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[lunchbox08]

I wish I could just be balanced. I want to have my ups and downs, but not as bad as I do. Like last night, I wanted to kill myself. I just felt so shitty about life and love and other people, that I gave up for about an hour, and really thought about setting all of my affairs in order before ending myself. I just wanted out SO BADLY. I wanted

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[maria7733]

It's hard to comprehend just how many people you've had an impact on in your life. There are no "forgotten" deaths because every death affects at least one other person deeply.

I know we've only met once, but I've been told I have a pretty good "crying shoulder" if you'd ever like to borrow it...

[lunchbox08]

thanks. I always go through these ridiculous emotional rollercoaster rides when the seasons change. This year just seems to be worse than others.

If I need to talk, I have your AIM, or I can shine the Maria signal. It's kinda like the bat signal, but with carrot cheesecake instead of a bat. I'm not sure how it works, exactly...I guess it would kinda just be a big circle within another circle. You get the point...

[maria7733]

or you can just flash a carrot.... wait.... that sounded SO dirty!

Have you ever noticed that if you end any sentence with "IF you know what I mean" you can make anything sound dirty?

That's the end of my reply.... IF you know what I mean!

[lunchbox08]

HAHA I thought flashing a carrot was the Jimmy and Greg signal...
...IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN...

[butiluvyou]

you have died of dysentery, is so what i'd put on your tombstone.

ill visit. what are you doing next weekend? sat nite and sunday?

[lunchbox08]

I'd laugh from hell. And on the off chance I got into Heaven, I'd use some of those angelic powers to get you laid. I love you.

[lunchbox08]

Oh, and I can get the time off if you wanna come up. Just let me know in advance. It's one of the perks of MAKING THE SCHEDULE.

[dreamcrash]

i love u. i will always be here for u.

[lunchbox08]

I know this.....MAYUN!!!