i hate procrastinating
yet i do it all the time, like right now
i should be working on my novel project but i can't focus and am not getting anywhere
so i just sit here staring at the screen trying with all my might to get my mind moving and thinking and just writing anything down even though its crap.

had a nice new year's eve in manzanita ( Read more... )

sigh i love staring into a fire, even though if i do it for too long its like staring at the sun, which makes your eyes do funny things, but still there's something about the light of a fire, or just the flame on a candle that is mesmorizing ( Read more... )

also took job quiz, here are my results ( Read more... )

want to tell ole santa clause that i believe

so i went up to the mountain today -again! really bad bad snow though, it was very icy and hard learning how to skate ski but i liked it cause i go faster than with classic, but skate takes more energy therefore you get tired a lot sooner. tee hee for all you ignorant people, sorry you have no clue what i'm talking about-so if you really want to ( Read more... )

so i tried dying my hair black today (with the generous assistance of claire and samie-oh wait and marnie!) but of course when i took the required shower afterwards it all came out! gah it made me so mad, i mean it was only going to last for 6 - 24 (i know huge range) washings anyway but i was really looking forward to being a raven haired beauty ( Read more... )

i'm free free at last! last week was really stressful, actually got to sleep for ten hours yesterday. yey its finally winter break ( Read more... )

what is love ( Read more... )

omg this past week has been so awesome and defining! sigh i really don't want to go back to school. i'm really tired even though its only 10;50. i'll write more later but i'm too sleepy now.