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[lunchbox_dork01]

Sigh...I don't understand some things. I'm confused. I need some time to think about what I want, what I need, and what I don't need. I'm sad though. I don't know what to think about what's going on at school. I feel so screwed up. I don't want to report on what's happened today because nothing good happened today. I got lectured quite a few times

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:( Please don't be sad.

[ostr]

Flower you know you shouldn't say things like that. You know that all of your close friends really love you. And you know I care about you. I'm sorry about what happened between you and your friend. I don't know the details but it doesn't read good. I'm sorry I don't know if you consider me one of your close friends right now. I don't think I've been one lately. You looked a little upset today at lunch I don't know if I did something? And you do not have a bleak and non-existent future. You're going to be like Diane Sawyers! I don't know how to spell her last name sorry. :) My little reporter on T.V.. And who says you need high hopes? I think they're overrated. You need to set yourself low. Like me be a drunkard ;) I told this kid that I was an alcoholic then that it was an inside joke and that only you would understand it. You're security is in your friends. If you ever need me or I'm sure Lulu, or Peter, or Ethan, you know we are all here for you. Me, I might not answer right away but I will be sure to call you back. You know I love

Re: :( Please don't be sad.

[lunchbox_dork01]

HAHA..yea fuck having hopes. We should all just get drunk on Ren-Fest, and have a good time. Anyways, i don't see anything working out lately. Everything is stupid, and it makes me cry sometimes. I don't know what will happen. : ( Well, yea, you nad I can get married during Ren-fest. I don't need to marry a boy. Boys are stupid, and smelly. As you can see I think so high of guys right now. Well, except Ethan, and Peter because I love them, and Eric because he hasn't upset me, oh, and Josh because he just owns so much. I think he is so crazy. He makes Sci-tech funner, and can tell you anything you'd ever wanna know (and we all like that he's not an arrogant smart person like a few we know). Thanks Marisa, I think every now and then we all need some sort of reassuarance. And I'm your friend too. Even though we don't talk as much. But we have English for that right? As for being a drunakrd, long live getting wasted on alcohol...we must go to a party and rink like crazy soon...perhaps yours" ~_^ that would rock, but you're mom " might

Re: :( Please don't be sad.

[ostr]

:) Glad to cheer you up. Me cheering you up made my day!!! :D I love you and will see you soon if you know what I mean ;).