My Slave YAOI chapter 19 YooSu Big Butt to Su
Yoochun's pov
I stand there looking at Junsu, trying to figure out a way to get him to like me. Deciding to be serious and truthful,"Junsu, I've liked you for a long time. I really do like you, and want to be with you. I know this is fast for you, but maybe, you could find room in your heart for me?"I reach out and take his hand, and I feel it trembling in mine. Looking him in the eyes, and finding uncertantity. "I'm sorry for making fun of your butt, I actually like your butt. I just wanted to see you get mad. I think you look good mad. I know that sounds stupid." Lifting my other hand to his hair and running my fingers through it, then letting my hand fall to his soft cheek. "This is not about getting into your pants or anything like that. I want to be with you as a couple, I want to be with you all the time. Please accept me, Junsu." Pouring my heart out was not easy. He didn't look like he liked what he was hearing. I watch all the emoitions cross his face, he was like an open book, very easy to read. I step forward, putting my hands on his waist. "What if we kiss, and then we'll talk after?" The tip of his tounge came out and moistened his lower lip, and I almost lost control. "Yoochun, I liked your kiss",the smaller boy whispered. I thought I'd heard wrong, and asked, "What did you say?" He lowered his head, "I said, I liked your kiss. I wanted more. I've been thinking about it since lunch. I like you ,too. We can be a couple, but could we please take it slow? I don't want to rush into anything." I felt my heart trip at his confession, "Su, well go as slow as you want, ok. By the way do you like my new nickname for you?" His cheeks reddend further. "Yes,it's better that Big Butt, but, can I call you Chunnie?" Huh? Chunnie? "I guess if you want to." Smiling at him, he looked up at me, "Chunnie um...about that kiss?" He aasked me shyly
Junsu's pov
Yoochun was serious, I could tell by the manner in which he spoke to me. He likes me, he wants me. I feel my stomach flutter at his confession. He's just soo...so right for me. I knew it at lunch ,while we where arguing.I loved our fight, I felt funny admitting that to myself. Now looking bcak on it, I don't think I was angry over him calling me Big Butt, but over the idea that he didn't like me, the more I thought on it the more angry I got at Yoochun. But then the note...the note, he likes me!!! Will I let him in my heart? Of course, he's already there. My hands in his now and I can't even think straight. I don't even know what I'm saying to him. Now he's apologizing for calling me Big Butt, but I liked hearing him call me Big Butt. Call me Big Butt! Call me Big Butt, my mind kept screaming. But then he said something that made me totally forget about Big Butt. Kissing. Yes, Kissing. I thought I'd said it in my mind, "Yoochun, I liked your kiss." Imagine my surprise when he asked me what I had just said. OMO!I said that out loud! Seeing him smile, I relaxed a little. "I said, I liked you kiss." I don't know why I kept on, "I wanted more." Whats wrong with me! "I have been thinking about it since lunch." Oh well, might as well confess, too. "I like you, I want to be a couple ,too" Then I had to make sure he knew he wasn't getting his hands on my cute butt anytime soon. "But, could we please take it slow, I don't want to rush into anything." He said "ok well go slow." Then he called me Su...Su? I want Big Butt! But then I liked the way he called me Su, all deep and sexy. He asked me if I liked it. Well, I said "Yes ,I liked it." I thought for a second, I asked, "Can I call you Chunnie?" His looks at me, "Well, if you want to." I feel my eyes drop to his lips, "Chunnie umm...about that kiss....
Yoochun's pov
That kiss. Moving closer to Su, I let my hand slid around his neck, rubbing my fingers up and down the nape of his neck. I felt the shudders run through him. The corner of my mouth lifted a little, as I watch his eyelashes lower then slowly sweep back up, a blush marking his cheekbones. "So, you liked my kiss ,huh" I ask huskly. I watch as his breathing quickens and he raises his arms to my waist, feeling his finger tips press into my back. Parting his mouth, I lower my head and take possission. Su moans against my mouth, inviting me in, how can I refuse such an invatation. My tounge making it's way inside Su's sweet mouth, I deepened the kiss, we are chest to chest and I feel myself getting hot for him. Lifting my head, I see a flushed Junsu in front of me,"Su ah, come home with me." I look into his eyes, but he steps back breaking the embrace. Bowing his head and looking at the ground,"I can't Chunnie, not right now, please don't push me, ok." He whispers looking back up to me, I see a slight hesatation in his eyes. Oh damn!
Junsu's pov
It's to soon to be with Yoochun 'that way'.He wants me, I know this, but I need time. I need time to get myself ready. To be absoloutly sure that the time is right for me. He's dissapointed, surely he didn't expect me to just jump right in bed with him? I don't mind kissing and touching, but I'm not going all the way with him, yet. I told myself along time ago that I wouldn't have sex with just anyone. Even thought I know Yoochun is not just anyone, he's mine now, but I'm still going to wait. When the times right, we'll both know, until then....well, theres other things that we can do to lessen the tension....
A/N OMG you guys must hate me! well, i'm not done with them yet. this one kinda took on a life of it's on. Oh yeah, um the yoosu couple hasn't done it yet, ok. what will happen, well keep reading to find out^.^