Falling For You chapter 9
beta-ed by moon1084 (=
Jaejoong leaned against the counter as he waited for Junsu to add the three different cheeses’ to their macaroni. He pursed his lips together as he watched his brother smile and hum while he prepared his dish. He watched as he took up a big wooden spoon and stirred the cheeses’ in with the noodles and cream.
He pouted as he turned and looked at Kibum taking a pan of fluffy biscuits from the oven, also looking like the world was offered to him on a silver platter.
What was wrong with these boys today? They looked so happy, but then, Jae knew he also had been walking around with a silly smile on his face. His pout turned into a small smile as he reminisced about the events of this morning.
Oh yes, he had reasons to be happy, floating on air, being a total air head.
He had nearly burned the fried chicken and nearly boiled the corn on the cob dry. He just hoped that the teacher hadn't been paying to much attention to him today or he might get a failing grade for day dreaming about his sexy husband to be.
Earlier while at his desk during the lecture, taking notes of all the different kinds of fungi that were edible and those that weren't, all he thought of was Yunho's hands on him. While he had been thinking this, his dream went from Yunho touching him, to them making love. He'd been half hard all day, and just about groaned out load when his fantasy heated up to levels hotter than the kitchen he worked in.
Still thinking of the morning, Jae helped his brothers set the table, sitting in his usual place when all was set.
He glanced at his brothers. They all three shared the same love struck looks and Jae couldn't help but giggle, and this caused a chain reaction of giggles around the table.
After their momentary fit passed Jae smiled at his brothers, "I'm so happy guys. I never thought that I could love Yunho, but I do." Jae couldn't help but to blush as his brothers made kissing faces at him.
This day was good, surely there could be nothing to ruin it. It was perfect. After Changmin’s shocking appearance and words, he had went into his bedroom and grinned like a fool. No, he hadn't been mad at Changmin, just a little embarrassed that Changmin had put into words what he had wanted to do so bad. 'Meet the beast with two backs.' Not a very indiscreet way of asking if they'd had sex. Even with the awkwardness of that hallway meeting Jae had went on to shower and dress for school with a spring in his step.
Jae dug into the food with gusto that had been lacking for a while and ate with delight. Kibum and Junsu also seeming to share his appetite, dug in too. They had skipped breakfast and were on the border line of starving. Love flavored their food that day and made it taste more delicious and look more appetizing than ever.
They all had just finished and leaned back to rest their over filled belly's when Jae sensed someone behind him. He turned his head a bit and saw one of the guys that liked to torment him sneering down at him.
"Look at the little gold-digger. Why are you so happy today? Get laid by your husband last night? Did you have to suck the old man’s cock. Did he finger your tight little hole last night?"
Jae was taken back by the attack and gasped in shock. His face turning red in humiliation as the rest of the class laughed at what Hong Gi was saying. Jae looked forward at his brothers who were frowning and shaking their heads. Jae felt his eyes stinging his hands started trembling as he clenched them below the table. Why was Hong Gi being this way? What was so fun about humiliating people?
Jae's ears turned red as Hong Gi went on, his voice high so that everyone could hear, "But then, your old husband is not enough is he? You have to have someone younger." Hong Gi slapped a newspaper down in front of Jaejoong. With his heart in his throat Jae made out the bold black print on the first page of the citys newspaper.
Multi-billionare Lee Seung Chu dying of cancer.
Soon to be widowed wife, Lee Jaejoong to wed Asia's number one
thriller novelist Jung Yunho in an arranged marriage three weeks after his husbands death.
Jae's eyes widened as he read the article under the headline, his hands shaking as he held the paper. Slowly he raised his eyes to his brothers. How did the press get a hold of this information?
As far as he knew no one but his family and Yunho's family knew about the arranged marriage.
Jaejoong's eyes lowered back down to the small print, his face turning scarlet at what was written there. The article didn't talk about Seung Chu's illness, not about his future marriage to Jung Yunho. No, none of these things. Instead it was all about him, and not in a very positive light.
Through eyes that were clouded with tears, Jaejoong quickly glanced at the column of words that told the whole of Seoul Korea how he was such a bad person. Sentences talked about how hw forced the elder man into marriage with him, and what kind of person would marry for money, taking advantage of the man, and bewitching him with his beautiful appearance. It told of Jae's homosexuality, and how he came in-between true love. How his union with Seung Chu had kept the older gentleman from marrying the person he really wanted to marry.
It talked about how he turned a straight man gay, and led the gentleman into a life of immorality.
The paper went on and on along these lines. The more he read the more ashamed he felt of himself, even knowing that he had done nothing wrong.
Jaejoong knew that Lee Seung Chu was a prominent business man in Korea, so he knew he shouldn't be all that surprised that the news of his death and of his remarriage would leak out, but he never thought that he would be degraded in the newspaper, and wondered if this was the only paper that this had been released to; Probably not and that horrendous thought had brought on more shame upon him.
Before he could stop him, Kibum snatched the paper from Jaejoong's numb fingers.
Jae watched his brothers scan over the article before slinging the offending paper
back at Hong Gi.
"So what? It's true." Junsu snapped out at the guy who brought Jae the most grief.
Jae gasped out, his eyes shooting daggers at Junsu.
"Junsu!" Jae whispered, sure that he would just be teased and tormented more now
that the truth was out. Not all the truth, but enough of it to count and make his school
life terrible.
Junsu just shrugged his shoulders, "What? They're going to find out sooner or later about your marriage." Junsu's eyes rose to glare at Hong Gi, "About what's in the article, that's not true. Hyung didn't have a choice in who he married, and I think you're just jealous that Jaejoong's going to marry Jung Yunho. Yunho is a sought after man. And here's something for the newspaper, Jaejoong didn't keep true love apart. Lee Seung Chu and his significant other still see each other, they still have a relationship. Seung Chus and Jaejoong’s relationship is purely platonic, like father and son. And yes he's marrying Yunho three weeks after Seung Chu's death per Seung Chu's last wish for Jaejoong. As if it's any of your business in knowing any of this. This is a family matter, not public. It's a private affair and you along with the rest of Korea have no business asking questions, spreading rumors, talking, or even thinking about what happens in the Lee household."
Junsu face had turned red as he sat back and watched Hong Gi digest what he had just spat at him, smirking.
Jaejoong felt chill bumps run up his arms and neck when he felt Hong Gi's mouth next to his ear,
"So, you are a whore. Once a whore always a whore, ne?" Hong Gi spoke loud enough for the whole class to hear, and Jae felt tears sting his eyes. He was so tired of this, so tired of the accusations being thrown at him by people that didn't even know him. Didn't know of his tender heart, and how easily it, his heart, could be broken with careless words, even from strangers.
"Are you picky about the guy's you let between your legs? I'm sure Seung Chu isn't the only one who gets to ride you." Hong Gi backed off smiling as Jaejoong turned to look up at him.
Jaejoong felt sick at the lustful look in the other mans eyes. As if he would ever let that man touch him. Jaejoong shuddered in disgust, feeling his stomach churn at just the idea of Hong Gi's hands on his body.
Hong Gi walked back over to his table of friends, laughing around with each other. Jae could feel the guys’ eyes burning into his back.
Jaejoong's body jerked as Hong Gi's voice rang out in the school room, "I told you, he's a whore. I bet we could even have a go at him!"
Jae felt the bile rise up and knew he was going to be sick. Rising up from the table, he made his excuses and rushed from the room, the whispers burning his ears. He faintly heard Kibum yell at them to 'just shut the hell up!'
He barely made it to the men's room before all that he had eaten came back up, spilling out in a putrid liquid of acid and partially digested food. Jae groaned as he dry heaved over the toilet, emptying his belly.
He heard the door opening and turned his head slightly seeing his brothers standing beside him worrying.
Jae waved a hand at them, telling them to go. He never liked anyone to see him like this.
Junsu stepped forward a step then stopped when Jae shook his head negatively at him, "No, don't come closer. Just leave. I'm fine." Jae groaned out, his belly turning again.
Junsu not sure, eyed Jae with brotherly concern, "Are you sure, Jae? We don't want to leave you like this."
Jae sighed and bobbed his head as he gagged into the porcelain god he was hugging.
Jae felt relief when he watched the feet disappear and the door close, signaling that they had left him alone in his misery.
Feeling that his belly had settled some and still queasy, stood to his feet and flushed the vile mess down the pipes before making his way to the sink.
Turning the water on as he rinsed his mouth out till the taste of puke was faint, and then still brought the cool clear water to his lips.
Looking at himself in the mirror, he noted his red eyes and runny nose, that he quickly took care of.
He shook his head. They were wrong. He would never allow anyone the privileges that he granted Yunho with his body. Could never stomach the idea of their mere touch, and throwing up just showed how sensitive he was to that thought. Hong Gi and his bully friends could just dream on.
Jae turned to go back to class when he felt himself being pushed up against the brick wall of the bathroom. His body froze as he felt the other body push up against him, stealing his breath in shock.
His only thought, only word he managed to let out through stiff lips, "W-what?" Before an unknown mouth descended harshly onto his. This jerked his sluggish reactions to life and he started to struggle against his attacker, his hands coming up to push the offending body off his. He was wishing he had more upper body strength when the other just pinned his arms to his sides.
Jaejoong gasped when his attacker lifted his head and he could see his attacker. His eyes widened, his mouth dropped open.
Hong Gi smirked, "Why are you so surprised? Why are you fighting? A slut like you should be use to this by now."
Jaejoong shook his frantically, "No! No Hong Gi stop this!" Jaejoong's insides shivered as Hong Gi smirked as he took Jae's lips again.
Jae fought with everything in him, wrenching his head to the side only to feel those disgusting lips on his neck.
Jaejoong felt the rise of vomit in his throat again and swallowed hard. Sweat ran down the sides of his face and neck as his body thrashed against the taller boy.
He opened his mouth to scream but Hong Gi shut him up with his hand over his mouth, his body pressed against Jae hard, anchoring his slender form to the wall while his other hand slid between his legs.
While squeezing him, Hong Gi talked to him in a low voice, "Are you wondering who sent the heads up to the newspaper?"
Jae's teary eyes flew to the man before him, disbelief written over his features, while trying to evade Hong Gi's touches.
Hong Gi just smiled, "Yes, that's right me. And are you curious as to how I knew everything about you?" Hong Gi didn't let Jaejoong answer, instead he told Jaejoong what he had been wondering about since he saw the paper.
"I'm Choi Hea Sook's grandson. My grandmother should have been the one to marry Seung Chu, not you! You ruined her life, took her chances at being Seung Chu's legally away from her. Have you ever thought of someone other than your selfish self, when you forced that old man to marry you? Hea Sook should be the one beside him right now, not a common street whore."
Hong Gi squeezed Jae hard and he let out a cry. Jae could feel the waves of anger flow off from the other guy.
"I heard Seung Chu talking with Hea Sook about divorcing you and making you marry Jung Yunho. Somehow you have that man wrapped around your little finger. All he talks about is you to her. How special you are. How sweet you are, how loving you are. It makes me sick to hear talk of you in that way. Hea Sook smiles and nodds her head when talks about you. She's so loving and caring about everything. I know it hurts her inside to hear him talk like that."
Hong Gi moved his hand bringing it back up to his captured hands and shoving his groin at Jaejoong, forcing Jae to feel the stiffness against him.
Jaejoong knew that if he didn't do something, he would be raped.
"Hong Gi, please. You don't understand. It's not like that! Seung Chu is like a father to me, nothing more. Please you have to believe me, its nothing more than that! I haven't slept with him. He has never touched me, he loves Hea Sook to much!" Jaejoong pleaded as he twisted his body, his wrists jerking in Hong Gi's grasp.
Hong Gi glared down at him, his face unreadable until he spoke, then nothing but disgust showed "Believe you. Why would I believe a word you say? You took everything away from Hea Sook and Seung Chu. They should be spending their days together. Not you and Seung Chu! Who are you but a lowlife con artist. I'm tired of talking. It's time for you to pay up for what you have done to my grandmother. How about you give me some of what you share with others so freely."
Jaejoong's struggles intensified as Hong Gi freed one hand, it coming to the snap of Jae's school uniform. With a flick of his fingers, he had the snap unfastened and the zip pulled down, his pants falling to his feet.
Jae shivered as he felt the chilled air against his bare thighs. He started screaming and crying as Hong Gi stripped his underwear down to his ankles. His sobs chocking him, tears stained his face.
Jae pulled on his arms harder, his fight growing desperate as he felt his attackers hand on his naked body.
Jae couldn't let this happen. Couldn't let this guy touch only where Yunho was allowed to touch, but he couldn't stop him, couldn't fight the guy off.
Jae couldn't move his legs, they were bound by his pants. He thrashed and struggled harder, feeling his body wearing out. "No. Nononononono...." Jae murmured out as the boy turned him around, pulling his arms behind his back and holding them there with one hand, his other hand preparing him for entry. Jae began to panic when he heard Hong Gi's zipper being let down, and then the feel of the man’s tip at his behind.
His body started shacking and he cried out his frustrations against the wall. He jerked his head back and forth, "NO! NO! PLEASE!"
He felt the tip slid between his cheeks, and he closed his eyes tightly sure now of his first time being lost to someone he didn't love and it being taken forcefully from him.
He waited, but the penetration never came. Suddenly the body behind him was ripped away.
Jae heard a noise behind him and turned in time to see Hong Gi's body meet the ground, he was knocked out cold.
Jaejoong turned completely around on unsteady legs and saw Yunho standing there glaring down at the still body on the ground.
Jaejoong whimpered as he tried to go to Yunho only to be held up by his pants. His eyes blurry with his tears, Jae stumbled over to his protector and threw himself into his arms.
"Oh god Yunho! Yunho!" Jae cried out and grasped onto Yunho desperately, his fingers clenching his shoulders, his head buried in his chest.
Jaejoong only felt safe when he felt Yunho's arms coming around his shaking body and holding him closer to his heat.
He felt Yunho slowly push him back, but Jae tried to hold onto him, not wanting to be separated from the safety he found in his arms.
Yunho looked down at him gently, "Jae baby, I need to fix your clothing. Let me fix you, ok." Jae nodded his head. He lowered his face as Yunho kneeled before him, lifting his undies and pants to cover his shame. Jae's body shook harshly, his breathing ragged as the aftermath of almost being raped took him.
The smaller boy's eye's widened, "Yunho. He- h- he almost raped me! He almost hurt me! Yunho! He tried to hurt me!" Jae was screaming this out his hands balling into fist. Jae stumbled over to the body on the floor, bending over he hit the man with his fist and kicked him with his feet, "YOU BASTARD!!! BASTARD!!!" Jae kept hitting the man, until Yunho wrapped his arms around Jae's waist and dragged him away from the fallen body.
Jae dragged in big gasping breaths as Yunho held him.
Yunho whispered in his ear to calm him down, "Shhh baby, I'll take care of him. You just hold onto me sweetie. I'll never let anything bad happen to you, baby, never. You'll always have me."
Jae visibly calmed as Yunho's words soothed him. "Bastard." He muttered one last time before Yunho led him to the hallway, letting him lean against the wall while Yunho dug his phone out of his pocket, and called the police.
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a/n
I'm sorry everyone, it's been so long since i've posted anything, and I really feel bad for that. I'm sorry i have
kept all of you waiting. I hope I still have readers -.-
on a side note: This is probably old news but, I watched Fast and the Ferious the other night and almost had a heartattack when
DBSK's Rising Sun began playing at around 30 min into the movie in the chase scene. There was some major fan girling happening, and my family was looking at me like WTF!!! I grinned like the big dork that I am for the rest of the movie. *sighs*