I will be the first to agree this has been a messy situation on all sides. One of the points maintained from the beggining however is that you are a good person and your views were perfectly valid for you. However, I was naive and took what Holly has come to describe as a miscommunication at face value. Hence, extremely disturbing quotes offered as fuel to the fire of concern
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Joe, although we've been learning a lot about each other recently, I want to be very clear that above all things, I value you very greatly as Holly's friend. I also want to be very clear that I never took anything anybody said as hostile or malicious toward me. The primary sorce of aggrevation/pain/sadness was my apparent role in these events. For one thing not everybody can always tell everything to other people, and for the things that Holly can't tell me she has you. For another I am no stranger to being involved in issues that don't have a conventional place for me to be, but many find me to valuable enough as a resource and fair mind to let me be there. Sometimes I really have to push in, when I believe people need help and don't know how to ask or accept it. So far, nobody has complained about it. And further, given what I understood you to have known, I don't blame you for the decisions you made. You and Jeremy know enough to know that people in relationships don't always make the best decisions. Do what you feel and think is
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Not to sound stupid or that I haven't been paying attention (though I haven't really and don't understand this but whatever) I guess adimtly I'm a suspecious person and when first meeting you always wondered what was up? With what I don't know I just naturally over analyize people when I first meet them. I have done it with Holly, John, Jeremy, Joe etc. So I must apologize (Because I always feel stupid when I judge people) and I hope your problem works out. Oh and remind me when we meet again to bear hug you and throw you around.
Lol, yeah, I am a really suspicious kind of person myself. That's part of why I'm so good at hiding things (cause I know where people generally try to look). There's not a whole lot to it, and everything seems to be working out okay. I'd be happy to tell you all about it in person, but there's other people who seem to know more about it than I do oddly enough, and they live a good deal closer to you.
s' true that I understand quite a bit, furthur understanding may come from new situations, and there are definitely things to be learned from this. Even one such as I, who has nothing at all to do with any of this, may still learn. Anyhow, you're back in town yes >_>? caaaallll meeeeee or i guess i'll see you soon anyhow
I called you for the second or third time since I've been back, maybe your parents didn't recognize my cell number. I have to get better at this whole "leaving messeges" thing. Oh well, at the lastest we'll all be at Zander's party tomorro.
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...as was seen in my dammed post...
you are, as we've already realized, a few steps beyond me in many respects with your power, but i swear i'll catch up one of these days :)
i agree with everything you've said about me and us, and thank you for saying them in a much more consice and clear way than i am able to at the time.
i hope that now that we all understand each other this will just lead to growth and furthered closeness.
(call me sometime, im sick :(....)
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