that?" I shouted out to him. Junsu just kept shaking his head, walking away. These brothers of mine where no help at all!
I stood against the sink for a minute, then walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs to my bedroom.
I closed the door behind me and shrugged out of my shirt, while walking over to a shelf that held my cd player and the stored cd's. I slowly thumbed through the cd's until I
came across the one that I wanted. I popped the lid of the cd player and set the cd inside, pushing play. I walked back to the center of the room and removed my pants and socks. Now clad only in my boxers, I looked into the full length mirror as the fast hard beat of the music filled the room.
I let myself go, my body swaying. I watched myself in the mirror as my torso twisted and turned, back flexing and hips popping to the tune of the bass pumping from the speakers.
I danced to relieve my mind. I danced to forget that for a minute, the one person I shouldn't want was the one person I did want. And I danced to forget that same person seemed to no longer want me.
Sweat dripped off my chin and down my bare chest, making trails down my stomach and wetting the band of my boxers.
My sides started aching and my feet where stinging from stomping on the bare wooden floor.
I ended the dance with a twist of my arms over my head and a finale hip thrust. I let my hands fall to my sides as I tried to calm down my rapid breathing.
I looked in the mirror and see the flushed vampire starring back at me. Then I noticed the figure leaning against the door, feet crossed at the ankles, arms crossed at the chest. He was just watching, nothing more. The sudden sight of him had me gasping out and turning swiftly to face him.
"How long have you been in here?" I managed to gasp out. Donghae smiled as he pushed away from the wall and walked over to me, "Long enough. I wondered why you had that great mirror in here. I just thought we could use it in a different way." My eyes widened and I stepped back from him. "Different way?" I squeaked out, as Donghae stopped in front of me. I tilted my head back, "Oh, yes a totally different way to use it."
Donghae took me by my arms and for the first time it crossed my mind that I only had boxer shorts on. but, for some reason I wasn't embarressed. Donghae walked me over to stand in front of the mirror. He turned me so that I faced it, with him behind me.
I lifted my eyes to my reflection and saw a thin vampire with a pink body and face looking back, only this time, with a dark wolf behind me. I shivered as he lowered his head, "If I knew how hot you looked dancing..." The wolf didn't finish the sentence, and my skin pebbled as his breath ghosted across my shoulders and neck. I felt his hands wrap around my waist, pulling me back, flush against his chest. His lips found my neck and nipped.
"I thought you didn't want me." I whispered softly. Donghae moved his mouth down to the curve of my neck, "What made you think I didn't want you?" I gasped as I felt his hands move from my waist to my stomach, rubbing, then moving lower, lower, lower, until he was touching my hardness. A moan escaped as he lightly brushed his fingertips over my swollen tip.
"Y..you d..didn't last night." I bit my lip as he added pressure on me, making me squirm under his touch. "Ummm...if I did this last night then..." Donghae moved his hand back up and slid it under the elastic of my boxers. I gasped out when his hand touched my bare flesh, "...then?" I whimpered as my hands came to his thighs for support as he pumped me, his fingers wrapping tightly around me.
"Then... this wouldn't feel as good for you. Waiting heightens the pleasure. Plus, I knew you thought it was going to be last night. I didn't want you to know when I was going to take your virginity." I shivered at his soft voice. "What I'm interested in knowing, is why you didn't think I wanted you." I felt Donghae's hands quickly move and then I was standing naked in front of the mirror, Donghae quickly stripping me of my boxers. I quickly tried to hide my nudity from his eyes by crossing my arms over my groin area, and rising one foot off the ground. I was to embarrassed to look in the mirror.
Donghae slid his left hand back down to my aching cock and his right hand came up to grasp my chin, making me lift my head and look in the mirror, "Surely your not thinking that I don't find you sexy." My eyes grew big, "Look at your body. What's not sexy about it. You look like an angel to me. An angel that I want to make fall from the heavens and taint with the feelings of elation as you come for the first time. Look at your face. The perfect contours. Your pouty mouth, beautiful eyes, sculpted cheek bones. so beautiful to me." I was breathing hard by this time. My face red, and my body trembling. His hand between my legs, made me not forget that he found that part of my body a turn on too, as he stroked me.
Donghae turned my head to the right, and his lips came down on mine. First kiss. Ohhh...this is nice. Donghae's lips moved against mine, "Kiss me back, Eunhyuk." I slowly opened my mouth, trying to mimic Donghae’s moves. I kept my eyes open and they widened as he slipped his tongue inside me. The alien feel of him inside my mouth made me gag, and I tried to draw my head back. Donghae moved his hand from my chin to the back of my head, forcing me to accept his tongue. I struggled slightly until I got use to the feeling of him in me. My mouth relaxed and I started touching his tongue lightly with mine. My eyes slowly drifted closed.
I feel Donghae slowly turn me around and pull me in closer to his body. I startled when I came in contact with a naked body. What? When did he take his clothes off? My mind was clouded as he kissed me down my neck, then back to my lips.
I opened my eyes as the wolf broke contact with me. Looking up at him, I gasped when he suddenly picked me up and carried me over to the dresser. The dresser! Why is he taking us to the dresser, surely he's not thinking about us doing it there. I looked at the dresser only to breathe a sigh of relief when Donghae opened a drawer and took out a small tube of clear liquid. I looked at it, "What is that?" Donghae glanced down at me, "You really are innocent, aren't you?" The wolf laughed as I frowned at him, "Don't worry you'll know soon enough." He walked us over to the bed.
I landed on the bed with an ummph, Donghae following, his body laying on mine, then he rose up onto his elbows. I brought my hands up to his chest, tracing the lines of
defined muscles. He was lithe, with an athletic build, not bulky. My hands shook as they slid down his chest to his stomach, splaying over the flat surface. Not sure if I should go on, I stopped.
I raised my eyes to the werewolf’s face and see his eyes closed. He looked like he was in pain. He noticed that I stopped touching him and opened his eyes. He lowered his blue eyes down to mine, "Don't stop." He growled in my ear. I shook my head slightly and he grabbed my hand and slid it down between our bodies.
I felt his hardness under the palm of my hand, and I tried to jerk my hand away, not wanting to touch it. The feeling of being impossibly shy overwhelmed me. Donghae wrapped my fingers around his length, moving my hand up and down him. My fingers flexed a he grew, my grip widening.
Shyness fading, my curiosity taking over, and I explored him. My hand moving on their own, from the tip to the base, I let my hand wander over him.
Donghae's breathing became ragged, his body tensing, and suddenly his hand is on mine stopping it's movement. "That's good. Now it's my turn."
Donghae slowly gathered my hands in his and anchored them above my head, holding me by the wrist in one hand. I looked up to my bound hands, and tried to move them, not liking the feeling of being immobile. "Umm...Donghae, could you let go of my hands?" I tugged on them harder as his grip tightened. "No. Just hold still, you'll like this." I became very still as he leaned down and kissed me roughly, biting my lower lip. I gasped at the sharp pain radiating through my bottom lip. No! I didn't like that! I moved my face away from him, he just moved down to my throat, marking me on his journey down. "Donghae, my hands." I whispered, "Shhh..." Then I felt his teeth sink into my nipple and cried out, my body bucking up against him.
There was pain, but there was also a tinge of pleasure in what he was doing to me. He moved to my other nipple, giving it the same treatment, before going further down to my stomach. That's when I feel him release my hands, his hand going back between my spread legs.
What where these feelings coming over me? Why did I feel like I wanted to run one moment, and then give in with wild abandon the next? The shock waves rocking my body scared me, and I knew we weren't even to the main part yet. Something bigger was coming and I knew I was about to find out what it felt like to have the wolf in me. I feared this as much as it excited me.
I gasped out as a slick finger slid into me...down there. While I had been distracted, Donghae and lubed up his fingers. My hips shifted on the bed when he added another finger in me. His fingers moved, stretching my entrance. The gel making it easier for him to prepare me, slowly, the thrusting fingers widened, and I felt a stinging sensation.
The wolf slipped his fingers out and spread my thighs wider, pulling my knees up and to the side.
Was I ready for this? I guess it didn't matter, at that moment I felt his tip, where his fingers had been. I cried out in pain as he slowly made his way in me. The sting was
there, my body had stiffened up, my bottom had tightened around him, and then I felt myself relax around him. The pain slowly melted away, only leaving the feel of Donghae in me. Somewhere deep in my mind, I knew that some of the pain leaving was nano's at work, but, I also wanted to think that I just wanted Donghae, and so the pain was less.
Donghae lifted to where he was on his knees, and took my cock in his hand, slowly stroking, but, still laying deep inside me. I moaned as he moved for the first time, moving in a slow rhythm.
I spread my legs further, giving Donghae better access, more liberty to fill me and to feel him more. I felt a deep pounding pulse inside my body and it vibrated outward, the cadence of our moans lifting and then descending in perfect harmony.
The wolf leaned over and placed his hands on the mattress, his face close to mine. "You are so tight. You feel so good." He gasped out, and I moaned at the intense pleasure he was giving me. His hips driving into me faster, harder, and I slung my legs around his hips, letting them hug him tightly. My hands found their way to his back, lightly
pressing into his shoulders.
Body arching, hips lifting, eyes shut tight, and fingers holding on firm to sleek muscles. I felt myself coming closer to an intense release.
I heard Donghae moan and thrust harder in me, getting nearer to his orgasm, and that seemed to take me over my limit of what I could take before I exploded between us. Donghae, a few thrusts later, poured himself into me, his warmth seeping in my soft passage.
I laid there beneath him and a small grin started forming. Amazing. He was amazing. Now I wondered what he would be like rough. What he would be like if he just lost all control. tThe control he tried to keep reigned in so tightly tonight. I could feel a wild animal like savageness under the gentleness, and wondered what it would be like to be taken like an animal. I felt Donghae lift himself up off me and slid to the foot of the bed, where the covers had been kicked off in our excitement. Donghae settled in beside me and pulled the covers up over us. He turned and pulled me into his arms, his head resting on the same pillow as mine. And again, I had to wonder why he was so gentle tonight. Maybe sometime, he could show what it feels like to be ridden hard.
I felt his chest rumble behind me, "What?" I whispered to him, "You don't have to worry, I'll show you all the ways of love, so stop thinking about it and go to sleep. We have a meeting tonight with the rough vampires if they decide to come."
This information got my attention, "A meeting with the rouge vampires? When did this happen?"