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[luneknight42]

I know it's not really me, but I've given up for now trying to make things better. It seems to blow up in my face too often. to say I feel lonely sometimes and want things that I used to have or to have things the way they were in the past is true, but I also know that it just doesn't work that way

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Warning: No Holds Barred...

[thisdirtydrug]

Ok, this may sound cliche', but I know exactly how you feel. Getting your heart broken is an incredibly difficult thing to come back from. Particularly with that 20/20 hind-sight thing illuminating all of your mistakes. I know what it's like to give yourself over to someone else ever so slowly and then wake up one day wondering why that wasn't good enough to make everything work out like in the movies. I think a lot of what you may be struggling with stems from a true desire within yourself to make things work out the way you think they are supposed to. The only thing is...there is no "supposed to" when you get right down to it. The ideal state is the one in which you are content where you are, not the one where you are constantly searching for something else (however, always enjoy the quest for improvement). Who knows, I could be totally off-base here, and if so, I apologize. I just really do care about you (even though we're far away and never really get to talk anymore). I would love to see you happy. I know it's

[shadaraz]

Matty matty pancake daddy;

I have no idea what you are going through or what you've been through. I have no reasonable connection to your current mental state or the things that ail you. I have no hope to be able to understand the things you've experience and the things that have broken you(or tried to).

All I can do is say, if you need me man, I'm there for you. And I'm sure that more than a few others are as well. Good luck sir, in whatever you need it for. You've got my thoughts, and for what it's worth my prayers as well.