for the m_sariacademy members on my flist as well as others who know what's up
Tidus was bugging me to write this, but didn't want it posted on his journal >_> (italicized lines were the toughest for me to write for him XD)
Maybe Sora was right. He told me that I was just using Roxas to get over him, and the more I consider it, the more I think that maybe...just maybe I was.
I never meant to hurt Roxas, I swear, but...I did and there's nothing I can do to fix it. I honestly don't think we can even be friends anymore, but at least I've got my other friends.
I just..don't know if I should be hanging around Sora as much as I used to, though. I admitted to him that I probably wasn't a good influence on him, and I...don't know why he'd still want to be friends with me. I'm almost afraid to go look for him and ask him. But I'm going to eventually.
Just don't know when.
At least Roxas is with somebody that makes him happy. That's all I wanted for him.
Sometimes I still wish he could have been happy with me, but I blew that when I cheated on him.
I know it's all my fault.
And I deserved everything I got.
Maybe Sora was right. He told me that I was just using Roxas to get over him, and the more I consider it, the more I think that maybe...just maybe I was.
I never meant to hurt Roxas, I swear, but...I did and there's nothing I can do to fix it. I honestly don't think we can even be friends anymore, but at least I've got my other friends.
I just..don't know if I should be hanging around Sora as much as I used to, though. I admitted to him that I probably wasn't a good influence on him, and I...don't know why he'd still want to be friends with me. I'm almost afraid to go look for him and ask him. But I'm going to eventually.
Just don't know when.
At least Roxas is with somebody that makes him happy. That's all I wanted for him.
Sometimes I still wish he could have been happy with me, but I blew that when I cheated on him.
I know it's all my fault.
And I deserved everything I got.