At first I kinda didn't care. It was your choice. But now, I'm gonna beg you. Please give up this whole not eating thing. You need to eat. You can't just stop eating for a few days and then pig out and then feel guilty about it so go on another no eating term. You'll gain weight doing that. Seriously. No joke. I've studied this sort of thing. It may take a while, but seriously. Just... eat. like a normal person. We can't change the ways our bodies work. Trying to live off of not eating would be like trying to pump blood but the blood is lemonade. It just doesn't work. You don't have to eat much, but just eat. In fact, if you only eat a little at a time, your body will begin to notice a pattern, and follow it. Then, you control how much you eat, and you have a lower risk of some sort of compulsive eating time out. Try it.
I also cant change the way my mind works. there's nothing i can do about this, its a mental thing. if i eat, i feel guilty because i can feel myself gaining weight.
you cant even begin to imagine how many times i've wanted to just stop, but i cant. because then i hate myself so much that i dont care if i die and thats not a good place to be.
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I also cant change the way my mind works.
there's nothing i can do about this, its a mental thing.
if i eat, i feel guilty because i can feel myself gaining weight.
you cant even begin to imagine how many times i've wanted to just stop, but i cant. because then i hate myself so much that i dont care if i die and thats not a good place to be.
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